Disappointment

Natasha walked out the front door into the driveway, she knew that she was not going to get a taxi anywhere near since she was still in the estate, she walked out of the driveway.

Today was the beautiful day, the sun was shining brightly, there were no clouds in the sky, and the trees and grass looked very fresh and green, today was a perfect Saturday morning in Summer.

Natasha sighed, it felt good for her to go outside for a change, and just relax and do something else, she had not been outside since she had been reborn, it felt a bit weird to be walking again, if she had any doubts that she was not reborn and still dead, well this would have been more than enough to settle all her doubts.

She could feel the Sun's warm heat on her face, the little breeze as she walked, the light from the sun into her eyes, she could feel every single thing and it just felt so good.

The Estate was relatively quiet today, there were no people walking on the streets, Natasha could not hear anything as she walked by the other houses, that was one of the reasons that she liked this place, it was just simply quiet.

Natasha walked to the estate gate, for a very beautiful estate it sure did not have a lot of security, the guardhouse was empty, she could not see anyone inside there, and the gate was left shut.

She counted it lucky that she had taken her keys with her today, Natasha reached into her pocket and she brought out her keys, she pressed a little button on the and the gate opened for her.

Natasha walked out the estate and the gate closed behind her, she was currently in the middle of nowhere close to where she wanted to go.

The Estate was in the outskirts of the city and hence why it was so quiet here, Natasha knew that taxi's rarely passed by here, which was why she knew that she could not walk all the way to the city.

She could not believe that she had not thought this through, in her past life, she had always taken one of her husband's cars whether he liked it or not, just to show how stubborn she was, and that she was still his wife anyway.

But she did not want to do something as stupid as that this time, and hence why she was going to draw a line, a huge one between that man and her, because of him she was so stupid and she ended up dying.

"Maybe I should call a taxi??" asked Natasha to herself as she brought out her phone.

She did not know what to do, she had not taken public transport in a long time, so she googled, where to find a taxi, and some websites came up, she called one of the numbers of the website.

"Yes Hello" she said as she heard a voice on the other line.

"Hello how may I help you?" asked the voice of the woman on the other side.

"I need a taxi" said Natasha.

"Okay, you will be sent one right now ma'am" said the woman.

"May I know where the taxi will pick you up?" she asked.

"Yes, In Peaceful Meadows, the estate" said Natasha.

"Alright then ma'am, your taxi should be there in a few minutes" replied the woman.

"Okay, Thank you" said Natasha as the woman cut the call.

A few minutes later a yellow taxi pulls up to the estate gate.

"Hello Miss, did you call for a taxi?" asked the man as he wind down the window.

"Yes I did" said Natasha.

"Get in then" said the man.

Natasha opened the back door and she sat in the taxi.

"May I know where you are going Miss?" asked the Taxi man as he started driving.

"To this address" said Natasha as she gave the Taxi man a little piece of paper.

"Well alright then" said the Taxi man as he drove to the address.

Natasha had decided that she needed something to do for herself, something that would keep her busy, the main reason for her death in her last life was idleness, she was so idle, that she let every single thought come into her heart.

She would make up stupid, crazy plans to tie down a man that does not even love her, and most of all she neglected the people who actually loved her most, she was a bad mother, she never spent time with Joy, the only thing on her mind at that time was how to get her husband back.

And it ended up costing her, her life, which was why she promised herself that she was not going to do that again, she was not going to be stupid, never again would she allow herself to stoop so low.

Now that she thought about it, she was sure that she had developed an obsessive disorder, it was not love that she felt, rather it was obsession, an obsession that would born out of grief, of everyone not believing her.

She had decided to get something doing for herself, she knew that the more she thought about it the worse she would become, so she started researching on things that she could do.

So she happened to see an ad online for a new company which was trying to recruit board members, so she was going there right now, to see what she could do.

"We are here Miss" said the Taxi driver as he snapped Natasha out of her thoughts.

"Oh Thank you" said Natasha as she looked out the window.

"Here is your money" she said as she gave him his pay.

"Thank you" he said as Natasha got out of the car and he drove away.

The city was bustling, everyone was busy going their own way, there were noises of car honks, and everywhere just looked packed, this was just way much more different than the Peaceful Estate.

Natasha was dropped right in front of the place she was going too, she just walked inside.

She saw a lady sitting at the front desk.

"Hello" said Natasha.

"Hello ma'am, may I help you?" asked the woman at the front desk.

"Yes, I am here for the recruitment of board members, I saw the add online" said Natasha.

"May I know your name?" asked the lady.

"Natasha White" she said.

"Oh ummm" said the lady as she seemed to type something on the computer in front of her.

"I am sorry to say ma'am, but the add was closed" said the woman.

"And you could not think to notify those who applied?" asked Natasha.

"We are sorry, that is out fault" said the lady.

"I am sorry for the disappointment" she said.

Natasha sighed, this was much more than a disappointment, it was an utter water of her time, she had come here to do something important and yet here they were telling her that they closed their ad, what a way to run a business, she said to herself.

"It's alright" she said as she sighed, she did not want to waste anymore of her precious time over here.

"I hope you enjoy your day" said the woman at the front desk.

"It is already ruined thanks to you" said Natasha to herself as she walked away.