Jenny's POV

It's past 12 o'clock and I wake up with this terrible headache, because yesterday I was at the party of my life tho I didn't expect it to turn out the way it did, never been to a college party before only attended Company parties hosted by Dad.My head hurts badly and I run to the toilet and throw up, later on brushed then showered and put on new clothes. It was not long, after I stood staring blankly into space when I felt a cold hand touch me and I exclaimed.

Mom, what are you doing here??!!

Mom laughed as she could see how scared I looked and said she just wanted to check up on me

"Sorry My Dear ", mom said while giggling I Don't mean to scare you !.

it was then I realized how pale mom had become because life turned it back on us and that made my heart crack but I wouldn't want to cry Infront of Mom would I?? absolutely Not.

"It's fine mom"I smiled and sat on my bed waiting for her to bring the morning sermon

"Why did you leave the house or should I call it smuggling because you did smuggle out of the house"??

"Mom I am 21 am no more a kid, I can go where I want to and when I want to but I am sorry I didn't get to inform you before time just didn't want to disturb you while you were asleep". I said trying to put the all charming face of a needy child and luckily she fell for it as usual.

"It's fine, I just wish you could tell me before time are we clear??

"Yes Mom I promise to tell you when next time and purposely on time .

After saying this we both chuckled and mom woke up to leave then I told her I just had to go through my messages just Incase I have any because I barely have some these days

"Yes Mom will be down for breakfast in 5mins"

"Okay sweetie let me leave you".

As sweet as Mom will always be she stood a while looking at me then smiled and went downstairs.

I went through my messages and I got a text from my bestie, Kylie has been supportive eversince Dad died and even before and I love her, how crazy this girl can be we spoke for 5minutes about her boyfriends well literally I don't have any the last one was hell so I have no plans of having any these days

"Looks like the Queen is finally up!!", Oh I think we should give you a hand of applause" Kerry said while rolling her eyes

"You don't get to speak to your older sister like that Kerry don't be rude ".

Mom cautioned her, it's been like this ever since Dad passed away she keeps blaming me for everything that happens in our lives, funny enough I don't blame her because if I was more careful maybe it wouldn't have happened.

"it's okay, Mom she can say whatever she wants I don't blame her, but Kerry have some table manners will you?? "

"I am late for school good bye"

Kerry is only 18 and I understand everything she feels,never been the examplary sister to her and I get it,she woke up kissed mom good bye and left.

"Won't you leave me as well!?? I asked Daniel, the smallest one of us all, Daniel is just 16 but thinks like a 24years old guy.

"Why should I?! you didn't do anything wrong apart from stealing my heart with your smile"

"Silly You ,you always make my day thank you kiddo"

I gave him a big hug after that and mom kissed him good bye, left to ourselves Mom could only see the pain I was going through and she hugged me as well

"Don't worry she'll come around" she smiled

"I hope so Mom anyways have some where to go to with Kylie today let me get go get dressed.