Chapter 1199 God wants me to go, no one can keep me

Chapter 1199 God wants me to go, no one can keep me

At the palace banquet on the first day of the lunar new year, Emperor Tianwu drank for a while until the banquet was over and everyone left. He still sat there drinking and drinking, and this drinking lasted from night to early morning of the next day. Zhang Yuan sat on the floor and slept for a while, and when he woke up, he opened his eyes, and the old emperor still put it there to drink!

Zhang Yuan was terrified, jumped up with a jerk, pulled the wine cup that Tian Wudi was holding in his hand, and said loudly: "Didn't you say you don't want to drink? Didn't you mean just sit here for a while to sober up?" Is it right? I just squinted for a while, and your old man drank here all night?"

Emperor Tianwu wasn't too drunk when he arrived, he drank a lot, but the battle line was too long. Combining the time and weight, the state seems to be not bad. He gave Zhang Yuan a blank look, and retorted: "You still said you couldn't sleep and stayed with me all the time! The result? Didn't you snore from sleep. I said Xiao Yuanzi, eunuchs are not allowed to sleep Snoring, otherwise it will affect the master's sleep when you are on duty at night, when did you make such a problem?"

Zhang Yuan was taken aback, "I... I snore?" The old emperor and the young eunuch have always been in the same relationship, the emperor does not look like an emperor, and the eunuch does not have the self-consciousness of an eunuch. Sometimes he doesn't even call himself a slave, it's just me, and Emperor Tianwu doesn't blame him. But when it comes to his own snoring, Zhang Yuan feels a little guilty. Recently, he seems to have such a problem. He doesn't know why. He has been snoring for several days. His apprentices have told him several times .

He scratched his head, a little embarrassed, but he was also embarrassed to say so, and then said to Emperor Tianwu: "Now it's about you drinking all night! Don't talk about anything else."

Emperor Tianwu shook his head: "It's okay, I didn't drink much. Although I didn't sleep all night, I didn't take a few sips of wine." He also hiccupped, making Zhang Yuan jump in anger. But the old emperor was not conscious at all, Zhang Yuan took his wine glass away, he simply picked up the wine jug, took another sip from the spout, and then smacked his mouth to show that it was delicious. Without waiting for Zhang Yuan to grab his flagon, he simply opened up the topic and urged Zhang Yuan: "Come with me to the Moon Palace! I haven't practiced my voice for a long time. Let's howl today. It's a good time for the Chinese New Year." , can be regarded as saying hello to Pianpian."

Zhang Yuan was taken aback, looking at Emperor Tianwu felt a little sad, he didn't speak for a long time, until Emperor Tianwu became anxious and urged him again, then he said dryly: "Concubine Yun is not in the palace, has the emperor forgotten? "After finishing speaking, he gritted his teeth and said: "It must be that the brain is not functioning after drinking. Princess Yu has long said that drinking too much alcohol will hurt the brain and easily get brain diseases. You just don't listen! Concubine Yun How many days have you been away from the palace, who did you sing to in the cold palace last month?"

The old emperor was also startled, and then said "Oh", and said: "I'm out of the palace!" Feeling very lonely, "Yes! I've been out of the palace a long time ago, why did I forget? I'm in the palace, and I've agreed." Thinking about it again, I remembered something: "I heard that she went to Ji'an County, and said that she was going to propose a marriage for Lao Qi and the mother of the third girl of Feng's family. You said that this Yun Pianpian, How courageous is she! When the dignified prince marries the concubine, she alone makes the decision, and doesn't talk about discussing it with me. What if I don't like it? How will she end up?"

Zhang Yuan rolled his eyes at him, "It sounds like it's very powerful. Concubine Yun is the master's business. Which one do you dare to say no to? When you were young, you were ruled and obeyed. What can you do when you are old?"

Emperor Tianwu was speechless by him, yes! When you are young, you are incapable, but when you are old, you will be able to? What the hell, even if he is the emperor, he is just a small follower in Yun Pianpian, and that woman lives like a bully, not to mention that he is the emperor of the world, even the king of heaven and I have nothing to do with that woman.

Seeing that the old emperor was lonely, Zhang Yuan also felt distressed, so he told him a piece of gossip he had found out: "Actually, Concubine Yun has already returned to Beijing, and she lived in Prince Chun's Mansion when she arrived in the capital a few years ago. How about it? In this way, don't you feel better? At least the two of you are getting closer, and they are both in the capital."

Emperor Tianwu nodded, "Yes! It's close, but it's a pity because I can't leave the palace. As long as I'm still the emperor, I can't leave the palace at will. Xiao Yuanzi, I miss her a lot, I really miss her of."

"You have to hold on if you think about it." Zhang Yuan also sighed, and returned the wine glass to him, "Drink another glass! Just one glass." Then he poured it up, and then said to the old emperor: "Can you go out of the palace? It depends on whether you are the emperor or not, even if you are not the emperor, you are still the Supreme Emperor, and you still cannot leave the palace at will."

Emperor Tianwu smiled wryly and waved his hands, "The Supreme Emperor will not be able to be the emperor! If it is not the emperor, it must be the first emperor. It is possible to leave the palace, but it also directly enters the imperial mausoleum."

"Bah, bah, bah!" Zhang Yuan was angry, "What nonsense are you talking about? Long live the emperor!"

"Pull it down! Long live is bastard." The old emperor could take it easy, "Every day he calls my emperor long live or something, but from ancient times to the present, which emperor have you seen really long live?"

Zhang Yuan was helpless, the old emperor was really hard to coax, so he also told the truth: "At least it is a good wish, I hope it can live forever! Is it possible that the courtiers should change their mouths and say that my emperor is a hundred years old? How ugly."

The old emperor nodded, "That's right. Hey——" He remembered something, "Where is Yao Xian? Why didn't I see him enter the palace yesterday? I just said that there seems to be something shortcoming! I don't have any interest in drinking. It turns out that the little The old man didn't come.

Didn't I say that no one is allowed to be absent, why would he dare not come? Really don't take me seriously, see if I don't take him... don't take him..." He pondered, what should he do with him?

Zhang Yuan was speechless, "Okay, Concubine Yun, you don't dare to do anything to her, and you can't do anything to Dr. Yao either. Have you forgotten the relationship between the two of them? What's more, as an emperor, a lonely family, a friend There is no one in the first place, finally there is Yao Xian who is not afraid of you, so you can have fun secretly! But..." He said, his expression dimmed, "Why didn't Master Yao enter the palace? I told you the reason. Your Majesty, Doctor Yao is ill..."

In this new year, the Yao family did not see any joy, and the whole Yao mansion was immersed in a kind of silent sorrow and depression.

Yao Xian was seriously ill. From the beginning of the twelfth lunar month, he became worse every day. Until the twenty-third day of the twelfth lunar month, he was too sick to get up.

The Yao family tried every means to deal with Yao Xian's illness, and the doctors of Baicao Hall even took turns guarding Yao Xian's bed from morning till night. All the good medicines left by Feng Yuheng have been used, but unfortunately, the disease is still not under control.

In fact, Yao Xian had long said that there was no cure for his illness, even if Feng Yuheng was still in the capital, there was nothing he could do about it. In addition to delaying it for a longer period of time, there is no cure at all. In the final analysis, he is too old, and the age of more than seventy years old will not be noticed by later generations, but in this era, he is already very old, very old. It is said that in ancient times there was no pollution in the air, and food without chemical fertilizers would have been healthier, but in fact, there are still not many people who live long.

As a human, when you reach a certain age, no matter how much you pay attention to health preservation, your body functions will suffer from disease or decline. As a result, many diseases came to the door, and most of these diseases were stubborn diseases, which could not be cured by ancient medical methods. So, unless you can avoid getting sick, once you get sick, it is basically difficult to get better at such an age.

Yao Xian is a doctor, and he is also a doctor of later generations. He is very aware of his physical condition. A doctor cannot heal himself, but he can also make a preliminary diagnosis for himself. He knows that it is cancer and lymphoma. This kind of disease can only be sentenced to death even in later generations, what hope can he have in this era? Even if Feng Yuheng was in the capital, she was still helpless.

It's just the only regret, if Feng Yuheng had been in the capital all the time, he could directly give up his real life and enter her pharmacy space when he was slightly ill. From now on, he will only live in that space, even if he is doing logistics support work for Feng Yuheng. It also saves that girl who doesn't even have a helper when she encounters a serious illness.

It's a pity that Feng Yuheng is not there, and his body is no longer capable of standing up. Even if Feng Yuheng returns now, it doesn't make any sense whether he can enter that space or not.

Lying on the bed, he kept saying to the Yao family who were guarding him: "You don't need to be sad. Birth, old age, sickness and death are the natural laws of human beings. No one will die, it's just sooner or later. I am seventy-six, which is considered a long life. I have enjoyed all the blessings, and I will die with peace. If there is a real regret, it is that I was not able to see Ah Heng again before I died. The child will come back one day. If I let her know that I am gone, she will be very sad ."

In fact, the only person Yao Xian cared about most was Feng Yuheng. It's a pity that Yao's family members were all present, but Feng Yuheng was absent.

But don't complain! After all, God has given them the affection of grandparents and grandchildren for two generations. It was a partial achievement in the past few years, and he should be grateful. It's just that I really miss that child, and I feel very uncomfortable when I think that I will never have the chance to meet again as soon as I close my eyes.

Yao Xian found Feng Zirui among the crowd, and stretched out his hand towards the child. This child was brought back from Xiaozhou by the Miao family years ago, and he has grown much taller and more sensible than the last time we met. It was the hand with the broken little finger that made him feel distressed, and he kept saying: "Your sister should have helped you put the little finger back on, but now it's like this... it doesn't look good when it grows up."

Zirui cried and shook his head: "If you don't pick it up, you can only remember the hatred if you break your finger, and you can spur Zirui to learn skills and protect yourself and your sister in the future. Grandpa—" Zirui threw himself into Yao Xian's arms, crying, "Grandpa You must get better, my sister is still in the east and hasn't come back! If she doesn't see grandpa when she comes back, she will definitely complain that we didn't take good care of you, and she will beat us."

Yao Xian laughed immediately, "Your sister is not that unreasonable. Grandpa is too old and has to go."

"Father." Yao Jingjun couldn't listen anymore, "Don't say such things, you are not old, some people live to be more than a hundred years old, that's really old!" He said while passing the medicine in his hand to Yao Xian stepped forward: "Take the medicine."

Yao Xian looked at Yao Jingjun, didn't take the medicine, and just said to him: "Don't take it, I'm the best doctor in Dashun, and I know my body very well. No matter how much medicine you take, your life will come to an end or you will have to take it." In the end, God wants me to go, and no one can keep me."

yes! Whoever God wants to take away will not be able to live on in this world.

The emotions of the Yao family were extremely sad. Yao Xian asked them to go back and rest many times, but no one was willing to leave. Everyone knows that with Yao's current situation, once he leaves, he may not even be able to see him for the last time...