New Beginning

"How do I Love, How do I love again?

How do I Trust, How do I trust again?

I Stay up all night, tell myself I'm alright.

Baby you're just harder, to see than most."

Lina was listening to a song and was absent-minded. "How can you blame me for not loving you? how can you say I'm heartless. Look at yourself you're just a petty person. You're not the same girl who is madly in Love with me. You're not the ideal girl anymore whom I used to admire. You're just like a beggar now look at yourself you're begging my love for you."

"What do you mean by I'm beggar? What do you mean by I'm not the same girl? If you think like this then I don't need you to love me. I don't need you to care about me. It's over now Aaron."

"Hey! I'm sorry. I can't control my anger just now. I Love You, please listen to me." said Aaron.

"Get the hell out of here." replied Lina.

Lina was feeling very sad. She used to think he will always love her. But now everything was just like a joke. He made joke of her love. He broke her love just like it was nothing. How can she love again? How can she say others that they broke up just like that. Maybe time can heal everything but can she feel the same again for someone else? she doubt it now. She can only read and fulfill her dream to become Engineer and forget everything about him.

Ring Ring! Ring Ring! Lina snapped out from the daze.

"Hey! My dearest Lina, How are you?" listening the voice from other side Lina was extremely calm.

"What happen Mira? Is there anything?" asked Lina.

"Hey baby girl, I just wanted to call you. You know our Java Teacher, he is getting married, You know the bride is our senior. That old man was so lucky. He can even marry his own student. You know baby girl, It's like toad wanting to eat swan meat. " Mira continue to speak.

"And I heard about what happen about you and Aaron. I told you in the past he is not for you but you didn't listen to me. But it's okay I'm here with you. Okay baby girl. You haven't seen the world of man baby. I'm gonna visit the whole college to search best of the best man for you okay baby. Don't think too much. "

"Ohhh, shut up now, I don't think I can love again someone else other than him. Even if there is someone extraordinary I don't give a damn okay. Now leave me alone."

"okay, okay! let's see. Who first fall in Love will be pig then." laughed Mira.

"Nonsense."

After the phone call Lina once again saw the photo of them together and started to cry. " I'm not crying for you don't think too much. Did you really think I'm gonna beg you. Heh sob...sob... In your dreams." After that she tore the photo and break the frame. 'Maybe this is my new beginning.' She thought.