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Diary of an 18 year old

5, 4, 3, 2, 1. +1 I was finally 18. I have always wondered what it would feel like. Buh I feel normal ready to take on life, as a legal adult. "A new age nothing special no drama, just peace" I repeated my birthday mantra. But I have this stirring gut in me that I was up for a life filled with drama. I had always been a beacon for drama, abuse, trauma, depression,drugs addictions, all this before 18, but never did I try one thing. Love, I'm not 18 and let's hope it's different New Environment, College and mistakes. This is not your regular 18 year old

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16 Chs

Vampires and Werewolves

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No quotes today, my head is blank. LoL

I hope you enjoy this chapter

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Playlist of the chapter: Unstoppable by Sia

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Walking down to Anu's room, I took the last turn, turning the door nob, She woke up immediately I got into the room, smiling I sat next to her.

"Hey baby" Her smile was contagious, Smiling I tiled my head to her, "You are leaving for school already right" I sighed keeping the smile on my face.

"I'll miss you pumpkin, you know that right" She nodded as her eyes turned glossy, she was about to cry, "Don't cry okay, I'll be back before you know it and I'll take you out on a girls trip"

I tried to cheer her up, she sniffs, shutting her eyes as a lone tear dropped on her pink blanket, I felt really bad, bit then she looked up at me returning the smile.

"Will there be ice cream" I nodded, " Soo much ice cream we would have ice cream food babies" I touched her tummy ticking her, she let on a full scales giggled session.

Sitting back up she pointed her index finger to me, "If any boy disturbs you tell then you have a big dragon that would rip their head off", the expression on her face morphed into seriousness.

I smiled "Yes I would remember to warn them that I have a really big dragon who would burn them down with flames and if anyone tries to disturb him tell them you have a dragon oh sorry a ninja who will hunt them down"

She returns the smile back to her face I pulled her into a hug I couldn't help it she was being too cute and I was going to.miss the hell out of her

"Oh and remember never take your necklace off that is how you will never forget me" Her voice quivered, "Oh honey I won't forget you not now not ever, I love you remember so much"

"But I promise never to take it off" She was no doubt going to cry when I leave, hell I want to cry right now, damn period cramps hormones.

I wiped the tear off her eyes as I wiped my off also, "The earlier you leave the better honey" I heard my step mum yell from the dinning room downstairs.

Checking my wrist watch, I sighed she is right I need to leave soon, I can cry in my care, I need to leave so I won't get caught in traffic. 

"Do you still want to get some sleep?" it was only 7 in the morning it was a free day for her since she didn't need to to school, "I want to see mummy, I am awake already"

I nodded dropping her next to me, I grabbed my bag and my phone, Walking her out of the room and down to her mum in the dinning room.

"Alright Mum, I'll be leaving now" I announced once I stepped into the dinning room, she got up from the chair, pulling me into a hug.

" Remember to eat, and sleep" she mummured, she was about to continue if I didn't stop her, "Momma it a few months I won't disappear"

Pulling away I kissed Anu's for head as they both walked me to my car.

Yeah bitches my car.

Getting into my car, I smiled up at them, "I'll be home soon, don't cry anymore okay" She smiled holding on to her mum, "Bye love"

I shut my door, Driving out of the gate then the tears pooled at my eyes, why am I sad , I got what I wanted I am leaving for school.

Why does my heart feel the heavy, I kept asking myself as I draw for the out of the estate, sighing.

My subconsciousness reply my question I'm scared because in this new world I am actually alone, I don't have my stepmom to cry, to I don't have my stepdad to help me

I don't have Anu as my emotional support sister, even if she is just a child she makes me feels so good, I'm scared because I still have trauma over all I have been through.

I am scared because what if I can't fight the temptation I stopped therapy a while ago but I still have this pressing urge that I am not healthy yet.

My depression never left, but I will be okay I know I will, smiling I played Unstoppable by Sia, a little mood changer as I started my 4 hours journey.

Who knew driving is this stressful my hands feel so tired and like Jell-O, I am never driving home again, pulling into the schools parking lot,  I hope it's a parking loy , I got out of the car.

Looking around there were students scatter around, walking in groups of threes and twos, while some were walking alone, just like I am walking alone right now.

All the files I needed were in my bag all I just needed to do was get them sign in the administration office and head down to the hotel to meet my new roommate that should be easy right?.

Putting on my earphones, I played the first song on my list and placed it on shuffle, White Iverson by post Malone filled my ears.

Locking my car, I walked straight ahead, scanning the buildings "how on earth am I going to find the administration office?" I asked talking to my self a little too loud, I have been walking in circles for a while and it's pissing me off.

" I can show you" I heard a voice, turning my head to the back to find the owner of the voice, tilting my head, I scanned the boy standing in front of me.

"Do you talk?" Okay I hate him, But he is offering to help me, "Uhmm yeah sorry, Hi" He scoffed, i made an eye roll, sighing what's with his attitude,

I can't see his face through the face mask and his glasses but he Is definitely ugly, maybe he is the Grimm reaper.

"Do you need me to show you the admin's office?" He finally talked after a good one minute of staring, not like he can see my face, it's hidden under my mask and sun glasses also.

"Yes, please" He walked past me, I gaped at his retreating figure, "What the?" he turned back, "Try to keep up" Walking in long strides the pain in my stomach was back.

"Could you walk like a normal human being, you are too fast" I say through my gritted teeth, my legs are starting to ache.

He sighed " Sorry I like walking fast, I am also headed to the administration office, I have been here two times today and I am a little pissed off"

"Two times? wait why?" he nodded holding he cap and taking it off he turned it to the back, he also took off his masks.

Woah, Wait are boys pretty?

Cos he looks wow, not like the Grimm reaper, He looks really good, Your definition of tall dark and handsome, I was jealous of his eyelashes.

"Quit staring it gives me goosebumps" He pulled me out of my trance, I snapped my lips shut, "You know I could be a vampire staring at you blood"

Why did I say that? God I am stupid.

He looked down at me with amusement, "Wasn't expecting you to say that" I smiled he doesn't think am weird yet.

"Yeah, I could be a 300 years old vampire, who ask young boys for directions and then lure them into a dark valley and drink their blood, As I laugh at their attempt at escaping and enjoy the screams from ripping them piece by piece"

He let on a full laughter, "Woah! okay you are scary and cool, But then I would be a wolf, a werewolf and I could kill you if I want to werewolves are stronger and would defeat you in an hand to hand combact" 

"What the! there is no way in hell a vampire is stronger than a werewolf, hell no! I would pull out your heart and snap of my finger"

I started defending my vampire fantasies, As a photo bomb of the originals siblings flashed across my eyes.

Who the hell does he think vamps are weak.

"Okay vampire girl, What but I'm bigger than you, what harm can you do, I'll be done with you in no time" He had a mock face on.

"Okay werewolf boy, first mistake don't judge a book by its cover, Like I said 300 years old"

We both bursted into a fit of laughter, we got a little stares from bystanders, "Well vampire girl you have seen all my handsomeliness, if that's even a word, it's only fair I see you face too"

I groaned, I don't want to take off my mask, but then I'll give in to avoid argument,  taking my mask off but leaving my sunglasses on I looked up at him "54321" putting back my face back marks.

"Hey take it all of, I want a clear picture" He was whining like a child now, "God help me" Taking off my mask and my glasses, "Oh wow, you are pretty" he was gaping, I scoffed covering my face.

"Thanks, and Enough gaping your jaw is one the floor" He snapped back to reality, "What your name?" I put my mask  and my sun glasses on.

"uhmm Ariyike, Yours?"

"I'm Damilare, nice meeting you, you are cool vampire girl, well what course Well, we are at the administration office already, we just have to wait in line now"

"I hate lines Soo much" I huffed sitting down next to him as we both took out of our phones, "What course are you studying?"

"Medicine and surgery, I like to cut people open" His eyes widened, "Okay I'll take it horror movies and crime documentaries are a way of relaxing for your vampireliness"

I scoffed to my self, "Well yeah it is actually, I love horror movies, What course are you studying?" pulling out my bag, I pulled out a bar of chocolate I bought on my to school.

"Want one?" He nodded, a little too eager, "Marine engineering"

"Oh wow" I smiled pulling out a new bar of Snickers, " What you think it's cool"

"Well yeah I guess, you sound like you don't like the course" Blowing out a breath, "I can't tell you all my secrets"

Well that answers my question, We were done in a bout an hour and we talked all through, which was weird cos the pain was killing me, and I didn't hate his company.

"Alright vampire girl, I'll see you at the freshers orientation  tomorrow, oh and yeah can I have you number?" I squinted my eyes, checking him out.

"If I see you tomorrow, I'll give" I heard his laughter as I stared the journey to my car, my legs were fucking heavy

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