How long has it been? Hours?. Days?. Weeks?.
I don't know and I stopped caring.
I slept in my bed that was soaked with my sweat and did not care to change it. My breath tasted like putrid butter but I couldn't find any drive to go brush myself. Pimples grew below my scalp and my beard became unruly. I didn't take a bath or a small shower at that. When I was hungry, I ordered takeouts once every three days. I only drank water to keep myself alive, but I did not know what the point of living was.
I rolled in my bed trying to sleep and hoped that I will die in my sleep.
Cling.
It was my phone. I didn't pick it up.
Cling.
Cling.
The phone kept beeping. It was starting to annoy me.
Cling.
Cling.
Cling.
Cling.
Cling.
I was so annoyed by that sound, So I picked up my phone and checked.
All were the same message from an anonymous sender.
'Are you new?.'
I was confused.
'What?.' I replied.
'Check when was your last call.'
I did it unwillingly.
'Two weeks ago.' I replied.
'Then there is still hope. Will contact you later.'
I didn't know what that was about but that was weirder than my current state.