the start of the catastrophe
Vannnnn...where are you...??? I'm already at the terminal...ouh you've arrived....wait ok...my friend picked me up...hahhhh....how come your friend didn't pick you up...answer... .. nya.... yes, the problem is only 1 motorbike .... I can't ride a motorbike... oh yeah, I forgot.... actually the van can only work because of past mistakes... so it's like this.. Since daddy died my life is a mess... my family is a mess.... I often don't go home.... I tried drinking all kinds of drugs and in the end I got narrowed blood vessels...because of needle sticks...at that time. .. so my way is rather difficult even without the help of any tools....I can still be independent. ..but Alhamdulillah now I have stopped completely and just enjoy the results of my own actions... Wow, how come it's been a long time....yes.zarti grumbled..wait if I have time and there's another motorbike I'll come and pick up my answer it's fun zarti...ok anyway you're the one who picks up the Van not someone else...yes yes I answered Luckily, my sister-in-law has just come home...bro, take me to the terminal at rambutan...go pick up a girl...the friend has already picked her up but doesn't want to be picked up by the others I want her Ama to pick her up...I said ....ouh ok ok let's go...nggggggggg..... when I got there I tried calling zarti....where are you? At the bus stop...ysdh... wait....I waited across the street....suddenly my gaze fell on a girl who was about to cross while holding a small child about 2 5 years old....
I saw her immediately fascinated ... her beauty .... wihhhhh walk with a headscarf and a red jacket wearing jeans l ouch .... my guess was right zarti .... she came up to me and pinched me while smiling .. .I just looked at him and smiled shyly without saying anything...I dared to embrace him... But he suddenly said don't Van, we haven't been mukrim, said zarti.... I just scratched my head... grinned grin... Let's have breakfast first, then go home....Zart nods as a sign of wanting to....Zart is beautiful between us having breakfast....ihhh the main thing... my...my brain as a man sometimes goes crazy.. ..ugh.... Yankkkk...let's go home you and your brother-in-law, okay? To my friend's house... Where are you, how come it took you so long to go home, zarti...I'm still with my friends...because I purposely came home a little late so my family and neighbors don't know that a girl is coming to my house What would you like to bring Nasi Padang, wa ku...ok ...ysdh wait ok When I got home.... I saw my house was deserted and it turned out that Zarti was lying down while stroking the head of her child who was sleeping because she was tired on the road. Yes, okkk Why did it take so long to come home...???? Yes, he is far away from home, I answered....here eat first...I sat while looking at him...hemmmmm my brain is starting to get contaminated... Achhhhh my man's soul is thrashing near the penis, my head is starting to get dizzy... the perverted brain starts to dance... ... Van why are you speechless saying zarti... ehhh don't bother measuring the depth of what I said... I mean Van... zarti laughs... What is the depth measure???? I'm just speechless embarrassed... And out of the room....
After eating, Zarti stepped into the living room where I was in turmoil holding back everything....achhhh I thought for a long time that I couldn't stand it for a long time near him.. Yankk why are you dumbfounded...? Hey, you're having a dirty day... what's wrong with you... where's the bathroom... it's behind. Close to the kitchen, straight az. .... My brain is getting more and more short-circuited and imagining....ihhh what's wrong with my brain....it's not yet clear what Muslims say breaks my desire..... There is one thing that makes me confused... what if my neighbors find out that I live in the same house with someone who is not yet my wife... I murmured... achh I care about Satan, the important thing is I don't commit immorality, I said to myself ..... calm my rage ... The van was taking a bath there, suddenly Zarti screamed from the room... Oh yeah, have you done it...already...I rushed to take a shower... After taking a shower, we talked about our plans for the future. On the terrace I sipped my favorite coffee and a pack of Diablo kretek cigarettes..... so how about going forward, my zarti said, just go with it...God has the power....we only try, God decides everything... zart just smiled.... that's true, he said... Suddenly a child's voice called mother... mother... mother. Where's mom....mom in front of Lee said zarti.. Mom where's the Ngan tank he said daddy want to buy it...dad....mummmmmm me....suddenly the little boy innocently said daddy where's the tank tank an hafiz want a tank tank an... I'm surprised to be called by my dad, yes while hugging him, okay Lee, dad is ordering...he also smiles happily when he hears it Yes, let's take a shower there, daddy will buy the tanks, OK? ..thank you for wanting to love my son..... Evening turned into night....I saw Hafiz getting sleepy... Lai was sleeping there...in the room...the same mother said.....ok give Hafiz sleep first...
Actually, I'm already starting to lose...an inner war with my brain that suddenly thinks perverted...added more zarti beauty.....come on, don't want to lose...if you want to be legal, do it first...duh, my brain is back when you know we have different religions... What if the neighbors find out that we are already living together without any ties ...what will people talk about later...afraid of mass parades as far as my thoughts...goes awry...achhhhh already calms my heart what happened happened... .. yankkkkkk here it's getting late...a sound, zarti broke my reverie....yes.....I locked the door and turned off the front light..... then I entered the room which is actually my house only has 1 room ..... I started laying down while looking at zarti zarti was also looking at me .... does she have the same thoughts my brain starts to play a role .... sometimes my hand starts stroking her head .... gently I think she is angry, it turns out he smiled sweetly.... Hey, I can't be kidding, right? Even though we slept together...but we were like statues that just looked at each other without doing anything.....yeyyyy tonight I won...beat my perverted brain....proudly I can hold back my lust since Zarti's arrival in my life...