Chapter 17:

The vanilla taste spread throughout my mouth, I felt it for the first time in my life, the sweet taste, the cream raging in my mouth and soiling everything, I felt happiness, I felt like I was back to being someone normal, someone without medical problems, tears of happiness flowed, after years I did not taste nothing in my mouth, but then the memory where the teacher gave me rice echoed in my head. And my hand froze, she did not go down and did not go up she was hanging in the air that the liquid inside, I looked at the liquid and smiled. How does it make sense? Why exactly can I taste it? What is so different about it that only what it gives me has a taste, what has changed, what happens to me?, I blinked very quickly and swallowed the delicacy, I did not want the taste to disappear, I did not want the moment and taste to expire So I quickly ate the whole delicacy to, I wanted the taste to continue to be within me.

"Eithan?"

The teacher's voice brought me back to reality, I looked up at him and smiled:

"There is a taste…" and I continued: "I can feel the taste… I..." The tears kept flowing, and I looked at him for a few seconds, I did not want to move, I wanted to perpetuate the moment again. "How does that make sense??" I whispered, touching my mouth with joy.

"Eithan?"

"What?"

"You're probably just tired…" he told me, he does not believe me, and he does not believe that the taste returned to me, the taste he brought me. So why, why does he not believe me, what did I do that he reacted like that. Why is he not as happy as I am?

My hands started shaking and the spoon fell to the floor and a second after a terrible nausea attacked me and I felt the delicacy rising to my throat and very quickly I ran to my toilet and all the contents came out, I vomited the water I drank the delicacy I tasted, until even bile juices rose in my throat and the bitter and disgusting taste took over. I was shaking, my heart was pounding once, my breathing was starting to get heavy, why does he not believe me? Why did I develop false hopes, I always exaggerate, why I hope for something that will not exist. The tears that were tears of happiness were quickly replaced by tears of crying, and an anxiety attack took over me.

* Carlos *

He smiled, he was so happy as soon as he tasted the delicacy. I did not understand why, what is so exciting, it is all a vanilla delicacy, and in any case it has no taste. But then he stared at the spoon and did not move and did not move for a few minutes. No limb moved or relaxed so I called his name.

"Eithan?"

He looked at me, and I did not know what to say, his smile melted me, the tears that came out of nowhere reminded me of the day he ate rice with me, and does it really taste good? Can my food help him with the trauma? Is there a possibility to cure him, my hopes rose Above Eithan's hopes, I wanted to help him and say that it's the first step to take care of it but I did not want to just throw, and shatter the dream. So until I know for sure that it's something real and logical I do not tell him anything on this subject. Especially if I do not talk to the doctor. I must know more about him before I help him, so when I finish with him I will call Oran to make me a detailed medical report about him.

"There is a taste…" and I was right, he can really taste, the food I bring him helps him, something in the atmosphere makes him calm and then the taste appears, he also seems more relaxed and calm. And he cries with joy. But I did not want too much to make it a story that will end badly in the end so I said: "Probably you are just tired…" That it would become such a situation. I came to tell him I did not mean that term but before I said a word I saw him running to the bathroom to vomit.

Fuck! What did I do? I ran towards him to help him and put my hand on his shoulder but he flinched and screamed. He ran away from me to the other end and his hands hid his face, he was having an anxiety attack. Fuck, what I did.

"Eithan! Look at me ... everything is fine...Eithan " I walked very slowly but he did not notice me he started screaming incomprehensible words he started squirming aggressively, until he landed on the floor and touched his chest, his breathing began to be deep and heavy. And as soon as he calmed down I pounced on him and grabbed his hand but he squirming and screaming, he tried to let go, I had no syringe or inhaler so the only way to paralyze someone is with a kiss so I pounced on him with a kiss. So I pushed him against the wall behind him and quickly put my mouth into his mouth, and his body stopped, I licked his mouth with my tongue, he had a bitter taste of vomit and a foul odor but did not bother me, I licked his lip with my tongue again until I inserted it, my taste mixes with his taste, I licked the His teeth and tongue and there was friction between them and I moaned.

I pushed my tongue down my throat and Eithan growled, he opened his eyes in panic and looked at me and I at him, he calmed down, that's what matters he came back to himself, after all it's the way to stop an anxiety attack. But I did not want to stop here, it had a sweet taste, a delicious taste that mixed between us, I still wanted to kiss it and devour it, I felt my body burning and craving it. And I realized that was what I was looking for he was worth it. So I kissed his mouth again and my hands rested on his cheek.

"Calm down! Are you okay??" I looked at him, Eithan who was at shocked nodded to me slowly and in shock. He did not understand where I landed him, where I popped for him and where the kiss came from. But it was a good kiss. My body craved more, I wanted to eat it all, to make it a pleasure to taste it down but I knew it was too early but my little friend downstairs was already acting.

"Eithan? I'm going to help you get to bed, and I have to go so stay here until Rosen arrives…"

Eithan nodded, after all it was full of actions and commands at once, I have no idea what he understood, concluded, would do but my little friend downstairs was bothering me. I looked at my ***** who was waiting for him. I cursed quietly. Eithan nodded to me very gently and we both went to bed together. When we got to bed and Eithan lay down and managed to reset himself the door opened and one of the nurses came in.

"Visit time is over, the patient should go to rest"

"No problem" I looked at her and then at Eithan, although she looked equal but Eithan was more. I looked back at Eithan and said to him: "I'm going, see you tomorrow. Good night ..."

Eithan nodded to me gently, and said nothing to me until I left the room, as soon as I left the room I ran to the bathroom to take care of my little friend. I opened one of the cells and took care of it. After half an hour I left the cell and washed my hands.

"I see you've enjoying yourself there!"

I looked away and Oran stood in front of me with his hands clasped. I did not hesitate for a moment and waved my right hand to give him a punch but he blocked me, so a second after I waved my other hand and slapped him.

"Shut up!!"

"Lol ...What made you so fired up and nervous who woke him up." I did not answer him, if I had the strength for his nonsense.

"Oran, please save me"

"How was it?"

I knocked hard on the wall and screamed Oran's name.

"Do not try me now"

I looked at Oren and he told me "OK Okay...calm down. Let's go the car is ready " I threw the paper in the trash, I moved towards it, I wanted so badly to give it a slap and make it shut up but there were things that were urgent .

"I need a detailed medical report from Eithan"

"Okay ...see you until tomorrow morning"

"Excellent"

Oran pressed the elevator and we went inside.

"So what happened there?"

"Eithan had a taste again," I said.

"Serious?? You're probably instilling confidence in him"

"What do you mean??" I asked.

"As much as you're Big Boss there are things you're just ignorant

"Shut!" And Oran grinned.

"According to what the doctor told me then, if Eithan feels safe, happy and feels that he has someone to rely on, the taste will return and in this case it is you"

"How does that make sense?? And how did the taste even disappear for him?"

"Unknown. No one knows"

The elevator door opened and we went outside.

"Teacher!" I looked away and saw Rosen approaching us.

"How are you?" Rosen was close to me and I told him, "He Okay, experience an anxiety attack and now it's better ... go up to it "

I did not need to elaborate further and Rosen had already disappeared in the elevator and went to Eithan.