Too Fast

-Jane's P.O.V-

I walk in and he asks me what I needed. "I don't like being alone in rooms... Not without...." I say. "Without what?" He asks. "I have a stuffed animal I forgot to bring. My dad gave it to me a week before his death..." I say as I sit on the middle of one of the two beds. He lies next to me. "I'm sorry to hear that..." He says. "It's fine." I say. " I should maybe go..." He says. "Stay..." I say as I grab his arm. We lock eyes and kiss. We stop and He grabs me and puts me on top of him. I freeze and quickly get off and sit on the edge.

"I'm so sorry, I can't do it..." I say. "Oh, I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable..." He says. "Jamie... Do you think we're going a bit too fast..?" I ask. "I think so..." He says. "I feel like we should start this relationship over... Start as friends and then work our way up to a relationship..." I say. "Ok..." He says. "I'll be waiting for you." He says. "I'll be waiting too." I say. I kiss him one more time before we start this all over, back to base one. I leave his dorm but the go back in. "Can we be together... One more night?" I ask. "Sure." He says as he smiles. I lay with him and he grabs my hand.

He leaves the room to get a snack and I look at his pile of clothes. I thought it wouldn't be bad to try one on... He walks back in and I hide behind a chair. "Uh, y-you weren't supposed to see me like this..." I say. I look at him and he looks a bit red. "Here... Um, wear this..." He says. I take it and go change. The shirts a bit large on me but it's ok. I go to him and say "Are you sure about this?". He looks the other way then looks back at me. "It's good." He says.

"Jamie... How long do we have to wait?" I ask. "We... We don't." He says. "Are you sure? I might not be as pretty as Yumi but-" "No, I mean, stop waiting for me." He says. "W-what?" I ask. "Jane, this won't work out. I think we both know that..." He says. "I should go change now..." I say softly. I rush inside the bathroom and change to a nightgown. "Here's your shirt..." I say as I throw it at him, my voice cracking a bit. I leave the room and head to the lobby. I can't help but cry just a bit, cause I thought he actually liked me... All the things that went down.