Prologue

Love - one of the most important aspects of our lives. Almost everybody falls in love at least once with someone at some point in their life. It isn't planned. It's not like you can decide who you would fall for and then start loving that person. It just happens subconsciously. One day you just realize that yeah, you can't live your life without this one person and by the time you know it, you might already have fallen for them. 

 Love - there is no logic that can define it. There is no need for any reason for loving someone. You can give yourself some reasons like somebody would say I love her because she is so beautiful, and some girl would say yeah that boy you know he's so handsome and smart and I'm falling for him. This type of thing isn't called love. It is just infatuation. It might not be true in all cases but in most cases it's just simply attraction and not love. Love has deeper feelings in it. You can fall for someone for some silly reason like for their good looks or popularity but just falling for someone and claiming to be in love with them just isn't true. This type of feeling is what we call - crush, to have crush on someone. Love is a completely different thing than this. 

Love - it is so hard to understand yet it is so easy to feel. Trying to understand one's own feelings isn't that easy. 

Now somebody would ask, then what is love? If you know so much then tell us about it. But the truth is that nobody can define it accurately. Everybody has their own way to define it in their own sense of how they see it or how they feel it. It means different to different people. 

And the way I see it, love is just love, true and pure feelings that cannot be defined in just one simple definition of words. It's an important experience that should be felt raw. If you try following guides and rules on how to fall in love with someone or how to feel it, you'll end up getting disappointed - "for love cannot be sought, it can only be felt". 

When you fall in love with someone, all the reasons, all the sense, about what world says or what makes sense won't matter anymore. 

This is the first thing I had ever written. I gave up on completing it but it was just getting rotten in my documents so I uploaded it here. I'll think about completing it if I'll ever feel like it. Well it was inspired by the one and the only girlfriend I ever had, not basically written over her but just took her an inspiration and written it. This story is completely fictional and came out of my imagination so dont' just get your hopes high because nothing like this ever happens in real life, not happened in my life at least. I'm basically a shut in writing down my imaginations on a piece of paper keeping them in my self constructed mini library in my room for them to get rotten so that one day my great great grandchild if ever born as a bookworm will read them and try to enjoy their lives they way I did and not just run after money and other worldly things instead of living their lives and enjoying them like any other ordinary background completely middle class character.