Her Broken Heart (5)

Neil and Freddy drove back to platinum tower, Inside Neil's apartment they sat on the floor and drank bear.

Neil walk towards the balcony and Freddy followed him. he said " You know Freddy why I bought this place and decided to build apartments here, because every time I came here and saw this view I feel so small and insignificant, and my problems they seems much smaller."

" It's your point of view, but everytime I saw you here, You look even more amazing as you were before" replied Freddy.

" Do you have crush on me Freddy, you are being too emotional today" Neil teased him.

" I am being emotional, you were the one who is in love, you were the one who wanted to leave acting because you are upset with something, and it's me who is being emotional" Freddy smirked.

" You should tell her, about your feelings Mr. Richardson you can't handle your emotions, if you choose to hide it will hurt you" Freddy added.

" I know it will hurt if I didn't tell her, but if I tell her, things will become difficult for her, she is married " Neil exclaimed.

" Does that change your feelings towards her, No right so if you felt the same even if you know she is married then why can't you tell her and even if she is married where is her husband, he should be the one taking care of her not you, that means he doesn't care for her and he doesn't love her, So why can't you because Mr. Neil Richardson's ego doesn't allow him to like a married woman" Freddy taunted him.

" It isn't like that how can I be in a relationship with a girl who is married, even though she is not with her husband but it doesn't change the fact that she is someone else's wife" said Neil.

" if she is not with her husband what is the problem, they will get divorce sooner or later tell her to give his husband divorce and date her" Freddy replied.

" So you can accept my relationship with a divorced girl" Neil asked seriously.

" I can accept you relationship with any girl as long as you are willing to be with her she can be my lady boss" said Freddy.

It's not like Neil didn't think about this it's just that he couldn't convince himself to express his feelings to Angel. And about Angel being married , it didn't matter to him, he just wanted to know how Freddy felt about him loving a girl who was married before.

" what do you think how will she react, when I will tell her my feelings" Neil asked.

" She might faint out of happiness" replied Freddy.

Both of them talked for few hours and then slept, Neil told Freddy to sleep in guest room because it was late.

Next morning Neil visited the therapist, Freddy forced him, actually he blackmailed him, he recorded everything Neil said last night and told him if Neil didn't visit the therapist he will show that to Angel. So Neil had to visit the therapist.

His therapist was an old man, he was called "Sai" it wasn't his real name but everyone called him with this name, when Neil entered his cabin he was reading an adult megazine.

Neil went back and knocked he told him to come inside, his cabin was painted green and things were messy his table had a lot of strange things, like mini skeleton, zigsaw puzzle, a whistle, A perfume and viagra tablets. And the thing that was most shocking is pregnancy kit which shows positive. Neil was amazed what a great therapist Freddy had found for him.

Neil sat in front of him, Sai asked what happened why this young man is so stressed.

Neil wanted to but he even didn't know what was wrong with him but he tried and said " I want to run away, I don't want to face anything, I just want peace".

Sai-"It's what your brain wants not your heart"

Neil- " how can you say that, I know better what I want not you"

Sai- " if you knew what you want you won't be here, you don't want to run, you already ran away"

Neil- " what rubbish are you talking, don't you know who am I"

Sai- " Neil Richardson my patient"

Neil- " I am a superstar, do you know how many people are dying to see me just once and here you are talking nonsense"

Sai - " Oh so finally you remember who you are , if you are so proud of what you have why do you want to run away?"

Neil- " Because I am tired of everything"

Sai - " So why can't you accept that right now you are not a superstar, you are just a sick person who needs a therapist"

Neil- after taking few long breadth " Even though I am dealing with some issues I am Neil Richardson, just because I am sick you can not take me for granted".

Sai- " That's what I wanted to listen, but you shouldn't tell me all this you should tell your coward brain not to take you for granted and stop implanting weird ideas".