Christopher
I’m on my way to visit Erin, again. I really hate using her like this. Well, I’m not really using her. I have really enjoyed having her as a friend. The night that I had asked her to start dating me, I was trying to forget Rae.
Why? You’ll probably think that I’m crazy. So, let’s just say that I don’t think that I’m good enough for her. I know that I broke her heart by being with her nemesis. It was for a good reason, though. Just trust me. One day, I am going to find me a queen that was meant for me. One that I will rule along side of. I don’t want to hurt her more then.
I know it sounds selfish. I should have let her make that decision. But, what if we became closer and that special someone shows up. Apparently, I am going to forget everyone and everything except that person. All feelings of love with any other woman, will be wiped as if it never existed. At least that is what my mother said.