Growing up and learning

When I'm gathering energy I feel in tune with who I'm really am, I feel closer to nature and as if nature it's supporting me. I would normally say that's because I'm an elf but if that's all to it elf's are a real overpowered race and I don't know how house elves came to be but I know it wasn't natural because elf's are favored by nature so I doubt it would let the happen.

The only thing I could think of with what my mom says about human so maybe it had something to do with wizard but I thought the wizards in Harry Potter were weak o yeah I remember that wizard in the past were much stronger. But I don't get why would wizard let themselves become weaker and not pass on knowledge to their descendants and that's a constant thing in novels or anime sentient races getting weaker with passage of time instead of getting stronger.

I get that time it's not nice to no one that same thing happen to humans in my last world. Greek and Roman knowledge what's lost in the passage of time but that's also due to people starting to belief other things that may no be completely right.

I talked as if I wasn't human once and that's stupid I need to realize that's a part of me not something that should define me but something that mades me me. A part of my identity even my mental projection it's that of my past life and that's something I need to fix coming to accept that I'm an elf fully now and not just ignore my last life as a human.

Time skip # 3 year

My life hasn't being the most interesting. I sleep a lot of the time, shit, or eat my mom breast milk and I don't know how she had the time to feed me since she has is the empress and has to manage the empire but at least she spend time with me. Over time I started to love her more and more and I couldn't build a wall over my heart as I said I will, I don't really think anyone can not love someone that it's their mother and show love to you.

While I'm not spending time with my mom I'm either with a maid or butler. When I show my intelligence by starting to walk at 6 month even I was a freak out but growth says is normal for me to have a more develop body than normal children since I have very pure energy supporting my body. The best part was when I told my mom my first word which was "mama" I wanted to say duty to make her remember what she told me back them but I decided against it since I don't think my mom want to talk about that.

With my intelligence mom says it's better to start my training early. She says I need to know how to act like royalty. So she hired a manner tutor who was a middle age women with pointy ears, tan skin and brown eyes. She was beautiful but not to my moms level. The women name was Fiona she thought me how to eat, dance, greet, smile I don't know why since no body could see with my veil. That happen when I turned 2 years old.

When it comes to the veil I could see trough it but no one could see me. My mom was the one the put it one so only her and I knew how my face look like. I did take after my mom with the golden hair the shine as if the sun.

My eyes are amber as well but they are so close to be golden my mom says I'm very cute and will be the best looking man in the empire when I grow up. And I tend to agree with my beautiful eyes, eyebrow, lips that are red like my mother and skin Milky white and soft I do look feminine but beautiful .

I never met my father I asked my mom why and she said that she will tell me when she ask at first I thought that my dad was kidnapped or something like that and I'll have to get revenge to make my mom happy but when I ask i sought her eyes And what I sought was hatred pure anger toward the man. Now when I think about him I get angry and want to make him suffer for what he did to my mother.

From the little information I could get out of my mom I know the empire went trough a civil war and suffer greatly. I also learned that it's a medieval setting that I'm going to fix the improvement I'll made toward their life, the subjects will adore me and I could use this to my advantage to get more influence and power.

At first I thought that every elf had mana and was connected to energy I soon learn that's not true. And some are just like human just with longer ears and I guess that not everyone it's born equal can't be more prominent.