Chapter 13:- Hiding his love

Morning 7 am

The Sana call came and as usual I woke up in a jolt and saw my mobile phone. Why is the Sana calling so early in the morning, I picked up the call and said what happened. Sana said Just woke up, I said yes. The Sana said that in coming early today, I will wait for you at the bus stop, Today go to office together. I said okay now let me sleep, the Sana ssaid 'Abey dhile' that now you are going to sleep again, I am right in your name, 'Dhile'. I said okay I am not sleeping, I am ready to come. The Sana said good bye, come soon. Phone hangup. I got ready and left the house for the office, On reaching the bus stop, the Sana said that he came early. I said in the morning someone disturbed my sleep, so I had to come, The Sana said to speak directly, I disturbed your sleep. I said I am joking, and now the second month has started numb, you should also start selling. The Sana said that you are doing it just enough for me, I do not need to do it, I said why, the Sana said because if you will get incentives, then I will take half of it, Where I am not going to give, The Sana is joking by saying, let's leave for office now, then both of us left for office. As soon as we both reached the office, the manager told everyone come in to the meeting, We all put the meeting on the system and went for the meeting. The manager said, listen everyone, the result of the last month's, highest sales of the month has arrived, And through our process 3 agents have come in top 20, it is a matter of happiness that all three agents have come in top 3. All the agents started clap, and started saying tell the name, Everyone wanted to hear their name in the top 3, and I was wondering whether I would stay or not. The manager started mentioning the names of the top 3 agents, The manager said that Nasir is on the top 1 with 40 lakhs, and Durgesh is on the second with 36 lakhs, Everyone started clapping and everyone thought that the angle on the 3rd is, The manager said that there is a new agent of our process on the 3rd position, who came in the top 3rd in his 1st month, his name is Yuvraj Thakur. Everyone started clap in bewilderment and Sana is clapping madly, Operation manager said that very good Yuvraj came in top 3rd in his first month and has also earned 15k incentives. Keep it up, And from this month you have to move from 3rd position to 2nd position, I said that I will come on the first position not on the second position. The manager said that when I had interviewed this boy, only then did I understand that there is something in this boy. I was feeling very happy, the Sana came in that and said when Yuvraj is giving the party. As soon as 15K incentives come in my account, then I will give a party, The Sana said for sure, I said for sure. Started calling again and started thinking about sales because this month I have become the highest sales of the month. The lunch break started and I am going on calling, the Sana came in that time and said Yuvraj let's go to the canteen to eat food, I said you go, I will not come, today I have to complete today's target, The Sana said to eat food, Then make a call after that, I said no, you go, The Sana said that it is okay, I will not even go to eat food, I said yes, 'Hadh hai' this girl, I did lunch breaks on the system and said let's eat food, The Sana said, now come on the line. Then we go to the canteen and start having lunch. The lunch break was over and we went for calling. Logout time occurred while calling, And I logged out and left for home with Sana.

As usual, make calls, make sales and go home, By doing this, the month passed, the second month results day came, The manager called everyone for a meeting and started announcing the results. The manager said that this month the boy has come on the first position, who had challenged that this month will remain the highest sales of the month, Everyone shouted and said, what happened to them, Yuvraj, I started seeing what happened to these people. Everyone is shouting my name, the manager said right, you guys said Yuvraj has become the Highest Sales of the Month. Then take my photo and put my poster on the floor. Highest sales of the month. I am very happy to see that poster. Sana came to me and said how smart that Yuvraj looks in the poster, Inshallah you will continue to do such great work. I said thank you, I am numb your prayer, nor do I get a lot of happiness, Why did the Sana say? I said because I feel your prayers, On the day of training you said that your name will be there and today my name is done. The Sana said, now give a party, I said let's go after leaving the office to eat in restaurant. Sana said rightly, I said I have got last month incentives, So let's enjoy today. After sometime logout happened and I told, Sana logout quickly and walk. Sena said yes ok Yuvraj just waited for two minutes only, then Sana logout from its system and say let's go. Me and Sana got down at Bandra station and I said where will you go to eat food, The Sana said that there is a Rajasthan hotel in Khar. Let's go there and eat something spicy. I said come on, Sana and I reached the hotel and ordered food, The Sana said that the way you eat food in the office, do not say the same here, I said okay, I will eat well, and I will not even clean my hands on my clothes. The Sana said good, how much has been learned by staying with me, I laughed and said it is right, my dialogue is telling me. Sana started laughing and no one would copy your antics and your botne. Then we started eating, after that we started eating ice cream after filling up. And while eating ice cream, both of us are having a lot of fun with each other. Arrived at Sana'a area and told the Sana to go home and rest, The Sana said for some time and spent time together. I said it's been a long night, go home and take rest. I also have to go home or else my mother will abuse me. The Sana said today was a good day with you, I said mine too, let's go home now, The Sana also say Bye and went home, After that he left for his home.

Next morning Sunday.

7 am phone rings, picked up the call and said that I will not be able to come to play cricket today, In that moment, a reply came from the front, I am Ankita. I said yes, what happened Ankita, Ankita said you are still sleeping, Get up, Kumkaran. I said that I slept very late at night because, Ankita said that today is Sunday and even your office holiday was also thinking that we both meet today, and where do we go for a walk. I said this is not a dream, isn't it, Ankita said, get up quietly and come to the Andheri station in an hour early, I am also leaving the house. I said ok I'm coming, phone hangs up. I got up and went to the bath, after taking a bath, wearing a black shirt and black jeans and left the house. After an hour reached Andheri station and called Ankita and said where are you at Andheri station. Ankita said here to the Andheri bus stop, generous, we are all waiting for you, Cut the call and thought we all, it seems Sanju and there freinds has also come. When he reached the bus stop here, Sanju gave his voice, Yuvraj came here, I went to them, Sanju, Veer all hugged me and said how are you Yuvraj we are meeting after 3 months. I said I am fine where is Ankita. is not visible. Sanju said how harami you are, you didn't ask us how are you going to start asking about Ankita. I said sorry Sanju, I will see Ankita after a long time. Sanju said that she has gone to get water, I started waiting, After a few minutes Ankita came, seeing Ankita, I kept looking. Looking very cute in red dress. I could not take my eyes off from Ankita. Ankita pinched in front of my face and where is the hero lost in the world. I came to my senses and said nothing, was thinking something. What was thinking Ankita saying, I said nothing, Tell me where you are going to roam, Ankita said Aksha beach. I said okay come on, then we all left for the Aksha beach.

We all sat in the bus and I went to the last corner seat and sat down, Ankita said why are you sitting there alone, sit alone with us, I said this is my favorite seat, I am always sitting on this seat. Then they started talking and I put my earphones to listen to the song. After sometime Ankita came and sat near me and said after 3 months we are meeting, talking about something, you come here and sit alone. I said that I am thinking what to talk about, Ankita said that you have to think even to talk, You will remain a weird person. I said that your 12th exam is over, Ankita said no, it is next month. I said pay attention to studies, Ankita said in anger, don't give lectures now. While talking, my phone started ringing, I checked the phone and saw that I was getting a video call from the Sana, Ankita looked at my mobile phone and said, who is sana. And I can see how it looks in a video call too. I picked up the video call and as soon as I got up, Sana said where are you? Let's go for a walk today, I said I am already going for a walk,

The Sana used to speak to me too, even then I used to come with you. In that, Ankita took my mobile phone from my hand and said that Ankita is speaking hey Sana, Im Yuvraj's friend, The Sana told Ankita, how are you, tell the face of Yuvraj, Ankita also took me in the frame, Sana said this is Ankita, I said yes. The Sana said that it is okay to enjoy it and cut the video call in anger. Ankita said what happened to her, why did she cut the video call in anger, I said what do I know. Ankita said I think she loves you, I said no, just a friend, she also considers me as best friend, I messaged the Sana that why did you hang up the call in anger, The Sana did not say anything like this, because you did not call me, I said you don't know anyone here, The Sana said So what, I know you, and there you were with me, I would have enjoyed it. I said sorry sana next time sure, Sana said ok, see you tomorrow in office, I said ok bye, Sena left the chat and I showed the chat to Ankita that's why She was angry, Ankita said that Sana looks very good, I said, I know, And not only in appearance she is also good at heart, and also has a good friend. Every time keeps praying to Allah for me, that I will do something big in life, Or if there is some problem, first of all she understands, Rather, I do not even tell my problem, The Sana itself will come to me and say what is it Yuvraj, what is the problem, I will not say anything, yet she will say that something happened, I know. The only thing I like about her is that she understands me quickly. Ankita said yes, Enough is praising her, we have come here to roam and enjoy, And you are just being praised for the Sana, then Ankita got up in anger and went back to Sanju and sat down, I started thinking what happened to it, today both got angry with me, But I don't understand why. After sometime, we reached the destination Aksha beach, Ankita came to me and said now don't talk about the Sana, Just enjoy with me and walk in the water, I said you are going to take a bath in the water, everyone said yes, I said I will not come, you guys go, I did not bring extra clothes. Ankita said, don't do more drama, come quietly, I said no, you understand, I am not even thinking about it, Ankita said it's okay, sit here and talk to Sana, and went away in anger.

I hit my hand on my head and said Haad hai yarr. Everyone was taking a bath in the water and I was sitting on the sand looking at them, The waves of water were increasing slowly, I shouted to them, Don't go much inside the water, Ankita cried out and asked her to sit and see you generously, I said you forgot what happened last time, Ankita said it will be the same this time too. Whether you are coming to take a bath or not, I said okay Baba, I am coming. Even then I went to take a bath in the water, then I will have fun coming to me, I said, you go inside the water and this time I am not going to come, Ankita said what is the use now that you have come inside the water. I said it's good, I do not understand when you get angry and when you live good. Ankita said that you act in such a way that I get angry. I said what action do I do, Ankita said, should I remind you? I said yes, remind me, Ankita has said that she has come to enjoy, toh let's enjoy. Anyway, your tantrums were going on to come in the water, why did you come now? I said it's not enough, now let it be and we play some game. Then we all started playing games together, and started doing time pass. After sometime we all came out of the water and sat down on sand. Everyone started eating gola and in that Ankita said Yuvraj, now when will you get a holiday, I said my work runs on Sundays also, there is only one Sunday holiday in a month. Everyone was surprised and said, 1 day off in 1 month. I said yes so what happened, Ankita said can you take leave on Sunday? I said yes I can take it but it will affect my incentive points. Ankita said means, I said if we complete 200 points then we will get 15K incentives, So working 3 Sundays in a month gives 30 40 points extra, which makes it easy to reach incentive points. Ankita said so much hard work for the incentives. I said, when the incentives come in the account, then that happiness cannot be explained. Ankita has said a good thing, and by working hard, do something big. After a while, we all left for our house again. Ankita said Yuvraj drop me till home, I said what's the problem ok come on now what's the matter for me, Then went out to drop Ankita till the house, while walking, Ankita felt that and Sana loves you. I have said that you are mad, she is only my friend, Ankita does not seem to be saying, The way she got angry, it seemed that she was jealous of me, I said how do you know. Ankita said to see that tomorrow Sana will not talk to you because of anger. Either she will not come to the office tomorrow, take a look. I said okay let see, now your home has also come, go home and rest, Ankita said okay and yes don't forget me in Sana's affair. I said it could happen anytime. bye Ankita, Ankita waved and said bye. Then while going to my house, I started repeating Ankita's words again in my mind that I understand that Sana really like me, If She told me something, I would not be able to make him feel like, But why not, hey, what am I thinking, I should go home and take rest, And just come to Sana's office tomorrow and talk to her as a friend. Tomorrow I will prove Ankita's words wrong. I told myself, Yuvraj, don't think too much and go home and go to sleep and then I left for my house.

Morning 7 am,

The alarm rings, woke up loudly and said yaarr, I am fed up with this alarm, mother also puts all these alarms to wake me up on proper time. Saw the clock that I will be late for office even today, Got ready and left for office, Suddenly recalled Ankita's talk, see if Sana will come today, she will not talk to you or she will not come at all. Then I Called Sana but it is not picking up the call. why is this girl not picking up the call, Caught the bus and left for office, As soon as the office was reached and started seeing the Sana whether it had come or not. But Sana did not appear and thought that Sana Toh always comes earlier, Then I went and sat on my seat, waited for some time but she did not come, The manager called everyone to the meeting, We all went to the meeting and stood up, the manager said good morning, we also said good morning, The manager said that before starting the meeting, let me tell you that today Yuvraj is not thinking about work, So Yuvraj pay attention to the work, Everyone asked why Sir Yuvraj would not think about it. The manager said why today Sana is not coming, everyone reacts with uh aisa kya sir and thought in mind I really didn't feel good without him, One agent said sir, do you remember? Whenever you used to call for a meeting, Sana always used to say stop, sir, Yuvraj is coming, He is caught by ticket collector. And sometimes used to say that she is stuck in traffic and sometimes used to say that the air is not well, so he got up late, Meaning Sir everytime used to give some excuse to save Yuvraj. The manager said oh yes you said right, and yes yuvraj why Sana keeps calling you dhile. I said that I am late, therefore, she says, you remain like a dhiel. That's why I have loose buckets. The manager said, ok We have a lot of fun now, let's the meeting starts. The meeting start manager started giving motivational speech and said let's go happy selling. We all sat on the seat and started calling. I was getting very bored while calling, how did I pass the time till lunch break only God's knows. And today I went alone and sat down to eat. After a few minutes, Nasir, Hisham and Shahbaz came to me and sat down to eat, They said why are you eating alone, Nazir said that Sana has not come today, I said it is not such a thing, Nasir said brother, don't teach us, you know, Sana used to talk only about you as soon as she came to the office. Whenever he go to talk, but Sana keeps on talking about yuvraj. he get very angry, I said why, Nasir said that we are also sitting there. Nasir said In the morning we sat together to talk to each other, I talk to Sana so she brings your name in the middle, Where is Yuvraj, he will not improve, Nasir, brother, we are also sitting to talk but not just Yuvraj, Yuvraj. I said we were together in the training batch that's why she makes me her best friend, Nasir said, I don't think best friend understands you, I mean, Nasir said she likes. I said no, and I used to say the whole thing, there was a break over in that and Nasir burst up and went to the floor, I thought that I am getting very bored today, I will lie down and listen to the dat from the manager, toh boredom will be removed. Calling Sana but Sana was not picking up the call. Picked up the call buddy, today is a bad day. My phone rang, I thought Sana called, saw the mobile phone, then Ankita's call was coming, picked up the call, In that, Ankita said whether Sana has come or not today, I said you have called to ask, Ankita said what I had said the previous day, Sana will not come. I said that some important work will be done because She did not come.

Ankita said it is okay, suppose you must have called her and she did not even pick up your call. I said that's why I will be busy. Since when did you start putting so much mind, you have also become smart by staying with me. Ankita said that you really are like this, I said why did you not tell me yes, why did you not come in a relationship with me. Ankita did not give any answer and went somewhere on the phone in Bye I'm also at work, I said yes keep it anyway the Sana has not come, I am getting bored. Ankita, it is good to be bored and disconnected the phone saying this. I looked at the phone and said now what has happened to it, now it is a problem. Then started calling on the floor, as soon as it was time for logout, Today was very difficult for me pass the time. If Sana used to come and spend a little fun with him, but today, No one will come tomorrow. Packed the bag and left for home.

As soon as I went to the office, I was searching for Sana, Finally, she was sitting in the last row, went to her and said, hey buddy. Why didn't you come last day, the Sana said in anger that you mean to him. I said that I am your friend, I can ask so much, the Sana said to ask Ankita, I don't want to talk to you about anything. I said sure, the Sana said yes sure, I said it's okay to sit in 2 rows, if you want, then come and sit near me, Sana got angry and said that I do not come to sit near you, I went without speaking, went to sit in Second row, took time out, But Sana was not talking at all. After sometime lunch time happened, I went to Sana's and asked to eat food. Don't talk, just eat the food. The Sana got up from the seat and came to have lunch with me. As soon as I sat in the canteen, the Sana said that I had come only to eat food, do not think that I am not angry with you. I started laughing, Sana looking at me and saying, why are you laughing, I gave a reaction, just like that. After eating food, Sana got up and left. I said hey, why are you leaving so early, lunch is not over yet, The Sana said that today is Saturday, after half day, the funday will start, then you will not get to call, It's better than now that I do physical sales. I was shocked to say that you started paying attention to the sales, The Sana said that I also want incentives, I said it is right, Ok, I will come to the floor comfortably after calling. The Sana said whether you are comfortable or not, what should I do, and she went away by saying. Thought Looks like Sana is very angry. Lunch break is over, I went to the floor and started calling. After sometime the funday started, the manager was giving everyone some task to do so that everyone could enjoy, The manager is watching someone to dance, so someone to act, After 3 4 agent the manager took my name and Said sing a song, You will sing a song for a girl on this floor, I started saying that I don't know how to sing songs, and also my voice is weird. Manager said I don't know Your voiceless voice is also ready to be heard, you sing a song. I said okay, anyway I don't think you will let me go without singing, And thought it is a good idea to sing a song for Sana and she will understand that I am singing a song for her. I stood in the middle of the floor and everyone started shouting Yuvraj Yuvraj, In that, the manager said for whom you are going to sing, I looked at the Sana and said that I am going to sing for that girl who is angry with me and at the moment she is not even talking to me, Sana understood that he is going to sing for me, And I was looking towards the Sana, then let's start, I am going to sing sweet 90s jam song for him. took a long breath and started.

Close your eyes and give me your hand,

Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand,

do you feel the same aur I am Only dreaming Is this burning and eternal flame,

Do you believe Is meant to be darling, I watch you when your sleeping You belong with me

do you feel the same Aur am I only dreaming Is this burning and eternal flame.

Say my name Sunshine through the rain And my hole life so lonely you come and ease the pain.

I don't wanna lose this feeling.

I stopped, and Sana is looking at me and started smiling. Everyone started clap. After a while it was time for people out, I left the office after logging out of the system, after walking a few steps, a voice came from behind, Yuvraj Wait yerr, I understood that the Sama gave a voice, So I ignore and started walking forward and Sana came running and started beating me, I am giving voice, why were you not stopping, I said, you are not talking to me, The Sana said, for whom was the song going, I said, it is a girl, What do you have to do to him, I sing for anyone, the Sana has said good lies, bastard. You will not improve. Come drop me home, I said that's why you came to talk to me, I don't go, the Sana said, don't do more drama and walk, grabbed my hand and started walking. Then I put my hand on his shoulder and said that no one can remain angry with me for a long time. Sana laughed and slapped in fun, let's keep quiet and don't make me angry again, I will not talk to you next time. I laughed and said good. Let me drop you home. Then we both left for home.