Dear someone out there, jan 31, 2024

Why did I fallen in love again?

I should've been Aware of him from other girls that are younger than me that are like 9,12,14,17,18 and he lied again saying I was his only girl he talk to, but he promised the world i fall for it again

And he had the audacity to blackmail me if you don't do this I'm gonna have people after you like the fuck grow the fuck up like you got money you can ask mommy and daddy give you shit. Leave me the fuck alone.

>Yeah it was my fault I told him that if he started treating me like shit that we would be just friends and that's it but yet again I can't moved on from something that is hurting me badly it is really dumb for me to stay with someone that is hurting me every day and making him look like he is a victim when he is hurting girls and me and saying that he is not him and saying how I am treating like crap and um idk think bro if you are smart enough to go to college then you should know what you have been doing to every single person you date Specially, the one you're dating right now that you're on the phone with every single fucking day and don't even give a fuck about me like you care about me you don't care at all and that you are treating bad we probably say no I don't know who that is like her I don't know who those people are blocked them

When you have a clue who they are, you don't want her to know that they're your girlfriends or exes when you're telling them to do something for you after the fact you're blocking them for three hours or more to talk to someone else you don't want them to blow up your phone because you're gonna have your girlfriend worrying about who's texting you and you probably lying to her saying that my phone is texting me right now or my parents are texting me. My parents are gonna Go through my phone. I'm gonna block you for a couple hours so they can go through my phone and then text me like 2 o'clock in the morning saying hey after fuck after the fact that you forgot about me the whole day like come on too just tell me the truth and stop lying to me or the girlfriend that you're on the phone 24 seven that's not even me saying damn your girlfriend when I'm not even your girlfriend your girlfriend is on the phone with you and you're lying to your other exes saying that I'm on the phone with my girlfriend but you're telling me you love me and you're I'm your girlfriend like come on dudegrow the fuck up you're 18 grow the fuck up you're gonna be 19 next month

I guess i enjoy being hurt and treated poorly and left to be forgotten and ignored and replaced like all of my relationships…. Sad I know I need to learn to let it go like the relationship and the point i really don't know how to handle or love myself anymore because I give and give and give in a relationship and I don't get nothing back and just get left and treated like shit