First love

First day of school,we all afraid and sad because it was a first day of experience.

But for me it's really happy moment when i step to the class. I saw many students and teachers there.I was very happy when i saw them. Many students are sad and many don't know what's happening in there ...When i step to the class i saw one guy i felt like that guy is mine but it's not fair ...When i saw that guy i not felt scared i felt more comfortable with him.. The full day i just saw him and dreamed only...I felt like wanted to see him everyday every second without him i can't live ...Think how strong is that...The period was going bogey ...Then, next year also i still love that guy ...When i step to the class my eyes are only searching for him ...I wonder whyy that guy never come to school today ...I was very upset when i can't see him that day ..Then, i can't control that pain so i asked my classmates when he is...When i asked my heartbeat was beating faster...One of my classmate told that he transferred to another school i felt like died i don't know what to do next just blank no idea...It's really pain for me now also ...But i can't move on to another guy and i can't replace a him to another guy on his place...So, my love is still with him and my heartbeat always waiting for him...