SAN-JU NANA

As I observed the trees from the window inside the carriage, I realized what I said to Raiden. It came back to my head, "Raiden, it hurts me so much to be with you. To be around you, whenever I am with you it sickens me to the core, that I am with the man whose Father sentenced my own Father guilty for something he did not do!" What came into my mind? Why did I say that? How could I say that? "You have gone mad, Kerstein,"

I am such a horrible human being; I am unreasonable here; I got jealous over them and said things could wreck his mind; I am awful. He was always considerate of me and prioritize me by any means; I am a terrible person if you would say. He was patiently waiting for me; he even went to lengths to reopen my Father's case, earn my trust, and clear out our names to the public.