Current world and boring life

In the world, there is no such thing as a perfect life. People just hope to live their own dreams and just ....live. But since I was a child I always felt different. Like I didn't belong here. So I just let the life go on, without much care. Thinking that is it.

But one-day things changed.

'Mom, I hope you will have a nice time with dad'I sad to my mother and gave hug to dad. Yep, we live in Europe and we like to show our affections that way. They prepared to go on vacation and visit my daughter that lives in another country. After I divorced my husband I moved back to my parents home. I knowwwwwww,its ridiculous but it happened and now I just live here and work not far from here. They are going on vacation to travel through Europe and I will finally be alone at home. For me, that is a vacation as well. They wanted me to go with them and even imagining that made me feel at loss. I just wanted some me time.

'Dad watch over mom her knee was hurting her last night and she is a bit nervous to fly in the plane'I said to dad.'Don't worry. We are not children. Please find a boyfriend while we are not around you are starting to act like you are our mother and not our child!!'he asked me with pleading eyes.

I stared at him while mom was nodding her head.'You definitely need a man in your life. It's not like Joseph is the only man in this world. Just forget him.'she said sighing.'Mom...'I tried to say something but she just waved her had and winked at me.'You definitely need a man...hehehehe'.

Dad started coughing and urged her to get into the waiting cab.

I waved at them and then went back home. The house is European style and I like all the accommodations in it. Like all electric appliances and running water that didn't exist in olden times. When I even think about not to be able to take a hot bath and just put all my clothes in the washing machine and not washing it with hands I felt so happy. Yep.

I volunteer a lot and I met so many people that lived without it all and still didn't complain. I wish I had such a strong will.

Slowly getting into the house that felt a bit empty without those two big children. I finally felt that a quiet house has indeed healing effects.

First thing I did, turning loud heavy metal music. I need some beats that will make me lose all those loose ends in my life. After listening to it I turned music to the light instrumental music and sat down into my room.

'Cora, get your grip together and enjoy' I started whispering to myself like a crazy woman. Realizing what I said I started laughing and called my daughter. 'Chichi, my little bird, your grandparents are on their way there' I said to her phone secretary. When she works she turns her phone off, what makes no sense, what if something happens...sigh.

Oh well.Making my fav dish, meat. Yes, I am overweight-meat-eater so what, I tell that to myself and everyone but I know I just deny the fact that I overdid it. A lot! Whatever, if I die then it's the end of the road.

But things for me, of course, can't go smooth.

After I made a dish, went up to my room with full hands of food and drinks and wanted to watch some drama while eating. Am I the only one who binge look 50+ ep dramas in one go?

Went into my room, sat at the table, opened my laptop and when I was about to start watching the drama I heard a strange noise. I got goosebumps all over my body.

It was mid of day, I and my cats alone at home and I had that strange feeling in my neck like someone is staring at me...C'mon...I turned my head around and saw something that could come only out some movies or books. You gotta be kidding me! What the hell???