Coward

It had been a few days since I started to lived with Jungkook. Not that I asked him to but after I tried to take my own life, he was adamant about not letting me be on my own.

Knowing my fear he did his best to keep me accompanied in every possible situation except for some which weren't feasible for both.

However, we had smartly come up with an amazing idea to use walkie-talkie in such a scenario which had now made me feel safer even when I was doing my business alone in the washroom.

Jimin tried to contact me numerous times, maybe after he figured out I was no longer in my apartment but I chose to ignore him for the time being.

I was not in the right mental or physical state to have any kind of conversation with him as the wound he inflicted on me still burnt. My heart wept every night recalling the day he had abandoned me even after witnessing everything that has happened to me.

He was there as a spectator yet he chose to walk out during the time I was most vulnerable.

it was not that I did not love him, but because I loved him so much that his absence pained me to the point that I was sure if I had to face him again, I would break down beyond repair.

The agony of losing someone whom I loved so deeply and cherished more than my life because I was incapable of showing my real feeling was tormenting to bear.

Whatever Taehyung had made me go through had turned me into a coward. I was so afraid to accept my feeling and reciprocate them leading him to get an impression that he meant nothing but an easy catch which was never true.

If before Jimin was one of my closest friends after the incident he had become my family, Someone I was looking forward to spending my whole life with but now nothing but unresolved paradox remained between us.

Jungkook helped me down from his bike and holding hands we went back to my apartment. He had told that he had managed something that would help me to deal with the current situation so I was giving him the benefit of doubt.

Hoping that I wouldn't run into Jimin, I got into the elevator and when we reached my Apartment, I hurriedly entered it feeling more scared to face Jimin than the ghost itself.

"Let's wait here, he will be here in a minute" Jungkook informed checking his phone while I tried my best not to think of that hunting night that led me to almost commit suicide.

After around 15 minutes, Jungkook welcomed a posh looking guy in a dark long traditional robe inside my apartment.