I curled up, hugging myself in a white room. I want to kill a woman who tried to take Lute from me, but why is Lute protecting her? Does he not love me anymore? Am I useless to him anymore? My heart hurts, I've been crying for a long time, but it doesn't calm me down, I feel more pain in my heart.
"Hich..Uuuu..Lute, don't you love me anymore? Uwaaaaa..."
I have no one now, my family has left me. Lute left me too, did the world leave me too? Do I even deserve to live? Why does this world make me suffer so much? Ever since I met Lute, I thought he was the reason I'm alive, but now it all seems like a lie.
I don't care anymore, if the world hates me, I'll just destroy it. All these memories I will destroy. I don't want to feel this pain anymore, I closed my eyes trying to fall asleep in this white room.
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The longer I stay in this room, the more empty I feel. I forget a lot of things, even my own name I can't remember.