Home, when it feels like home.

I found him leaning on my car. How did he manage to find it when the parking lot was so full of vehicles? It has taken me some minutes to find it here because I didn't come with it, had asked my driver to bring it.

"How did you find it? How did you even know it's mine??" I asked when I got to him.

"It wasn't that hard looking for it...I spotted the car first and then found your bodyguard here" he said comfortably.

"Wait, you know my bodyguard? Where is he?" How the hell does he know my bodyguard? They have never met!

"I released him... can we get going before we get spotted here.... don't wanna bring you trouble" Then it hit me that I had just forgotten who his father is. That's why maybe he was able to release my bodyguard then and that's why he knows him. He then handed me the car keys. I kept on looking at him as I drove. His father was right, his looks and eyes are deceiving. So cute and innocent, so pure but you would never know what's going on in that mind.

"Did you do your exams well?" I shouldn't have asked that question because I ended up referring to it the moment it popped out. The look he gave me was worse than a devil's stare.

"I failed, only good at drawing..." he said and then leaned on my shoulder. So now I have two things to deal with, one is driving and then the bunny making himself comfortable on my shoulder while I'm still driving. Most importantly, I have to think of a way to stop his dad from taking him abroad.

*****

My house was cleaned today, actually, not my house only but all our houses. Mr. Chin took care of it. Even though we've renewed our contract, it's a bit different. We will be doing music together and a lot of things but we will have to live differently and also focus on other solo things. I was willing to order food but he said he wasn't hungry. I wasn't too because before going to the party I had feasted on KFC chicken my favorite.

We went upstairs.

"Wilk you take a shower first? I'll get some clothes for you.." I asked and he nodded.

"Are you drunk?" he suddenly asked and I was a bit surprised. I'm not how can I be? I wanted to get drunk to wrap up everything around my head but how could I do it when he looked so vulnerable?

"No, I'm not..." I said and he nodded. He then headed to the bathroom. He took a towel from the towel rack which was on the corner next to the bathroom, looked at me, and then got in. It was easy to get the pajamas for him and place them on the bed. I wanted to walk out of the room but I ended up looking outside through the big window. I didn't even realize walking towards it and drawing the curtain, eyes fading into the darkness far beyond.

I don't know for how long I have stood here, starting at nothing specific, wading into my own mind. Suddenly I feel the traces of fingers around my belly, the touch felt like a sweet surrender, and it turned into a hug. When something hurts but yet hurts so good, can we leave it? I wanna cry but I can't, I can't show him that I'm weak, I wanna ask him so many things but I don't want to hurt him. I feel like I'm losing faith slowly.

"Hey..." I heard his soft voice that is always beckoning in my ears. Why does he have such a sweet voice?

"I love you... so much... yeah, so much" those words made me turn around immediately. Does he mean it? Does he really mean it? Because those are not just words, to me they mean more than I could say. On turning, I found him smiling, so beautifully, it looks so beautiful. How can he afford to have everything beautifully? He then suddenly stood on his toes, and kissed me on my forehead, it felt so good, so good that I wanted him to do that again. It was giving me some peace. I needed peace, and he was simply giving me that.

"Do you mean it?" I asked and he looked away for a moment. I was so scared that he was going to say that it was a joke or something but then caught by surprise when his lips captured mine. I wasn't expecting that, yes I was thinking of kissing him first but I didn't think he would beat me to it.

The heat in me increased as the deepness of the kiss increased, why does he taste so good? Does he know that he can make me sin every now and then? I cradled his beautiful face in my arms, cupping him, he tasted so good, so sweet and tender. I didn't want to be a maniac, I wanted it to be sweet even though the demon in me wanted to play it rough. He then bit my lips and I pulled out, I looked at him and he smiled seductively. I was about to rub off the blood but then he kissed me again, this time I responded by savoring every corner and inch of his mouth. We have never kissed this deep, this much and this long, it felt different, felt like it was a honeymoon kiss. I was fighting my inner demon which wanted to take off the robe he was on. I just need a few more kisses like this and then head to the bathroom straight away. Yes definitely straightaway. I carried my in a bridal way, my cute bunny, and took him to our bed. I trailed kisses on the sensitive areas, behind his ears, and on his neck. I couldn't resist him, not when he was responding like that, not when his tiny little noises were so musical to my ears. I can't, suddenly I had this urge to untie the rob he was on, I wanted to see more, I wanted to kiss him everywhere, I wanted to see his beauty, the urge was increasing and I couldn't resist.

"I will go have a shower now ....." I planted a quick kiss on his lips.

"Don't go..." he said and then pulled me back. Does he know what he is doing? Pulling me back like that, does he know that I can't control myself when it comes to him?

"Baby, I... I... I can't control myself... I... Can we... Okay, I'll just take a shower and come back... then we will go to sleep together okay?" I said but he didn't let me go.

"I don't want you to control yourself..." he whispered the words carefully to my ears. Did I fall in love with a daredevil huh? He then kissed me again, and this time I gave in. I slowly untied the robe and ran my fingers slowly on his satin-like body. It felt so soft, his skin was very soft. I trailed kisses from his mouth, down slowly to his neck then his chest, and slowly trailed down to his waistline. I've never done this before, but I felt like doing it only with him. I made sure that I had trailed kisses all over his body, I had already thrown away the robe he was on, and I could just lay here and admire his beautiful body all night long.

"Baby,... should I get protection?" I whispered in his ears slowly, probably in the most beautiful voice because I wanted it to be seductive to him.

"No... I trust you..." those are the words I needed to hear. I just asked the question for safety but honestly, I didn't want to use any condom. It wouldn't be as sweet as I want it. Those seductive eyes looked at me as I removed my shirt, those fingers trailing my chest, making my heart beat even faster than it was. His touch felt so heavenly. I couldn't wait any longer and got off any other cloth that was covering my body. I couldn't get enough as his body collided with mine, just from his touch to both our bodies cloth less, colliding, was enough to make me want to lock him up so that he stays with me forever. I could feel the heat from him too, but my erection was more probing than his. We were both wet, I parted his thighs slowly with mine. I watched as he closed his eyes as I touched his manhood. I slowly bend my eyes and trailed kisses all over them.

*****

He positioned his thick cock against his entrance, pressing onto him slowly but stopping immediately.

"babe... we can stop... I... are you sure about this?" he asked and Axel nodded.

He knew that even though he had his boyfriend's permission, he still had to control himself. His boyfriend was so tight that it was even hard to get in, even an inch. He had to do it super slow, slowly rhythmically until he succeeded to get it. The only problem now was how to get his whole manhood there, only an inch was in. He watched his boyfriend curling down below him, clinging onto the sheets, grabbing them so mightly as he pressed harder. He wanted to stop but when his boyfriend's hands clutched on his back, holding on to him, he changed his mind. With each thrust of his hips, his boyfriend's body tightened around him.