Never let me go.

"Hey, morning..." I opened my eyes and found Evel staring at me. I can't explain how he was looking at me but all I felt was that I wanted to be here. He had taken good care of me last night when I couldn't stop crying until I fell asleep.

"morning.." I replied and he smiled so brightly. He looked so handsome right now and I understand why he is able to draw millions of people to watch his live. He then touched my face and I felt his soft hand rubbing my face softly.

"I'm not dreaming, right?..." he asked all of a sudden and his eyes became teary. I pulled myself closer to him and hugged him. I could hear his sobs. Did I hurt him this much even when he barely knew me?

"It's a good day, right? Was should be happy and not sad.." I said and he pulled out of the hug and wiped his tears smiling ear to ear.

"Yes... It's a good day...I shouldn't ruin i... What do you want to eat... We didn't have anything last night..." he said still smiling.

"I'm only allergic to coffee... KFC chicken will do... I saw you love it" I said and he looked at me.

"Wait, don't tell me you watched that live?" He asked and I laughed at him. He looked so embarrassed.

"What!... It was cute you know? You seemed so happy while eating it... too flirty with your fans and even drinking beer, you seemed to have full control of your life" I said, and he smiled.

"Are you jealous of my fans? Do you know I have so many wives out there... And I married a lot of them that day, they were like oppa please marry me and I agreed to marry all of them, I'm a good idol right?" he said looking serious that it looked funny.

"Too bad I have to take you away from your wives... I'm a very jealous person and can't stand sharing you with anyone, not even your bandmates..." he looked a little confused and I pecked him and then headed to the bathroom. Getting from the washroom I didn't find him so I headed downstairs. He was there seated on the couch watching a movie and I joined him.

"Like movies?" he asked and I said no. I'm just watching because he is watching.

"I prefer books..." I said and my eyes headed to the books on the stairway bookshelf. I had seen them the other day I was here and I knew that id end up reading them but I didn't think that it would be this soon.

" Isn't it funny... two strangers who are so close?" I asked and he nodded.

"What matters is that we are together right? Just the two of us... It feels safer and we have all the love we need..." I wish that was true.

"I'm not a good person, I'm not perfect and I make a lot of bad mistakes... I wanna change and only you can help me..." I said and he nodded even though I know he didn't understand it. He has always been kind, he is ready to help even when he knows nothing about what he is supposed to do.

After having breakfast, we cleaned the place together. It's my first time doing this but it felt funny because I did it with someone I wanted to do everything with. Too bad we can't go out because we will be spotted together and that would raise questions.

" I have an idea for your song..." I said after setting next to him. He and a pen and a book and I were sure that he was going to write the song.

He gave the book to me and I read the lyrics he had written.

"This is a song for a person who is so damn in love..." I said laughing and he picked the book from me immediately.

"Isn't it obvious... I wrote it for you..." he said and for a moment I felt the world stop right in front of me. I was aware he had feelings for me but I didn't expect them to be this huge in such a short duration. He started singing it, with emotions that would make someone cry. He sang it inasmuch a wag that instead of making me happy it made me cry. Recently I've been crying a lot and I don't know why, I think it's because I know I have him and he will always hold me when I cry.

"I love you so much... And I don't care that we don't know much about each other... as long as I have you I will always be fine" he said and then pulled me into a hug. I felt the feeling of being loved dearly, the feeling of being loved so much.

"Please... never let me go, no matter what... I would never take it... if you do that I'll kill myself..." I said and he pulled from the hug, holding my hands, and then looked at me.

"Let it just be the two of us... I don't want to share you with anyone, especially a girl... Don't ever leave me" I said and he kissed me. So passionately that I felt like I wasn't going to stop him anytime soon. I don't think ill ever be able to get over this kind of kiss, it was filled with passion and desire, and emotions.

"I'll never let you go unless you push me away... but I'll still find my way back to you... we are not strangers anymore because now you are mine..." he said clearing the hair that was almost blocking my eyes.

"Can I call you baby?" Did he just ask me that? Why did it sound so cute? Why did it have a deeper meaning than the obvious one? So we are a couple now right? I felt shivers of joy cascade down my stomach. I nodded and he hugged me so tightly again.

"Thanks... baby," he said and I nodded.