I am a Nobody

Just like in any book how you remember a OP MC or The most pathetic, empathetic,poor tortured character but do you even remember questioning a character that resembles you (not the you of present but the you of pathetic soul clinging onto the societal ladder) but the million dollar question is: what do you really do when bad omen comes crashing onto you so much so that its like you are it's kept mistress rather than you keeping it