Chapter 28| Surprises

Surprise filled my eyes when it was met with Julian's amber ones. Excitement, Betrayal, Love, and Need swirled deep inside me, causing me to be confused about what was I really feeling. I gazed into his orbs, a wage of nostalgia hitting me when I got lost into its deepness.

When he was sure that I'll be quiet, he gently released me from his hold. It was like something snapped in me because one moment I was gazing into his eyes, and next, I felt my face becoming red with rage.

"Julian! What the hell-" I was surprised when suddenly, he crashed his lips against mine. I stood still, not knowing how to act. I knew that if I responded to the kiss, this- my relationship with Cavill would be over.

Even though it felt right to respond to him, I didn't. I couldn't. I don't want to be like him, a cheater. I am all things but that. Sure, I've killed people, but nothing can top off if you cheat. It's complicated.

He withdrew from the kiss and leaned his forehead against mine. "I love you..."

Tears pricked my eyes when he said that. A sudden pang of guilt erupted on my chest knowing that he will soon have a child and now he's saying I love you to me. I wanted to say it back, but I simply couldn't'. I could not do that to Cavill. He treated me like a queen, and he lived up to his promise to always make me happy. And for the past months, I was.

He cupped my cheeks and just kept staring at my eyes, silently begging me to say something- anything. The moment was short-lived when I shoved him off me and slapped him square in the face. The sound resonated throughout the empty hallway.

"What are you trying to prove?! Huh?" I screamed at him, not caring whether someone heard us or not. I couldn't care less. I threw blind punches at him, but he did not budge. He just kept staring at the floor.

"Saying that you love me isn't gonna change anything Julian! Do you think I would come running back into your arms after what you've done?! Do you really think that low of me? Answer me!" I shouted bloody murder before I gripped his collar. "I am many things, but a cheater, Julian. Remember that."

I stormed off, not waiting for his response. I was wrong, saying that he loved me changes everything, but I can't just forget what he did to me.

I did not want him to see me cry, to see me vulnerable; weak. Servants that were passing eyed me with worry. A guard stood on alert when he saw my tear-streaked face. He ran towards me before giving me a worried look.

"Are you okay, your highness?"

I sniffled before attempting to smile but failing miserably. "Yes... Yes, I am," I waved him off. "Tell me, what is your name?"

"Gale, milady." he bowed.

"Gale, thank you for worrying, but I am completely fine. You can go back to your duties now,"

He did not seem convinced, but then he decided to let it go. Gale walked off before giving me a 'please excuse me'.

I continued to walk down the hallway, but stopped when I was right in front of my chamber. I stared at the huge door before contemplating whether I should go inside.

Cavill was still at the feast so I suppose it would not hurt if I went out for a walk in the garden. I needed to feel the chilly air in my face, even for a short period of time. It helps me think properly.

With that thought, I straightened my self and ventured out to the vast area of the garden. It was cold outside, but it was comforting, nonetheless. My feet sank on the soft grass as I walked along the pathway. The gentle breeze swept my dress and my brown curls.

I sighed. If only things weren't so complicated- so hard. If only Julian hadn't cheated on me, we would have been back in Kashmir, with Meredith. Thinking of her made my heart stop. How was she doing right now? My heart hammered in my chest as I remembered that I had a duty to do. I needed to protect them, but how? The last time I used my powers was when I exploded, and since then I was afraid to use it. I was afraid to lose control.

Hushed voices were heard further into the garden. I decided to let it go, thinking it was one of the guests discussing something important. But then, what if it was enemies plotting against the kingdom? I almost laughed at the thought. Why would they discuss something trivial on the exact same grounds they were standing? Thinking enough was enough, I decided to sneak on them.

When I got near, I hid behind a bush, just enough to hear the voices once again.

"Brother, when will you tell her?" The voice belonged to Karill, and it was obvious that the brother that she was referring to was Cavill. I frowned, wondering who are they talking about.

I hear Cavill sigh before answering. "I don't know Karilla. I don't want to hurt her feelings, especially now that we are going to get married,"

I drew in a breath. Are they talking to me? And what are they not telling me? I need to know.

"You must tell her, this matter is important. She is strong, and I am certainly sure that she will forgive you. Just break it to her slowly."

"But-" he did not get to finish as Karill interrupted him.

"But what? Don't you think she deserves to know? After all, you two are getting married, and sooner or later you need to tell her the truth. Freya is getting stronger every day, and it would be a matter of time before she attacks us,"

I gasped. Do they know about Freya? It seems like they did by the way Karill mentioned her earlier. Do they know about me? About my identity? Oh god. They kept me in the dark for so long, and I'm not even sure whether I would get mad or be thankful that they did not tell me. I had too much on my plate already.

Suddenly I was hoisted up by a wide-eyed Cavill. It was evident that he was scared that I heard his conversation with Karill and too bad, I did.

"Aurora?" he questions, "What are you doing here? I thought you already went to bed,"

I rolled my eyes. "Cut the crap out, Cavill. What are you hiding from me and why the heck do the two of you know who Freya is?"

"Y-You heard our conversation?" he stuttered, looking extremely nervous whereas Karill, on the other hand, looked amused.

I fisted my hands. "Yes, and if you don't mind, I would want some explanation. I want to know who you really guys are, and why do you know who Freya is,"

"Aurora... I'll tell you, but not today-" he was again stopped by Karill. She faced him with a grim expression.

"You need to tell her Cavill, so she can start the training. Stop risking her life by keeping her in the dark," Karill countered him.

Cavill shook his head and sighed. "We know who you are, we know alot of things about you and I am sorry if you would get angry at me,"

"Wha- How?" I was now confused. How did they know me? Did they know about Meredith? or that she is an enchantress? Unless...Oh god, please no.

"You got it right Aurora," Karill said. She was looking at me pretty seriously.

"We have the element of the Wind and Fire,"

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