A naive dream

People around me, everyone has a dream but their dream change like calender's date,some are still stick with their childhood dream. "Childhood dream" everyone's first dream, it's filled with lots of hope and passion. Without overthinking, without any care of financial problems, without any fear of failure, without knowing the meaning of reality..maybe that's why most of the time they never come true.

Some people say that's dumbest thaught, if you want to achieve it that badly,if u want to achieve it from bottom of your heart, you will work hard and achieve it.You are lazy that's why you blame everything on god or world.

When I travel in my childhood memories,they are quite blurry but I remember one thing, when I was in pre primary class,every child come in different kinds of dresses and everyone give a small speech about what they want to be. I was wearing a big apple shape costume I guess with a stethoscope and said I want to be a doctor, that was not my dream,that all speech and all they were like a work for me, I get instruction and I did. I search many times in my childhood memory what was my dream but I never had one.