chapter 21

Leo

"Okk what it is you want to know?" I asked him. I can't do this, I am really not ready....those fucking years were so hard for me now these things.

He understands every feeling of mine. he was smiling throughout. What the hell he was thinking.

He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the bed. We settled down on the bed.

"Okk start," I said still feeling so low.

He was still smiling. He came near to me sit down on my lap and hugged me tightly.

"It okk...now that I am your mate I can't leave you and if I will do you will die and if you will die how can I survive knowing I killed someone, means think to yourself how it will sound like a doctor killed his boyfriend haha," he said making me he laughed. He knows how to cheer me up.

I hugged him back tightly and he started moving back and forth so did i.

"Ya that sounds gross" are we having a bye-bye hug.

"Okk I just want to know why you left me 2 years back with just a note," he asked. We were still moving slowly.

"I didn't leave you, I was kidnapped," I said. Wanted to see his face but his tight grip told me that he don't want to move away from me.

"And who the fucker gets time to leave a note before kidnapping?" he asked. I can feel his anger.

" What... What are you talking about, I didn't even get time to breathe which note you are talking about?" I asked and tried to look for his face but he was hugging me so tightly.

" I am talking about the note 'may we see each other again' " he hit me on the back.

" I didn't write anything to you...It sounds like me but I really didn't write anything for you. I was waiting for you in your bed.Mmm, you know with full preparation to.." I was stopped by him.

"It was our last day of college, you left early from the party and didn't even ask me to come with you, you were planning to do sex with me seriously...?" He hit me again.

"Ha ha no.. I never touched you back then, how do you even think I can do that. I was planning to propose to you, I was waiting for you to take you to the roof. And I left early because I need to arrange our date perfectly" I really want to see his face. " I am telling the truth, don't you want to see my eyes if I am telling the truth or not?" I really tried to see his face but he didn't loosen a bit.

" Ooo then where the hell did that notes come from. I know your writing well" he said and bite my ear slightly.

"Ah what are you doing" we stopped moving"I don't know what are you talking....may we see each other again..mmm may we...holy motherfucker... holy shit..that note..there is no way I would remember that" I was shocked and he hit me again. We start moving again.

"Okk okk that note was not for you, it was for Gillen. He asked me to write a goodbye note for suzen as he was in hurry and I told him to watch the roof for me. God, that fucking note.. I was writing more romantic lines afterward but then Nani's people barged in and kidnapped me and that note left on your desk" I sucked on his neck.

"Aah," he moaned and finally looked at me. Blushing was on his cheeks. he asked " Can I kiss you?"

"That's not a good idea.." I was gonna remind him about the heat period but he placed his lips on mine.

It was so soft. His lips were sucking my lips softly, his grip on my hair tightened. My hands were on his waist. His smell started to spread all over his body. No no no...this is not good.

Before I make him Stop he increased his force.... aggressive. I was loving it but this is not a good time.

"Mmm so..p..mmm" I was trying to Stop him but I think not enough.

I can feel my wolf showing his shadow on me. I started kissing him which made him Stop. I think he understood that we went overboard.

"Leo.. mmm" he pushed my face away and I started kissing him on the neck.

" Leo....ah..we need..hmm..to Stop right.." he said that but his grip and body were saying otherwise.

I wanted to stop but his smell made me crazy. My teeth sharpen. I want to bite him. I want to make him mine.

As my teeth touched his skin he jumped out of my lap. He losses control of his balance and endup on the ground. Well, I didn't get affected I jumped on him.

Ya, that's good I am an animal for sure. I was on top of him. I was using my all force to pin him down. I was sniffing his body. I was losing my control and nearly bite him. Why I am feeling like deja vu....

He grabbed my head and spelled something. My head started to hurt. I can feel pain all over my body like a thousand vaults of electricity running through my body. Fuck the heat period. In other words, it's like I get sobber just after getting super drunk.

He loosen his grip and I was on the floor crying in pain. He ran towards the bathroom, and I heard the shower.

Just in two-three minutes, my body feels normal his smell was gone. I was on the floor and the bathroom door was on my head side. I looked at the bathroom door it was open. He didn't close it.

" You okk?" I asked breathing heavily. Ohh, fuck that was really uncomfortable.

" Hell ya.ha ha" he was laughing which made me laugh. " That was close"

" Come out I am sobber now." I said and placed myself on the bed.

"Pass me something to wear, i am all wet," he said and off the shower.

"Yes bubble baby, well how did you do that..the spell?" I asked him and gave him some of my clothes T-Shirt and shorts.

"I heard mom spelling it in this afternoon to control your dad's wolf, I didn't think it will work but trying was worth it." He said that it was his daily routine to learn this fast.

"That was... Please don't try something like that again. You don't know what shit you did to me that was.... I don't even want to remember it" I dug my face into the pillow and shouted.

" Shut up, what do you think I will let this danger come after me without preparation tsk tsk I even told mom if you see that curtain burning just barge in" he pointed to the curtain which is just beside the bed and has a window for an outside view.

"You are smart, okk continue next question and we are not gonna sit by touching each other" I specified.

"Haha okk as you wish," he said and choose to sit on the bed and told me to sit on the couch which was four steps away from the leg end of the bed.

We were facing each other. Yes, this is perfect. Why do I smell something fishy? His devil smile was saying something is off.