pain and sadness

I don't want to hurt you but it could be really nice for you and me if you accept the truth rather than living in the dream!" Allen said with a sigh,

"what do you mean by that?! I have waited for you for like 3 years without coming back home and staying away from everyone as I will talk to you if they mention your name by mistake! I loved you so much and I did everything to make me stay away from you for these years and all you can tell is, I should accept that your married and live my life?! then how are you going to justify the things that you did to me?! the pain that I have gone through! you are not the same Allen! you never hurt me before but right now, all you are doing is hurting me! how could you do that?!" Allina shouted at him in pain as she don't know how to handle this. She can't take the pain anymore and all she wanted right now is to get Allen as she wanted before.

Allen felt guilty as he know, he is the main reason for her pain but all he did was try to make her understand that he can never be with her like she wanted, but seeing her hurt like this is really hurting him. Both of them were really close from a young age and he always took care of her so he can't see her crying like this. He wanted to comfort her but at the same time, he doesn't want her to misunderstand his feelings so he took a long sigh and whispered, hugging her "I am sorry for hurting you, but I really can't do what you wanted, I can never leave Anna to be with you, I just love her so much and I don't have any feelings for you". He rubs her back, trying his best to make her feel comfortable and relaxed in his arm and that is working.

Allina hugged him tightly and started to cry, thinking about all the things that happened before, and losing Allen to an unknown girl. She started to get back to her sense and right now, all she wanted is to snatch Allen from Anna, She promised herself to do it, even if it was impossible, she wanted to try everything and to get him back to her. That's when Allina remembers Anna resigning from the post of Allen's personal assistant and her lips curled into an evil smile, thinking about something. She raised her head to look at Allen, still hugging him tightly, and asked innocently "didn't you tell me that you are sorry, I don't want the words, I want you to prove to me how sorry you are?".

Allen was confused but still, he asked her "how do you want me to prove you that?". Allina said with the same innocent look on her face "I want to be your personal assistant, can you hire me?". Allen was shocked hearing this and he don't know what she is planning to do so he started to think as he don't want to reject her right away and hurt her again. He doesn't want to see Allina in pain and at the same time, he doesn't want to give her space and make her misunderstand that she still has a chance with him.

"I am not asking you to make me your wife as you promised me before, but I want you to take me as your P A and you can't even do that?! do you really hate me that much?!" Allina started to cry, seeing his silence, as she know Allen is so guilty right now.

He took a long sigh and thought "No matter what she does, I will never fall for her so let me hire her, and then prove to her that no matter what happens, she can never be in Anna's place or even near that, she will leave eventually and start a new life for herself". Then he looks at her sad face and nodded his head, saying "fine, you can be my P A and I don't own you anything so stop bringing up the promise. and no matter how hard you try, you can never make me think of you any different than a friend or a sister so remember this".

Allina was badly hurt but she forced a small smile and nodded her head because she had other ideas to separate them and get Allen. She is someone who will have everything she wanted and she wants Allen from a young age and she can never give up on that.

Anna goes back home as she didn't want to disturb Allen and Allina, as they reunited after so long. She just trust Allen so much to the point, she didn't feel anything suspicious about Allina and Allen's behavior.

On the other side:

Emma got to know about Allina's return and she doesn't know how to face her, because of the promise she has to Allina just like Allen. She took a long sigh as she should meet Allina today no matter what. She took her car and goes to meet Allina in their usual place after getting the message.

She enters the bar and walks up to their VVIP room, as no one is allowed other than them. Emma took a long sigh before entering the room and saw all of her friends waiting there. Everyone gave her a smile and she did the same, then she saw Allina, who is sitting on the end and drinking all kinds of alcohol just to numb the pain.

Emma felt so guilty as she took a long sigh and asked "what is going on? why is she drinking like this?". "don't you know that?" Alex asked turning to Emma, as he is worried about Allina's health.

"I can imagine what is it but I don't know exactly, so tell me," Emma asked with a sigh. "She found out about Allen and is heartbroken after getting rejected by him again," Alex said with a sigh and turned to look at her.

"Why didn't you guys block her from meeting my brother, you know that he will reject her for sure right? he finally got the life he wanted with my Sister-in-law, and did you guys really think that he will let her go if he sees Allina? Didn't you guys know how crazy he is for my sister-in-law?" Emma said with a sigh, as she don't want to see her best friend sad and at the same time, she can't give her any empty words like before.

"How could you call her sister-in-law, Emma?! didn't you promise me that you won't allow Allen to marry anyone other than me?! and now you are calling her sister-in-law like she is someone so important to you?! how could you do that to me?! both you and your brother broke the promise!" Allina shouted in anger and pain, as she throw a whisky bottle toward Emma but not at her.

Emma took a long sigh as she can understand what Allina is going through right now, but she can't give her the same empty words as before, just to make her feel satisfied and happy, she wanted to bring her back to reality, so she took a long sigh and said "I know that you are angry and in pain, but I can't change my brother's thoughts or his feelings. He was crazy for my sister-in-law from the start and I can't do anything. I tried to stop his marriage because of you but he didn't take my option at all and married her. I even hated her before but then I started to understand her personality and started to like her, so I really can't do anything for you now, Allina. My sister-in-law is a nice person that she won't ever want to hurt anyone so please don't try to hurt her because of your jealousy Allina! I can be with you as a friend and help you with everything but when it comes to my brother and my sister-in-law's life, I can't do that!".

"what do you mean by she is a nice person?! and how could you tell that she won't hurt anyone?! do you have any idea what she did to us? and how to hurt we were?!" Lina shouted in anger, because of what happened before, she can't see Allison again, and her parents tried to make her undergo a lot of treatment because of her violence in the video.

"You mean, all those videos? I was the one who did that Lina, You know how much I love my sister-in-law, and I can't let go of the things that you have done to her so I did that, but you know what, I was above too upload that on the internet to the world to see but she stopped me from doing that because she was worried about you getting hurt forever in your life! she doesn't want to hurt you as you did to her! That's how nice a person she is!" Emma said, staring at Lina as if she is still angry at her for all the things that happened between Lina and Anna.