Part 1

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When Sinem woke up in the morning, she felt that everything would be different

today, yes, the result of the exam that she worked hard and worked hard for would

be announced, she was going to be a university student and she was very excited.

The choice period was quite tiring. It was a very wearing process for Sinem, yes, she

finished high school with the first place, and the result was much worse than the

good result. He was quite confused, not knowing that it would lead to results, and he

had written various professions, although there was one that he had dreamed of for

years.

It was an architecture, even this name was very beautiful, but the young girl gave up

on it in the last year. What life would bring him, whether he would be satisfied, that

part was very uncertain, he had a lot of question marks in his head, he was just

saying the best and he was waiting for him and he was very afraid, in these thoughts

he got out of bed and put on a blue blouse and jeans, which is his favorite color, and

went downstairs for breakfast. . He started to prepare breakfast with his mother.

Her mother started talking about her choices as she had been for the last month.

With her lack of morale, the young girl barely ate her breakfast, her appetite was lost

and she had to do it. On the contrary, her father was comforting her, saying that it

was never a bad profession, making her feel that she would be there for her no

matter what. that was exactly what he was looking for, to be loved unconditionally

and to feel loved. After breakfast he went to his grandmother's. She helped her

grandmother prepare for her aunt's future.

As time was flowing like this, the results of the choice were suddenly announced.

Sinem couldn't believe that she could look at it alone. She didn't have the courage,

she told her father she was very excited for them to look at it together. There were

almost every profession and every city when she opened the screen, she saw the

name Burdur, but she couldn't realize what she had gained from excitement. And he

had won architecture, which was the profession he had dreamed of for years, but he

was very afraid, he had no self-confidence anyway, he felt that something would go

wrong, and he was very happy, but he felt that this happiness would not last long.

Sinem had called Hatice, her closest friend, confidant, and colleague, but when she

explained that she could not look at the result, I looked at her result, she could not

believe her eyes. First, he refreshed the page and looked again and again in Burdur.

they would say, knowing that none of them will come true, what will we do if we can't

dream? Sinem would study more than them for the sake of her dreams, and even

she would not go to break even between classes.

The reason for this is that exactly one year ago, his father, Alper, could not come to

any of his meetings due to his job, and he attended a meeting for the first time that

day, the school principal Serdar Bey told him that Sinem was not a numerical

student, but according to the test result that day, he came second in the class. On

the other hand, verbal lessons were ahead of numerical lessons. He was a

numericalist, but his other lessons were very, very good. Hearing these from his

father, Mr. Alper, he got very angry, he was such an ambitious person that he was

determined, he worked for a year without saying day and night. On top of that, he

finished high school with first place.

Sinem and her mother, Ms. Nermin had not spoken to her uncle Metin Bey for 3

years, of course, her father, who was an angel, was speaking, and her brother Alp. If

Sinem saw her on the road, she would turn her head and pass. She was very

offended, not because of what was done to Sinem, but because of what she did to

her family and her mother, once a person was hurt, it would never get better, but

Ms.Nermin and Mr. Alper thought it would be okay. Despite all the warnings Sinem

had warned her, it had been a year and a half. They were invited to the tea gardens.

They began to meet very often. Of course, Sinem and her grandfather didn't go most

of the time, they even knew what it was like, they never approved of what they were

like, especially the behavior of her aunt Ms. Serpil. Sinem used to make excuses for

her lessons most of the time and she wouldn't go that day because she didn't have

anything to make excuses for, so we went. They were supposedly happy too. Even if

his uncle Mr. Mehmet was, he knew that he would not be himself.

Even in her childhood, Sinem would not even bring up the report card issue unless

they asked about her report card because her child was unsuccessful. She really

loved Mr. Mehmet. While Sinem hated that everyone would pinch her cheek, she

believed she wouldn't say anything to him, so they drank their tea as she was happy

and got up as it was too late.

Mr. Alper was so proud of Sinem that they dreamed along the way, father and

daughter, not knowing that this could not happen, Alper Bey told his friends at work,

he was very proud, they were going to open an office when he graduated with his

daughter, they did not know that he would not see his internship or even his

graduation.

In the past, when Sinem said, "I want to be an architect, dad," Alper would make fun of

her saying that if you couldn't find a job here, you would go to Dubai, and she would

always make fun of everything. When they got home, he sat in the garden with his

grandfather for a while and then went to sleep. With her dreams...

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