Chapter 1 - I Thought I Was Straight

I woke up on the cold wooden floor of what looked like a bedroom. I was up against a wall but I wasn't all that cold. I was confused, stunned even since my arms were cold but my torso and legs weren't. As I looked down at my torso I was a body on mine, a body with curly blonde hair, a blue dress.

Wait… Was I drunk last night? I thought to myself as I continued looking down. I could tell this wasn't my room, was it hers? I heard footsteps coming up a staircase. The door creaked as it opened to reveal my older brother who was eighteen whilst I was sixteen, he moved out around five months ago.

Was I at his house?! I had so many questions and wanted answers but for now I had to figure out whose house this was "Wow Clover I didn't really think you'd make out with her!" Wait make out. Did we make out?! I couldn't remember anything "Huh?" Is all I could manage to say with a tired voice "Shit, Clover I told you not to drink too much!" He said leaving the room. Shit, mum is going to kill me. I thought not only because I drank without her permission but also because I kissed a girl.

She's always hated same sex relationships so I thought that was how it was meant to be so I stayed straight until now. "Oh I see you're already awake" She paused "doll" The girl on my lap said with a slight giggle, she had now woken up and did she just call me doll "Uhm this is going to sound really rude but I don't know your name" I said hoping she wouldn't care "Doll, it's fine but please just call me Willow" She said now sitting on my lap. She looked pretty even with her hair a bit messy. I could already feel myself blushing, I had never been in a position like this before.

"So do you remember anything from last night?" I asked her since I didn't remember anything "Mhm" She said. Putting her finger on my lips "I remember how you kept asking for more, I remember your friends cheering from downstairs in the living room, I remember your hands on my waist" I stopped her there "Did we do anything else then kissing" I ask kind of worried "Nope only kissing"

She said reassuring me that nothing else happened "Let's go downstairs I have a bit of a headache" I told her and she came with me "Hey lovers" My brother teased "Shut up" I told him "I mean we could be lovers" Willow said with a small smirk as she pinned me to the wall near the kitchen. I blushed a bit as she did "Can I have my pain relief first" I asked, practically pouting. "Okay anything for you, doll" She said again letting me out of her caging arms.

I went to the kitchen and got some water and pain relief whilst Willow stood up against the wall. I took the pain relief and Xein (My brother) offered to take me back home "Can Willow come too?" I asked tiredly "Fine but don't tell mum" I nodded and got in the back seat with Willow and laid my head on her shoulder. Around fifteen minutes later we arrived home "Bye love birds" Xein said from the car waving us goodbye, I could only wave back.

We walked in and saw my mum on the lounge. "Hey mum" I said. I could tell she was smoking again. I sighed as me and Willow got upstairs to my room. We sat on my bed and watched videos on her phone for a bit. Later after watching a few videos I looked at her, admiring her beauty "Fuck you're beautiful" I whispered under my breath hping she didn't hear me "What was that doll?" She said, looking at me.

I looked away and blushed a bit. She put her finger under my chin and made me face her, I knew she could see my blush because of her smirk plastered on her face "Look who's blushing" She said as she put her lips to mine. I didn't care at this point, I kissed her back not letting it escalate.

Soon enough we were both out of breath and stopped "You are an amazing kisser, Willow" I said to her "Thank you, doll" She kissed me once more before pulling out her phone.

I got out my laptop and decided to put on a movie "May I watch with you?" Willow asked. I obviously said yes and placed the laptop in front of us and we started watching a movie. Since Willow was the guest I let her pick, she picked a movie called "A Star is Born". As we were watching it I am sure Willow was tearing up because I was as well "Why'd you pick such a sad movie?" I laughed a bit at the end since I asked her sarcastically.

"I don't know, Clover. It just seemed like a good movie" Willow said. I stopped the movie and looked at her "Something wrong?" Willow asked "Nope" I paused "Just admiring your beauty" I said before putting my finger under her chin to make her look at me "Oh come here you tease" Willow said right before she kissed me.

I closed my eyes and let her take over. This was different, I had never felt like this. I could only describe it as an intense love. She continued kissing me passionately until we were out of breath, she was amazing at kissing. I loved her so much she had become my world. I didn't love her for her kissing skills though. I loved her personality.

We were both panting after the kiss. I was shocked that she was out of breath because any other time we kissed she would have enough breath for at least ten minutes. "Wow you ran out of breath quicker than usual" I said with a small giggle at the end "Wanna test that?" She said sharply.

Hooking a finger under my chin and pulling my face close to hers. She kissed my jaw line instead of my lips, I closed my eyes and let her continue "Where'd you learn this" I asked and got no response, only more kissing until she was at the bottom of my jawline. She bought her lips back to mine and kissed me more.

I pulled away from her and hugged her with my head in the crook of her neck. "Is my doll tired?" Willow asked "Mhm" I said with my head still in the crook of her neck. We aren't even dating but I think I'm falling for her. She's just so amazing and I don't want to be just friends, I want to be more than that.

I bring my head up and look at the clock on my wall and see it's already eight-thirty "Love it's eight-thirty shouldn't we head to bed? I asked her and she just looked at me "Only if we can kiss just once more" I rolled my eyes with a small smirk and brought my lips to hers.

"Better?" I said after I had taken my lips away. She giggled "Yeah" She said laying down with me on my bed and cuddling me. Around an hour later I heard a ping noise coming from my phone "Oi clover I'm throwing another party tomorrow wanna come over?" It was a text from my brother I replied "Sure I'll bring Willow" I texted back and put my phone down to sleep.

I woke up eleven hours later and checked the time to see it was nine-thirty. I put my hand on Willow's shoulder and shook her a bit "Get up sleepy head or I'll lay on you" I said she only mumbled something "five more minutes" she said tired "get up" I said shaking her. Ten seconds later after shaking she got up and pinned me to the headboard of my bed "C'mon my brother invited us to a party and I wanna go" I said tired and trying to convince her.

"Fine" She said getting off me. I decided to wear a black sparkly dress with a cut in the side to show off my thigh, and to go along with it I got a back purse and black make-up. Willow got dressed into her dress she wore yesterday and I let her use some blue make-up I hadn't used before "Wow, doll. You look as hot as fire" Willow said and I blushed, She put her face up to mine and kissed me. We closed our eyes and let our lips connect with each other. After five minutes we stopped kissing and fixed our make-up before we left.

We walked out to my car since I hadn't driven it to the other party. We eventually got to the party and went inside. "Hey dork," I said to my brother as we walked in. I looked around and saw there weren't as many people there as the last party but I didn't care, that just meant there weren't many people this time. "Let's play spin the bottle!" Xein yelled out.

Everyone came into the living room "But there's a twist!" He called out "If you don't want to kiss the chosen person you must take a shot of alcohol" I liked that rule "Okay I'll start" Willow said from across the room, she spun the bottle and it started slowing down. Once it came to a stop it landed on me. "What's it gonna be, Clover, take a shot or kiss Willow?" I didn't need to even think before I signaled for Willow to come over to me.

I brought her face to mine and put my lips on hers, I could hear everyone cheering for us.