Anger 2

However, Cloud's smile immediately faded when he saw another figure standing in the doorway, staring at Cloud with gratitude, it was hard to see Cloud opening his eyes.

Cloud realized Sain didn't care about him anymore. He had left Cloud just then when Cloud needed him. For some reason, it made Cloud's chest uncomfortable, and it hurt differently.

"Faiz? What are you doing here?"

Faiz falls into his scope. Making Cloud's brows furrow in confusion, why Faiz?

Where is Sain now?

Did he not care about his anymore?

Cloud glanced at Faiz who smiled widely and walked closer to Cloud. He pulled a chair to Cloud's bedside and placed the package he was holding on to the table.

"Where's Riksa?"

Cloud suddenly asked, to ease his mind which had been forked with bad things accompanying it. He looked at Faiz pleading for him to tell Awan what happened to get him here.

"You're asking that bastard?" Faiz suddenly got angry he got up from his seat looking curiously at Cloud for the answer.

Cloud is not happy with Faiz insulting Sain like this, Sain is innocent. It is Awan who is at fault here because he disobeys Sain's words. However, Sain should be here with Cloud and ready to punish him, but where is he now?

Cloud needed Sain at least to keep him sane. Cloud raised his voice again and asked, "Where is Sain?"

Faiz threw himself back on the soft chair beside the bed. Cloud sat down, he seemed to take a deep breath and looked at Cloud with an expression that Cloud couldn't read.

"You know what he's doing, listen to me carefully. He went out of school leaving you lying on the corridor floor just like that. I don't know what was going through his head, I knew you should have stayed away from him from the start. He was just using you, Cloud. ." Faiz spoke quickly and passionately.

Cloud shook his head quickly, disapproving. He then replied to Faiz quickly. "He definitely wouldn't do something like that. Riksa must be doing something more important than me. He probably already knew nothing would happen to me so he reluctantly left."

Faiz snorted, he leaned back in his chair. "Your positive thoughts on Sain are not true, Awan. You have to stop him. Think about what he did before, and ask yourself Awan why did he leave you passed out in the middle of the school corridor alone until I found you lying in pain. That means he doesn't care. "

Cloud didn't have to think hard about it, he knew what really happened and maybe it was only natural why Sain left him alone.

Cloud sighed and massaged his forehead. "He must be very angry with me because I spoke to Lia."

Faiz raised his eyebrows in confusion. "Lia here?"

"Yeah, he and Langit have found their way in here."

"The sky is here too?" Faiz asked confused.

"No, he didn't. Maybe something was getting in his way."

"Okay come back, why is Sain angry just you talking to your friend?"

This cloud of hate when Faiz brought it up again. Cloud finally chose to be honest and told Faiz. "Riksa said I shouldn't touch and be touched by anyone, if I did he would punish me and I did it unconsciously. Riksa must be very angry. I'm very sorry."

Faiz growled next to him, his eyes blazing with anger that Cloud knew wasn't on him. "Insolent, to see you here alone in pain. While he's having fun going out of school with another woman."

"What?"

The shadow of Sain saying sweet things swirled in Cloud's head. Not that Cloud should be happy with Sain returning to normal, but in fact, his heart was broken.

..

"You love me?" Sain asked bringing Cloud's attention to lifting his eyes to look at Sain's black eyes that sparkled and those red lips that smiled.

Cloud's heartbeat was constant as he looked at Sain waiting for his answer, he pulled his lower lip between his teeth.

Cloud gasped when Sain's warm fingers touched his lips unraveling Cloud's bite on his lips. Sain's finger rubbed the surface of the lips until Sain put his fingers into Cloud's mouth. The cloud groaned and sucked it in.

"I love you," Sain said softly on his neck.

..

"Something too much about you, it's beauty. Maybe it's unrelated, but I want you to know that I'm addicted."

Cloud's face was even hotter until he felt like he was burning all over his body with Sain's words. "Addicted?"

"Yes. To you, Awan and I refuse to be rehabilitated at any time."

..

A blinking cloud shattered his memory of Sain, his chest ached differently. He bit the inside of his cheek to turn his focus back to Faiz who was shaking his arm.

"Are you alright?" Faiz asked in a worried tone.

Cloud smiled faintly and replied with a curt nod.

"About Science?"

Cloud's mouth twitched as Faiz again asked him many questions. Cloud was proud of himself now that his body remained calm like this. Cloud then asked by hiding his lie, "What's wrong with Sain?"

Faiz chuckled displeased. "You know what I mean."

Cloud took a deep breath, "I'm glad he's back to normal."

That's all Awan could say he had suppressed all his feelings in his heart about how disappointed and hurt he was for Sain. He did expect Sain to return to normal by being with women, but it didn't start like this.

Cloud somehow revived when Faiz said that Sain was using him. Maybe Faiz was right. Which person could love the Clouds? It's unrealistic for Awan to say that Sain loves him very much, while the two of them just revolve around the bed.

They were still struggling with each other's thoughts. Until the Clouds broke the silence between them. "What did the doctor say about me?"

Faiz lifted his face, he sighed heavily, and said, "I didn't pay much attention to what the doctor said, you must be tired and thinking too much."

"I want to go home now." Cloud grimaced at the word 'go home' that escaped his lips. He now had nowhere else to go.

"You haven't, should stay here for a while."

However, Cloud shook his head he was afraid that he would not be able to pay the hospital fees later. "Let me go home. I'm fine."

Faiz seemed to consider it for a while and in the end, he nodded in agreement. "Fine, I'll take you home."

Cloud quickly shook his head and became panicked. "No, I can do it myself. You better head straight home."

"Is there something you're hiding?"