Ex-ranking List

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Ruby's death was like a needle, piercing my heart as long as I breathed. 1,000 needles, which made her the top one on my ex-ranking list, were the last thing she left for me.

I thought about forgetting Ruby. At this time, Vivian came to me, and I tried to forget Ruby by having a relationship with Vivian. For example, I would take Vivian to all the places where I went with Ruby, eat the same food at the same restaurant, watch the same movie, say the same honeyed words, and even ask Vivian to give me the same reaction. "But I find it useless." I looked at Vivian and broke up with her.

At night, I took off my clothes and looked at the names on the ex-ranking list in the mirror. Vivian only had 3 needles. Alas, only 3 needles! Ruby always ranked first on the ex-ranking list.