Revaluating How Pathetic I Am

What the heck!

Obviously I'm happy that I have my hearing back, but...Why did I lose my hearing in the first place?!

Ugh... There's nothing I can do about it anyways, and I have more important things to do right now.

I'm wondering if I should ask for help. Vira did say that they could help me, but...I'll try one more time.

And so the next day, I rush out of the room knocking the guard over on my way out. I once again run desperately, searching for a exit.

Only to end up falling on my face.

Again.

...

And here we are, I'm here sitting on the ground staring at the ceiling after my latest attempt.

I have more wounds that are bleeding profusely, and even though I have my hearing back, it doesn't change the fact that I'm at a serious disadvantage. At the moment, my body is extremely weak, and I only have one eye.

After revaluating how pathetic I am, my thoughts once again drift in Vira's direction. But after thinking about it for a long time, I still really don't want ask for help. It's not because of my pride or dignity, but rather because I'm way too stubborn.

I mean, what dignity do I have left?

So I decide, instead of asking for help, I'm going to rest and try to get my strength back.

Hopefully that'll help.