"No, wait!", I shout, but it doesn't reach her anymore.
What does she want from me anyways? I'm just a simple child, trying to survive and have at least a bit of fun in my life.
Well, on my way to work I think quite a lot about what happened. Oh, and yeah, I'm even working on Saturdays. And just to mention it: even on Sundays. Since it's a part-time job...
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Work went well, and now I'm happily laying in my bed, thinking about Xiang Xia's offer again. If I really take it, what would life be like then?
Would I be able to start new?
Would I live better?
Would I get friends?
Would I be good at my job?
Would I be famous?
Would I get the fame I once reached for, but never got?
Would...
Stop thinking about nonsense! For me life would never ever turn out to be good! I have to get used to this but I never once did within 2 years. At least. Or better 5 years. I should have realized it by that.
I'm so bussy thinking, I don't even realize when I start to sleep.
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I'm going out of my front door. As I get to see the street my eyes jump out my head.
The street is packed with cool black cars, expensive brands and in the middle there is this remarkable red sports BMV. And you can guess who is standing in my front yard. It's Xiang Xia and her crew.
As I start thinking again I just turn on my heel, slamming the door shut. What is wrong with these guys?
Someone's slowly nocking at my door.
"What do you want?", I hiss.
"Have you packed your bags yet?", Xiang Xia's annoying voice swings.
"You know I won't go with strangers!", I yell.
"Oh, really? Did your parents teach you that? I thought there is no one to work in you family, so there must be no parents!", she teases.
How I hate her! "And what if? What I said doesn't mean they aren't still here!"
"In that case, where are they?", she asks again.
"I said it before: It's not your business! And who said they are not here?", I repeat myself from yesterday.
"You're so cold! But we have to speak to them, if we get you in our Boy-Group!", she complains.
"No need, I won't take part in your stupid Boy-Group and so it's not necessary to speak with them.", I refuse.
"Then guys, go get her!", Xiang Xia screams.
"What the heck is going on with you!", I yell as they break my door and drag me out in one of the black cars.
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The ride to the agency was quite terrible, no one said a word, it was silence. A deadly, uncomfortable silence. The way wasn't long, but it felt like traveling to another country. But now one next border, no, definitely, it could've been years of traveling away. Yes, I'm overstating it again, it's a hobby of mine.
Then they drag me out again, this time out the car, in the agency.
Some time later they stop in front of a huge door and getting me in the room. Xiang Xia (Oh, I hate her, she destroyed my peaceful life as a person who isn't even in peace with itself, the great sense behind it, I know) was waiting in there for me. In this room, you can see it's an office, is a man. He is eying me for a long time, only to say: "You may leave. Wait for Xiang Xia on floor 17."
He didn't even finish his sentence, before the men get me away again. This really is going to cost me some nerves. I already lost so many! Now they bring me to an elevator. Wow, I do like it (No, I don't, only to make things clear!)
So as the elevator stops I am forced to go into some kind of room, but it doesn't bother me anymore. I decided to just play along. My life is wasted anyways, so what am I going to loose?
I take the room in. I see 7 chairs, a table, a cupboard, some books, paintings or pctures, a shelf and...
"Hey, come out!", I tell the guy behind the shelf after the men disappeared to who knows where.
"How did you find us?", he asks confused, after coming nearer with 5 other boys who are following him. So many? I thought it were only 2 or 3. Doesn't matter, play it cool.
"Why are you so surprised? You didn't hid very well.", I mutter more to myself, but they heard me, I'm sure.
"So you're going to be our new partner.", another one asks sarcastically. I guess he doesn't like me. That doesn't surprise me at all, until now everyone didn't, and everyone won't do (No, Qian Qwai doesn't like me, she's just trying to be nice and I really appreciate that on her).
"I didn't agree to this.", I tell them.
"Wow, I guess no one besides Rocco did.", he responds and rolls his eyes before sighing. Rocco? What a strange name!
"Hey, that sounded fun that time!", someone defenses himself. It must be Rocco then.
"And now it isn't?", someone teases.
"With you guys it is.", he says, hugging them all together.
Well, they get along pretty well, don't they? But I won't fit in again and be worthless. So why on earth do I have to take this job? They could pretty much do it without my help. Maybe even better.
"Hey, you're looking sad, is everything ok?", someone who's been standing beside me for a while now suddenly asks.
"Yes, I'm fine.", I respond. And I'm not sad. Not a chance!
"So then, hi, I'm Samuel!", another weird name...
"And my name is... Kay, I'm Kay.", I say proud of my ability to find a new name so quickly, that seems to fit in with those weird names.
I couldn't have said 'Hi, I'm Kuai Kaiwen! And yes, I'm female!' That wouldn't be helpful at all.
Samuel's brown haired, almost black, but you see the brown in it. His eyes are shining grey-green. But after all he can manage to hide in the crowd, because everyone has dark hair in here.
No, there is one who has blonde hair, just like me. And colorful apple-green eyes. And then there is someone... Wow, what color has his hair? Is it still blonde or is it white? I don't know. Hard to say. And his eyes finally... what a dark blue! I didn't know, there was such a dark shade of blue.
Suddenly Xiang Xia opens the door cheerfully: "Yay, now we're complete!"
"Who said I was going to join?"
"I decided so."
"Then this means war!", I declared.
"I've won a lot of wars, I'm not afraid, now bring it on!"
"We can prove that.", the blonde guy with green eyes says sad.
Wow, what has she done? But not with me!