Dear Diary,

Date: January 19th, 2023

Those 5 weeks were the best of my life. Estral was one of the best people ever. I regret everyday what I did to him. How I treated him. Hailey frowns at me everyday. Things have never been the same. Jacob doesn't know what to say half of the time and London is trying to work with me. They try so hard, but I can't help but blame myself.

London got their angel a little bit ago. Well, three years ago. Their angel was best friends with mine, claiming that it wasn't my fault. London keeps telling me that they'll always be there, but I still feel so alone.

Estral, I'm so sorry...For everything.

London considered therapy. They said I keep getting worse. I'm not upset that their helping, but I'm not going to therapy.

I don't want to ignore London, but right now, I feel like I just need...space. You know? I need to clear my head.

Yes, I get that it's been three years, but I don't care. I just hope that those angels up there give Estral a second chance.

After all, he was just trying to help me.