Chapter 22

"Honey, I need to talk to you." Jack stared at Allison with a haunted intensity. It was after dinner, and Nicole had gone to Linda's house. Jack figured that they wanted to talk at length about their latest great cocksucking adventure without having to worry about the "evil stepmother" overhearing. But that was fine with him, because he had much to say to his wife in private.

"Sure," Alison said. "What's up?"

They had finished cleaning up after dinner, and they were sitting at the back patio, sharing drinks and staring at the stars. Jack stared up into the sky for a minute or two before he got the willpower to go on.

He closed his eyes, and said, "What I'm about to tell you is probably the most difficult thing I've ever had to tell anyone in my life. I'm taking a huge leap of faith to tell you this, but I think it's the only way we have any chance of saving our marriage."

Alison was floored by the suggestion their marriage was in grave danger. "Jack! You're scaring me!"

He just nodded a little, which wasn't reassuring at all. "Promise me two things: one, let me talk without interruption until I've finished explaining, and two, you won't take any drastic action without thinking it over carefully and discussing it with me first."

She nodded. She was very frightened now. But seeing that his eyes were closed (for shame of making eye contact), she said, "I promise."

He nodded, and let out a heavy sigh. "I've been thinking about this for a while, tying to find the right words... I don't know of any good way to sweeten the bitter pill, so I'm just gonna come out and say it: I've started to get... sexually involved with... Linda... and Nicole." He winced as he said the name of his daughter. He wouldn't have been surprised if Alison had reached over and punched him.

But when she didn't say or do anything, he continued, "Now, I've gotta tell you, it's NOT something I wanted to have happen! They've been like succubae or sirens or something, constantly tempting and teasing me whenever you're not around. My willpower has been slowly breaking down. I haven't had full- on sex with them yet, but they've pretty much destroyed my resistance, and I figure that won't be long in coming. This is like my hail Mary pass to stop that from happening and save our marriage!"

He opened his eyes and looked at Alison. She had a puzzled expression, but she wasn't aghast. It was more like she'd misplaced something and was thinking hard trying to figure out where she'd put it.

He got down on his knees and bowed down before her. "I'm literally throwing myself at your mercy! I love you, and I'll do whatever it takes to save our marriage! If you still think it's worth saving, that is. You're just about the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I don't want to lose you. I know the first six months of our marriage have been rough, but these recent weeks have been magical, and things are only getting better! Is there any way you can forgive me and figure out how we can fix this?"

He was bent down too low to see her face. After a long pause, he heard her ask, "Do you want to keep fooling around with them?"

He raised his head up enough to make eye contact again, and admitted, "My mind says no, but my body says yes! That's the problem. I obviously don't want to be separated from my daughter, and I've come to love Linda almost like a daughter too. But I simply can't trust myself to be alone with them, not even for a minute. Not after what happened today. Or, uh, yesterday. I'm thinking maybe I need to go away for a month or two, maybe longer. Get my head back on straight. And then... I don't know! See them only under supervised circumstances, maybe. Whatever you want! Seriously! I don't want to cheat. I hate cheaters.

This has been eating away at me something terrible. It started with just some flirting and teasing, and the next thing I knew... God, I'm so ashamed!"

Alison asked, "What happened today? Or yesterday?"

He dropped his head even lower, breaking eye contact again. "It's so terrible! I can't even tell you. I've never been so ashamed in my life. They, uh, they both used their hands and, uh, mouths on me." He winced yet again, as if expecting a kick to the head.

After a long pause, Alison said, "Sit back at the table, please. This groveling doesn't become you. And if you're a man, look me in the face."

He quickly sat all the way back up and made eye contact, even though that only doubled his humiliation.

He still didn't see much emotion from her. He found that surprising, because he knew she could be a very passionate woman. It was like she was trying to hide her reaction.

Unable to bear the tension of not knowing if his marriage or even his life had just been ruined, he asked, "Well?"

Alison rubbed her chin and looked up at the stars. "You know, it's funny. I kind of suspected this. I'm not surprised at all."

"What?! You're kidding me!"

She stared at him. "I'm dead serious. Hell, I suspected this kind of problem would come up even before we got married. I just didn't know what to do about it. I've seen how those girls look at you - they worship the ground you walk on! But it's not always just a loving and adoring look; sometimes they slip and I see the fire of lust in their eyes. And you were acting especially strange last night. It was like you were trying too hard to be normal."

Jack complained, "If you saw all that, why didn't you say something to me?!"

She shrugged. "I didn't know what to say. I know it took a lot of courage for you to come to me about this tonight. It's just too awkward a topic to bring up. I didn't know what to do about it either. I must admit that was a big reason why I was spending so much time away from the house. I had a gut feeling they were trying to seduce you, but I had no clue how to fight it, so I just tried to run away and pretend it wasn't happening. You gotta remember that I considered myself frigid and nearly sexless, so how could I compete? I felt utterly helpless! About the only thing I could come up with was to have sex with you every night, hopefully to keep you too sexually satiated to give in to their charms. Add in the fact that not only wasn't Nicole accepting me as her new mother, she could barely stand to be in the same room with me, even though she's basically a sweet thing who would never hurt a fly. It was easier to escape. I was weak."

Jack sighed. "My God. That must have been horrible. What a tangled web we weave. But I've been far too weak too. Can you ever forgive me? Is there any hope for us?"

She raised an eyebrow and stared at him even more intently. "If you think I'm gonna let you go that easily, you've got another thing coming! You're the best thing that's ever happened to me too! You've uncovered my sexual side, and for that alone I'll be forever grateful. You've made me feel like a whole, normal woman for the first time since the start of puberty. More than that, you're a good and loving man who I'd be proud to grow old with. We just have to figure out what to do about this."

He asked with dread, "I know you're a very moral and religious woman, regardless of how much time you spend at church. Do you think it's necessary for me to go to prison or otherwise pay for my crimes?"

She laughed. "Prison? No! Not hardly. Now, what can you do to 'otherwise pay for your crimes?' You can work harder to be a better husband, and make love to me more often." She winked playfully.

He said, "I must admit, I'm astounded! You're taking this so well! I thought there would be tears and hateful words and much more. But you just winked at me!"

She continued more seriously, "Keep in mind that when I say I felt you were already intimate with them, that wasn't just some vague foreboding feeling. I felt it in my bones, but I couldn't bear to gather the evidence so I would have the confirmation. I mean, they're gorgeous! They honestly both could be Playboy centerfolds or porn stars. And they're both exactly your type, especially since you're such a tit man. I knew you couldn't resist them for long, especially if they ganged up on you. I don't think any man could resist them, put together. That's why I felt so helpless."

He felt like nodding. He felt like it just wasn't fair - they were irresistible. No father should have to bear that level of temptation.

She continued, "So I'm actually feeling a great sense of relief right now. For one, I am delighted beyond words that you found the courage to tell me this, and you felt you could trust me with this shameful secret. And two, I'm even happier that you chose me and chose to save our marriage. Up until we connected sexually recently, I was nearly certain our marriage was doomed and I was slowly losing you to them. Even since our pivotal weekend getaway, I still had this feeling of foreboding, that you would leave me soon. I know I'm considered busty and beautiful, but so are they, and they're half my age. Plus, there's two of them and there's just one of me! That's a big reason why I've not only been pretty much demanding to have sex with you every night lately, but I've been forcing myself to do new sexual things with you. You don't know how tough it's been for me to throw off my prudish beliefs in such a short time, but it seemed like a do or die situation. I feel like I've been fighting a losing battle just to keep you!"

Jack was sitting so close to Alison that he was able to move his chair a bit, lean forward, and give her a good hug. "Don't worry, you're not going to lose me. Even before our recent sexual connection, I've really wanted to make this marriage work. You're not going to get rid of me so easily either!"

They both laughed at that.

Then Alison sighed happily. "God, this is such a relief! I know I should be upset with you, but compared to my fears, this actually seems great news in comparison. For one thing, the fact you've confessed just confirms to me that I've married a basically good man. We both know you should have said something earlier, but nobody's perfect, and we both made mistakes. Plus, I can't tell you how surprised I am that you've only started to have oral sex with them and haven't had intercourse with them at all so far. I suppose I've been mulling over worst case scenarios, but I'd been guessing you three were doing just about everything physically possible to each other every afternoon."

He asked, "And you were just going to let that keep happening?!"

Now it was her turn to wince as she thought back to her behavior. "I took a kind of 'don't ask, don't tell,' position. As long as I didn't know for SURE, I could just pretend it wasn't happening. Dumb, I know."

"And you don't have moral issues about this? I'd half expected you to lecture me on how Nicky and I are gonna go to Hell for what we've done."

She shook her head. "If you'd confessed even just a week ago, I probably would have done just that. But I'm realizing that I was wearing my religious beliefs like a set of armor, trying to hide my frigidness and even justify it. I'm pretty mad at the church right now, in fact. They were like my enablers, encouraging me to think that sex was basically a bad and sinful thing. Some people in the church seem to think that sex should only be for procreation, and even that much is bad, and for Heaven's sake please don't enjoy it!"

She grimaced. "And that was reassuring to me. But now I don't need to live my life that way. It never fit with my real beliefs anyway. The god I believe in is a loving and understanding god. I'm sure He sees sex as a beautiful celebration of life and not something to be feared. Otherwise, why would He make us have the capacity to enjoy great sexual pleasure if we're never supposed to use it? That doesn't make any sense."

Jack nodded in complete agreement.

She continued, "I know Christianity says incest is wrong, and I'm sure that most of the time it is. But the god I believe in is more about the spirit of the law than being a stickler for every last little rule. I have some issues with you having sex with the girls. I don't want their adoration of you to screw up their development. But that doesn't mean that what you're doing is wrong, as long as we're all above board and honest with each other."

Jack was floored. "Wait! It sounds like you're not only condoning what's happened; you're implying it still could continue!"

She pondered that, and then said, "Yeah, I suppose that's what I'm doing."

He felt his penis suddenly grew erect, because of the implications of her answer. But he successfully hid that, and said, "You don't have to do this. Even a couple of hours ago, I thought I was just going to keep going with them and hide it all from you. It was the most difficult decision of my life, but I decided I had to put an end to sexual contact with them so I could save my marriage with you and the rest of my relationship with them. I'm willing to make that sacrifice!"

She stared at him intently, with a grave look. "I understand what you said. And I'm going to need some time to make up my mind on this, but my gut instinct tells me I should find a way to let it continue."

His hopes soared, and his penis grew even stiffer, if that was possible. "Really?! I never expected you'd say that in a million years! I don't want to look a gift horse in the mouth, but for God's sake, why?"

She said, "Since I've all but assumed you three have been having sex for some time now, I've given a lot of thought about what I should do about it. For instance, I considered coming home early and catching you in the act. I didn't do that because I thought you'd just leave me and run off with them. But I foresaw other problems too. I don't know if you believe this, but I honestly like Nicole a lot. I'd love nothing better for her to think of me as her real mother. You know that I can't have children of my own, so she'll probably be the closest I'll ever come to that. I want to be a real mom so very much! Hell, I'd kill if she'd let me just call her Nicky instead of Nicole, because that would show she's starting to like me. But if I were to catch you in the act, she would hate me even more than she does already. She'd resent me and curse my name until her dying breath, because her desire for you is so strong."

He couldn't deny any of that assessment.

She continued, "And I've given a lot to the question of what I could do to make her love me even just a tiny fraction of how much she loves you. And the answer is: nothing! I can't hope to match the long history she shares with you, and I'm not a man with a penis, so she can't fall in love with me. I just thank the Lord she's such a sweet and shy child instead of a hellcat, or she would have made my life a living hell. I can tell that she genuinely tries to at least tolerate me, but deep down she sees me as her chief competitor for your affection. We've both been dancing around it and trying to deny it, but we're natural enemies in that respect, at least as things stand now. I'm convinced there's nothing I can say or do to make her warm up to me more than just a little bit before she graduates from high school. Then she'll probably move away, and I'll never be able to change things much after that." She looked and felt very sad.

Jack's high hopes were crashing as he thought about that sad situation. He asked, "And what about

Linda?"

"Same deal. We're all dancing around that issue too, but she's slowly but surely becoming a member of this family. You know her aunt barely tolerates her, and only feeds and houses her out of a grudging family obligation. She has nobody else, and no love in her life, except for her love for Nicole and you. My heart goes out to her, and I sincerely wish I could mother her too, but she dislikes me as much as Nicole does.

What do you think? Do you see her as family?"

He replied, "I do. I know it makes what I've allowed happen doubly despicable, but I keep thinking of them as 'my girls.' I would love it if she moved in with us. Certainly money is no object, and God knows we've got the room in this house. I've never brought up the idea though, since I know you and she don't get along, and I don't want you to feel like they're ganging up on you all the time."

Alison nodded, and then continued, "I would gladly accept that. I would even eagerly ask for it, if only they didn't hate me so much. So that's the unfortunate situation we're in. At least that's how I thought the situation was until just now. But thanks to your confession tonight, I see a chance for hope! What if I go to the girls and make a deal? They could keep having sex with you, if, in return, they make a sincere effort to let me be their real mom. They could agree to spend so many hours per week in quality time with just me."

Jack was shocked, yet pleasantly intrigued. "Do you think that would work?"

"I think so. Just the fact that they wouldn't have to hide their lust and love for you from me would totally change things. Or at least I hope it would! I see a lot of common ground and similar interests if they'd only give me half a chance. Actually, I'd like to be more like an older sister instead of a mom. A friend! The main thing is, if I let them have their way with you, they're going to be extremely grateful, AND they won't see me as their chief competitor anymore. Or at least they'll see me as less of one, especially after the passage of time and they realize my tolerance is a real and permanent thing. I've given some thought to how the girls treat each other. Most girls their age with the feelings they have for you would see each other as serious threats too, but they don't. They act as a team, don't they? I mean, I obviously haven't seen them intimate with you, but I assume that's how it is because their relationship is so harmonious the rest of the time."

Jack nodded. He tried to hide his arousal while he thought about just what a great cocksucking team they made. "It's tough for me to talk about, but yeah. It's like they're one mind and two bodies."

Alison flashed him a naughty grin. "Two very sexy and voluptuous bodies."

His eyes went wide. "Damn, honey, it sounds like you're practically approving of the idea, if not aroused!"

She shrugged. "To be honest, I'm trying to be. I think the more they can think of me as 'one of the team,' the Jack loving team, the more they'll fully accept me into their world and into the family. I could be wrong, I don't know. I'll need to sleep on this. But that's my gut instinct, that we should try that out."

Jack asked incredulously, "Wait. So not only are you not upset with me and you'll tolerate what's happening, but you actually WANT this to continue?! And you'd even encourage it?!"

She replied, "Encourage it? Hell, I'd like to be in the same bed as them! Not because of any sexual feelings for them, mind you. I have no sexual interest in other women, and I'm pretty confident it's the same with them. Let's put false modesty aside and be honest: I'm considered an exceptionally beautiful woman. Women who swing that way have great difficulty hiding their carnal lust for my body, even if they may not like me as a person, or even only seen a picture of me, for that matter!" She chuckled a little bit, thinking back to some incidents of unwanted attention. "But I've never had any hint of that vibe from them towards me, or between the girls for that matter. What I mean is, if I'm in bed with them and you, then I think they'll see me as part of the Jack pleasing team, and maybe they'll start to see me like they see each other. Another ally, not an enemy. Am I crazy for thinking that?"

"No! Not at all. It makes sense," Jack said sincerely, although he might have been influenced by how much that line of thinking benefitted him. His imagination was running riot picturing his busty and beautiful wife lying naked in the same bed with his two girls. He forced himself to speak in a calm, even tone. "It's just so... startlingly bold. Few women would consider that as a solution. Even if it makes psychological sense, most women would have too many moral and emotional hang-ups to seriously give it a try."

Alison nodded. "That is true. But you talk about hail Marys; I'm already in hail Mary mode. Something like giving you a blowjob or titfuck does NOT come easy for me. Even now, I'm getting more into it as each day passes, but I have to let you get me hot and bothered before I can let go and really enjoy myself. I have three decades' worth of indoctrination against enjoying any kind of sex to fight. But I'm throwing caution to the wind in a desperate attempt to keep you, and the funny thing is, the more I try that wild sexual stuff, the more I actually like it! Maybe I'm being hopelessly optimistic here, but I can see a day where keeping you sexually satisfied could be one of the main things binding the girls and me together.

We could say, 'Hey, Linda, isn't it your turn to suck him off?' as easily as 'Please pass the potatoes.'"

"Whoa!" Jack exclaimed. "You realize just the thought of that possibility is starting to make me horny?" That was the understatement of the year, but he was still doing a good job of hiding it.

She chuckled. "I should hope so! And if this works out like I hope it will, you're gonna need all the sexual energy and excitement you can muster." She winked playfully.

He looked down at her impressive cleavage, and nearly groaned out loud. Even though her clothes didn't show that much, he could imagine his dick poking up between her massive breasts and Nicole and Linda leaning in and licking his protruding cockhead.

But then she grew much more serious. "That's not to say that I don't have more problems with this. Cheating is bad and a sin, and there's no denying you've been cheating on me. How long has this been going on, by the way?"

He frowned. "Oh, geez. In terms of activity I didn't want you to know about, a couple of months. But a lot of it was just naked or near naked bodies rubbing against each other until recently. You know how they are, always running around in their tiny bikinis. They just love going topless and hugging and kissing me whenever you're not around. There were a few crazy incidents, but lately, as I said, it's gotten more serious. Yesterday and today, well, let's just say they've both developed a big fondness for giving me blowjobs. Together."

She nodded. "It hurts to hear that, to hear any detail confirmed. I'm not saying I'm gonna have an easy time with this. We're gonna have a lot of issues to work through. But there's a potential big upside for me, and an even bigger one for you. Hell, you'll be facing almost unimaginable sexual pleasure on a daily basis. You'll pretty much be living with three beautiful women, since Linda's here all the time, and you'll be able to fuck any of us at will. And what's the alternative? To have you go away for a while and then come back and only see the girls under supervised circumstances? To be frank, that would SUCK! It would be like we're still married, but with all the tension of a bitter divorce there too. You'd feel lots of resentment towards me, and your relationship with them would remain permanently awkward."

She continued, "Heck, I'd bet they'd just up and seduce you anyway the first chance they got, and you'd still be unable to resist. I have eyes to see, and I have to be realistic. It would be like throwing two horny and naked Playboy Playmates into your bed, locking the door for the weekend, and expect no sex to take place. They're just too sexy and determined."

He muttered, "You're probably right about that." He was still having a hell of time hiding his raging erection and trying to look thoughtful. He wanted to literally jump for joy.

She was silent for a minute as she pondered all this. Then she said, "The more I think about this, this is not just my best option, it's my only option. I know you'd try your best to stay loyal to me, but you're not willing to completely cut them out of your life. You say you'd try, but I don't think you could for long. And it would be cruel to completely separate you from them. They need and depend on you. As long as they're around, they're gonna keep coming after you relentlessly. I can either accept reality, jump ahead of it, and earn their gratitude and friendship, or fight it tooth and nail and lose in the end anyway."

He was trying his best to be serious and honest, despite his surging arousal. He asked, "If I can play devil's advocate here, what about just talking them out of wanting to have sex with me?"

She shook her head. "That would be like trying to talk the sun out of rising and setting each day. I'm sure they'd be scared off for a while at first after being caught, but they'll keep coming back and back. I don't really understand it, probably because I've been in denial about the whole issue, but you obviously fulfill some kind of deep psychological need for them. It's not just some temporary crush or passing phase. I've seen they've been hot for you since the first time I met them and saw them looking at you."

Jack asked, "Is it that obvious? That's not good." That certainly was true. He didn't want outsiders to know.

Alison clarified, "It's easy to see their adoring looks as just very loving daughters. Or, in Linda's case, a very loving would-be daughter. Plus, I consider myself pretty perceptive. I doubt anyone else has had enough of an exposure to them with you to begin to suspect anything."

"Well, that's a relief!" he admitted. "And you are perceptive. In fact, I must admit that's a big reason why I confessed. I might have been tempted to keep on cheating with them if I thought I had a good chance of getting away with it in the long term. Unfortunately, that's what human nature is; we usually take the easiest way out. But I knew you were just too smart and observant. In fact, I suspected you already had some suspicions. I just didn't know how much."

She replied, "Yeah, well, you have no idea. Remember some days back, when they were gone for the evening and I gave you a blowjob in the living room, in front of the fire? Turns out they weren't gone at all! Get this: I saw them spying on us from WITHIN the living room! They were hiding behind some chairs

just a few feet away from us!"

He was shocked yet again. "You're kidding me!"

"No I'm not. I didn't actually see them at the time, but I heard some funny noises, and when I confronted Nicole about it later, her face told me everything. There were a few things like that that made me realize just how determined they were, and still would be. I wish you would have come to me sooner, but I can't really blame you for not resisting them. They're like an unstoppable force of nature."

"That they are," he agreed. Then he whistled, and looked back up at the stars. "Phew! This conversation did NOT go like I expected, AT ALL! They have no idea I was going to talk to you about this. They're gonna be shocked half to death. Where do we stand now?"

She asked, "I assume you approve of the idea of continuing to have sex with them."

"Are you kidding me?! Hell yeah! I know I should try to hide my enthusiasm, but I can't. I want to say 'pinch me, I'm dreaming!'"

She smirked a little bit. "Yeah, well, don't get your hopes too high just yet. Let me sleep on this at least one night to make sure I'm not making a horrible mistake. And we should talk about this some more. But this is what my gut instinct tells me is the right thing to do, and my instinct is rarely wrong. It's when I get all chicken and refuse to listen to it that I screw things up. You're right that we usually take the easy way out, and I've done my share of that. I'm emotionally worn out right now. Let's both be alone for a while and think. Oh, and please don't let on with the girls just yet, okay? Not a word, or that'll force my hand. And please do avoid them until we've got this all worked out. There's just no telling what might happen when you're alone with them."

He nodded, and then said, "That's the truth. I know it hurts you to hear any details, but I feel like I'm this close to going all the way with both of them." He held his hand up and showed a fraction of an inch between his thumb and index finger. "That's probably what would have happened tomorrow if I hadn't decided to fess up with you."

She nodded. "Thank you for being honest with me, and trusting me with the truth even though it was really painful. If both of us can keep doing that, we're going to have a very successful marriage, despite our rocky start."

They kissed briefly, and then Jack wandered off so they both could be alone with their thoughts.

But Jack didn't have much to ponder now. He already felt like he was the luckiest guy in the world. He was beyond ecstatic that he'd changed his mind and chose to be honest with his wife.

He resisted the urge to masturbate once he was alone. But later that night, he fucked Alison over and over until the both of them were practically too exhausted to raise their arms. It was glorious. It didn't matter that he'd climaxed three times that afternoon; he was so excited about the results of his confession that he felt like a sexual super man.