Irresponsible Men

"Mom, are you all right?" Sabina asked to disperse her thoughts.

"Ah, yes ... I am okay, dear!"

"Come on, mom, let's get close to Dad!" take Sabina. Naira is a little doubtful.

There was no longer his right, but he could not refuse his daughter's invitation. However, Sabina still insisted that Naira follow what she wanted.

Naira steps slowly. And then according to Sabina's wish, she sat beside Yogi. A few times she breathed slowly. She wasn't sure if it was still worth it. While Yogi already has a wife, and he also has a husband.

Her eyes looked at Yogi who was getting thinner. His weight was not like this before. The man in front of her used to like sports to keep his body in shape to always be ideal. But now, very sad. He weighed no more than fifty kilos, and his face looked old and unkempt. She won't know how long he has felt the pain of liver cancer, and Naira never knows. Everyone seemed to disappear and avoid him after the divorce.

But now, they are looking for him again after Yogi is in a slump like this. "Then where is Mas Yogi's wife?" Naira never knows, with whom Yogi married after several cheats on her.

Naira sighed still many bitter memories in her mind. Now the bitter memories that she had been holding back for a long time came to the surface. And lastly, Naira remembers how Yogi's love seeds were planted in her womb. Even though she was reluctant to accept the seeds, she felt tired when she found out that Yogi was having an affair in front of her eyes and behind her back.

Yes, a long time ago.

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After the incident, a few days later she developed very unpleasant symptoms. She also always feels nauseous and doesn't like to eat, but Yogi doesn't care about her physical changes.

Naira decides to buy a test pack. She was afraid when the device was dipped in her urine.

"Line two?" Naira said slowly. She couldn't accept all that. "I-I'm pregnant? No ... that's impossible?" Naira's mind gets very confused. She couldn't accept this pregnancy, she thought, Yogi must not want this child either.

She looked depressed. She had submitted the divorce papers to end her relationship with Yogi, but now,

"No, I don't want this child. I hate the child of that cheating man!" Naira said while hitting her stomach, hoping the baby in her womb would no longer develop and die. "I don't want God! I don't want his child!"

Naira is silent. She doesn't know what to do now. "Yogi, does he want to accept all this?" Naira thought in between her frantic thoughts.

Yes, Naira wanted Sabina to die at that time. But God said otherwise. She gave a glimmer of hope for her to live. I Hope Yogi changes with the presence now in her womb.

"Yes, I'm sure she will change with this child!" Naira wipes her tears, then gets up and comes out of the bathroom. She went into the living room. The handsome but lecherous man was sitting watching football. He looked cool cheering, cursing when his favorite club didn't score or the referee set it up fraudulently.

Naira approaches hesitantly. She has not prepared words to express it to Yogi. Between fear and necessity. She couldn't help but have to say all of this. And after all, the fetus she is carrying is her flesh and blood. Not the son of another man.

Yogi notices Naira standing timidly near the sofa. "Why are you standing there?" Yogi asked curtly. He looked disgusted at Naira. During Naira's marriage to Yogi, she never looked at him properly. Naira never knows, what's wrong with Yogi against her, so she hates him so much.

"I-I, I want to say something to you, Baby!" Naira said timidly. She looked very nervous and sweaty.

"What? You said it quickly, don't take too long. I'm sick of seeing you!" said Yogi rather emotional, his hands cool to change television channels.

Naira doesn't say, she puts her pregnancy results on the test pack. Yogi accepts hesitantly, staring wordlessly at Naira. "YOU PREGNANT?" Yogi shouts to Naira very shocked. Then she nodded slowly with a very pale face and felt guilty.

"Stupid! I always told you to take birth control pills before the reception, right?"

"S-sorry..."

"Aaah... you stupid woman..." Yogi looks very angry. He took a cup and threw it. The cup almost hit Naira's downcast face. "Why are you a woman who can't do anything, huh? You can forget something so trivial like this?" Yogi snapped, making Naira more depressed and depressed. She can no longer stand living with rude men and cheaters.

"Wait ...!" Suddenly he calmed down and tried is thinking about something. Nairi looked up briefly at Yogi. The man came to him and Naira hurriedly lowered her face. "Didn't we just do that once?" Yogi asks intimidating Naira.

Naira nods.

"So, it can't be that we only do it once, and you get pregnant right away? Or maybe you're having an affair?" Yogi looked suspiciously. Naira's eyes widened, staring intently at Yogi. His accusations were too judgmental that he was the perpetrator of the affair. "W-what did you say, Honey?"

"Tell me, who are you... having an affair with?" asked Yogi urgently. He seemed the most righteous man who had never cheated on him.

"Don't joke, mas, you accuse me of having an affair?"

"Yes, quickly tell me who is the man who made you pregnant, Naira?"

"What the hell are you, bro? I just do that with you. I'm not a dirty woman like you say, Baby!" Naira denies it very firmly. "Besides, who's cheating? Isn't it Baby who is cheating on me in front of me?" said Naira defending herself. He didn't like Yogi's baseless accusations.

"Never mind Naira. Don't change the subject. And hear me well, Naira ..." Yogi turned his back on Naira and walked a few steps while putting his hands in his pants pockets. "I don't want that child to be born into the world, so just drop the child!"

Degh!

Naira's heart seemed to have lost its beat and beat. Yogi's words were like lightning in broad daylight which scared her a lot for a moment in the bathroom. "W-what did you say, Baby?" This was too cruel for her. Even though she had thought the same thing as Yogi, she didn't have the heart to do what the man ordered her to do. Naira insists on nurturing and caring for the baby in her womb.

"AVOID!! ARE YOU DEAF, NAIRA?" Yogi snapped. It was non-negotiable.

"You are crazy, dear? I will not abort until this child is born!"

"Whatever! But I won't want to take care of it even if you scream in distress and ask me for help!" he whispered in his ear. Naira is speechless.

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To Be Continued.