9:Busy days.

I spend the entire weekend in my house, I stayed indoors and didn't go outside. I did not even write a song. I just felt like I wanted r to stay like this without thinking of anything, just to sleep and wake up without the pressure of doing anything. It felt so good that I wished if I ever live in the afterlife or be reborn again then I want to be born as a stone. The weekend made me relax more and I was not thinking about anything serious. I even got to go live on weverse talking to the angels. That was the fandom name for our supporters. I went live for two days continuously and I got to admit that I felt happier and relieved that I had got to talk to them. There's one that went for almost five hours, I got to interact with them, sang songs, and even got to flirt around. I am where I am because of them, in fact, we are where we are because they have shown us their support since the beginning. Talking to them had made me forget that I was mad the other day and I felt more at ease. It feels good when millions of people show you love and support right? To me, they were not just fans or supporters but they felt more like a family. Even though I didn't know them personally, all I felt was love for all the Angels.

After the weekend, my days got busy. I returned to our dorm and continued with work as usual. One thing about me is that I'm really adaptive so getting back to work wasn't so difficult. I had a lot of things to do especially writing my solo song, I also had to help my bandmates with some of their work too. Woojin, our main dancer was the first to release his solo song. He had done it within a month and the outcome was not the one we expected. The song went viral the minute it was released and we couldn't be more happier. Everyone was so happy for him, I had seen how tired he had been and sometimes he told me he wasn't able to sleep well thinking about the song. He worked so hard for this and I was happy that it was paying back. After two weeks, Minjae released his song too. It was a hit just like the one Woojin had released. He had worked so hard for this too and there was no doubt that it would be a banger. Just like the other one, the song was trending everywhere after its release. At least the two of them could relax now and it was just me and Shin remaining. Shin was more scared of this than I was. I actually felt him because it's kinda we were in the same situation. I was not even done with my song but I was not worried that much. I was worried about Shin more than myself. He is my best friend and his nervousness about this all thing was not good for him.

We were all there to support him right? He didn't need to be worried that much. We were all there during his studio sessions and even when he was doing the video for the song.

"Hey..." I went to him after he was given a short break. We were at the shooting scene for his video.

"Hi..." He said after a while. I sat next to him and patted his shoulder.

"You know that your voice is the best in our group right?.... I trust you and we all trust you... We are here to support you so there's no need to be worried... We are here for you" I said and he nodded. Was he not smiling?

"Can't you just smile... You are actually making me feel like I'm not good at this kind of talk..." I said and he smiled. Actually not smiling but he was now laughing.

"You are not good at it.... not even for a second... I wonder how you can actually manage to say that... Not so good but I'm happy... Happy that you guys are here supporting me and that you are still trying to encourage me even though you such at it... Means a lot" He said and I could sense that he was about to cry. Just so you know, he is a crybaby.

"C'mon I'm trying ta make you feel good here and you are mocking me... that's so insensitive," I said and are rubbed the tears from his eyes.

"Yeah... Thank you..." He said and I hugged him. I wanted him to feel that we would always be there. I don't know how I ended up hugging to more people. But all in all, it felt so good that he was now okay, Shin loves being taken care of and I was sure the group gig had boosted his esteem.

"This is the last day of your video right?.... I'll treat y'all to a good meal tonight... drinks available too... I saw one of you went on weverse live with a beer mug filled to its capacity... Bro, you'll tell us what was happening to you... looks like you were broken" That was Woojin speaking. He never knows what to say and what not to say in some situations.

"I guess that's enough for now... Shin needs to get ready before he is called again" I said to avoid the discussion getting worse and Shin left us after making us hug him all again.

"But honestly I like your courage bro..." Minjae whispered to my ears and this landed him a hot slap on his back. I don't know why they thought it was such a good idea to go live with a beer while more than fifteen million fans are watching you. I don't even know how I had done it but trust me I got scolded.

"If you are ready to get scolded.... try and do a weverse live while drunk..." I told them and they looked all tensed now. I didn't tell them before that I had been scolded for being a savage and went live without asking for permission and then did it while drunk. But I didn't say anything bad though.

The video was done in the evening. I felt relieved for Shin because the past few days he had been worried and I'm sure he had had sleepless nights too. I could see the relief in his eyes and now the remaining part was the editing of the video and the day the MV will be released officially. I could tell that even though he felt better he was still worried.

"Shin... you have to help me... I'm not done with my song yet." I pulled him from where he was standing.

"Wait, what? You're kidding, right?" He seemed more worried now than ever. I thought that it would help him because he would feel that he was in a better position than me but this just made him more worried.

"What's wrong with you huh? Do you know how serious this is? You know that Mr. Chin won't like to hear that... Why are you such a savage" I get it he was now scolding me.

"C'mon it's not the right time to argue guys, whatever you are arguing about let's just leave it here and then go back to our dorm and then refresh ourselves then order anything we want to eat..." Minjae said. I don't know how this guy ended here anyway.

" Don't forget the beer too... I think someone might need it" Shin said looking at me. why do they think that I want the beer so much? Anyway, it's a free offer and the beer would do. I just smiled at them. That's what they wanted so I'm gonna give it to them.

"Someone looks so happy by the mention of beer... I wonder what turned you into such a drinker" Woojin added and I left them there and headed for the car. When we are together like this we just use one car. I was not driving because I had driven here so someone else was doing it.

Minjae was the one driving and Woojin sat at the front with him. I sat at the back with Shin but he was not talking to me. I could tell that he was still upset with me. I even tried to talk to him but he was not talking at all but would reply if the others spoke to him.

Getting to the house, each disappeared to their own room to freshen up. We took our time and I went to the living room an hour later. I was the first to get there so I started watching a movie on Netflix. They must have heard it that they came running and we sat on the floor our backs on the coach. The food was delivered as ordered. I only had the KFC chicken and two mugs of beer. I watched the others sa they drank as if it was the nastiest thing in the world. I was even laughing at them. One was drinking it as water though, it was Shin. He is a lightweight but he was drinking the beer like it was something he was enjoying. I had to stop him.

"Hey just stop okay..." I said taking the mug away from him. " I think I need to take him to his room..." I told the others and they nodded. I guess they had realized that he was drinking too much than any of us.