CHAPTER 22

"Where am I?"

I wake up with Headache, My hand covered my head, but it also burned with pain, I looked at it for a while and at the cut that was made, memories of what happened yesterday popped into my brain and caused me a sharp pain in the head and my eyes closed automatically. After about a second the pain faded and I lowered my hand and explored the environment, someone took me out of the house, treated me, dressed me and changed my clothes.

"Father!!!" I blurted out and understood, I abandoned my father, my father would kill me, I disappeared for him, he would hit me, hit me, I cannot stay here, I must not. No... No... Dad ... I must save him I must return to him I cannot stay here, I must prevent the teacher from hurting him, he must not kill me. Chest pain burned in me, my hand landed quickly on it and ן tried to prevent the pain from sniping at me. But the pain only got worse, my breathing started to get heavy and I felt myself going into an anxiety attack and a second after a coughing attack appeared and I vomited. I closed my eyes to concentrate on breathing and stop the anxiety only it was missing me, it was not time to stress I had to stop the teacher and take care of my dad, so I took a deep breath in and out, and took a deep breath. Until she screamed in the air and my eyes opened in front of me I saw the teacher in front of me with his hand on my shoulder.

"EITHANNNN''

"WHAT HAPPEND???"

"Calm down, you are save just breathe"

"shh shh"

"I am here"

"It's hurt ...its hurt"

I begged "Make it stop, I cannot"

"I...I...

Carlos looked at me for a second and then his hand landed on my head, he aimed my head at his chest and I heard his heartbeat. I was able to calm down and stop the attack

"I am sorry...really sorry... forgive me..."

"Please..." But there was no response, a serrated silence, and only heartbeats were heard and my tears flowed and I started to cry, I started to vent all my frustration in crying.

"Eithan??"

I raised my head a little and asked him what he wanted, he smiled at me and said "I have to go" The second he said that I was shivering.

"NO!" I protested, no chance he leaves me, no chance he goes, I do not let him, I cannot be left alone in the dark I am afraid, I cannot, but the shiver and fear in me passed as soon as I heard the door knock.

"Yes, who is it?"

"ME!"

I looked towards the door and saw Oran coming in and he asked how I was, I came to say something but Carlos tightened his grip on me as a sign that I would shut up.

"He's better, he had a seizure now but it passed."

"GOOD to hear"

"In any case the room is ready, they are waiting for you

"Okay and thanks, and one more thing prepared dinner for us and bring Pit to"

"WHY?" Oran ask But Carlos did not answer him but just smiled, and Oran understood the message.

"I want to see my dad" I protested, if they mentioned my dad a sign that he's alive and it's already good, the question is what will happen to me.

"I know, nut not now"

"So when?" I ask.

"At the dinner"

And I realized they did not want to expand any more so I did not press, Carlos released the grip from my hand and lifted my face so I could look at him and kiss me.

"EH?" I froze, what is he trying to do? Why did he kiss me? What is his purpose? But I left my worries and they led me to the dining room because it turns out the food had already been served. When we were on our way to food and my legs did not fail I asked teacher Carlos:

"Where's my dad?"

I looked at the teacher for a few minutes but saw that he was debating what to tell me so I waited until he told me, "Your father is save, you will see him at dinner" Thanks I mumbled to him.

When we got to the dining room the smells flooded me, and my nose functioned on a strange level, every smell, every food, I felt and experienced, I felt it in my bones and it just opened my stomach and hunger started to affect me. The door opened and I entered, in front of me I saw a huge light brown table, which is spread over the whole room, full of plates on it, dishes, salads and breads of all kinds, Carlos grabbed my hand and led me, he instructed me to sit and I sat, he sat down next to me and knocked on his hand, And the servants started coming in one by one and offered me' Oran, Jaison and a to the teacher food.

One of the servants asked me what I wanted and I replied: "Sorry ... as tempting as I am I am not hungry"

"Why?" The teacher asked me, but I did not answer, I did not want to tell him about my problem to tell him I have no taste or I do not eat when my father is not around and without my permission, and I felt so divided in two, I wanted, I wanted to eat but could not, I was not allowed.

"Is it because of your father?" And Jaison joined the conversation, and I nodded, "I cannot eat without him ... and even if it does, it does not matter. The food for me is bland. Nothing is left in my mouth or taste."

And I said it, my mouth output what I did not want to say but the situation made me say it and I felt lost.