I return to my old life. DaoShi was a wrinkle in time, a glimpse at happiness, a momentary respite from an existence that was tranquil and careless. I didn't know who I am, what I wanted, what to do with myself. He's helped me figure out what I'd like to do with my life, and I'll look into it once I'm able to focus. For the time being, all I can do is try to readjust myself to this lack of him, try to move on, and allow my pain to heal.