Hold back
#Chapter5 Hold back
i woke up to kyungsoo moving in my arms. i grunted opening my eyes just a little to see his back facing me .
smiling slightly i pulled the blankets up and pull him closer again but he only groaned at my action so i stopped, being more awake now .
/"kyungsoo ?/"
he groaned again this time it was closer to a whimper and i sat up this time /"nugget ? you ok ?/"
i got closer to him resting my hand on his upper arm and turn him slightly only to see him holding his stomach and squeezing his eyes, a few tears rolling down his temple.
/"what ? ...whats wrong ?/"he only whimperd opening his eyes slightly .
but i was freaking out . i couldnt sense his pain anymore so i dont know how painful it was for him i didnt even know he was in pain!
i quieckly stood up rushing to the bathroom for anything that could help but before i could even start searching i heard him chocking and coughing .
rushing back to the bedroom my eyes widen as i saw him puking on the bed and the ground as he was still clutching his stomach . the puke dripping from the bed .
sh sh its ok /"i whisperd to him rubbing his arm in comfort as he kept chocking out air probably because there was nothing else left.
/"its ok /"tears escaped his eyes as he cough and gasped for air . once the last bits were out of him .
come on /"i pulled him up still panicing but forcing myself to act calm .gently i picked him up carrying him quieckly in bridal style towards the bathroom . unfortunatly did he puke over my chest and arms before we could reach the toilet .
he grabbed onto the edges of the toilet throwing up everything his stomach had left . heartbreaking cries left him as one hand was clutching his stomach and i pulled my soaked shirt off trying to comfort him with my hand rubbing over his back .
its ok calm down .. shh i'm here/"i whisperd to him . as his breaths were now heavy and he cried between gasping for air .
yah whats happening ?/"i spun my head to the door seeing my pack peeking in and seeing us .kyungsoo cried louder and i knew he didnt want to be seen like this so my eyes unconsiously glowed as i gave them a glare
/"OUT ! /"
they instandly obeyed closing the door behind them . and my attention turned back to my him, who was now silently crying holding his stomach .
i didnt care that we were full of puke when i pulled him closer soothing him . i reached out to the bathtub turning it on and letting it fill up while i comforted kyungsoo
when it was filled he had already calmed down a little only taking ragged breath while holding his stomach and fighting sleep .
i smiled weakly at him once his eyes met mine .but he quieckly looked away porbably being emberessed but he doesmt have to be at all .i picked him up once more stepping into the bathtub .
i sat in it with him between my legs his head resting on my chest
as i washed both of us putting the clothes aside in the washing bask behind the thub.
he fell asleep while i shampood his hair. so i just kinda continued massaging his head since he seemed to enjoy it . he looked so precious laying exsposed against me . i couldnt help but move my
eyes downwards to land on his stomach . which he still held with his arms around it as i washed the shampoo off .like an instict to protect our baby which made my heart skip a few beat just at the thought of it .
kissing his head one last time i washed over both of us again as i let the old water sink .and he shifted probably waking up but being to tired to stay awake . i chuckled at that and picked him up grabbing 2 towels from the side. i layed one towel on the bed and placed him down wrapping him up in it before i dried myself. and then moved on to properly dry him and getting us dressed.
when everything was done i got to the room next to ours to continue sleep . i know i should probably change the bed first but i'm kinda tired .. i dont want to change it now . so instead i cuddled kyungsoo to my chest and continued sleeping .acually smiling faintly when i heard his weak voice
/"t-thanks /"
he is in his 4th week now and is already suffering like this
ding dong
i rushed to the door .opening it to meet a girl and a guy standing there holding hands .a couple ?
hey /"the girl spoke first while the guy examed me rather provocating my wolf. as i sensed his growling .
/"my name is krystal ,this is my boyfriend myungsoo /"
myungsoo ...
he decided to open his mouth aswell at that .
/"are you that jogning guy ?/"
jongin ,/"i corrected
/"and yes i am /"
how great /"he answerd annoyed and was about to enter but i growled deeply at him my eyes showing its colour.
he stopped and steped back lowering his head because of his instincs . krystal only showed her own red eyes ..but didnt seem to be threatening me with it just showing her power to disobey the bowing
/"why are you here ?/"
myungsoos head rose and he showed me his shinning blue eyes .
i froze at that . because its been a while since i last seen the eyes of an omega . mainly because you only wear the eyes of an omega when you were born, after you've proven you've proven to be matured enough . you get either the eyes of a beta or the eyes of an alpha depends on youre parents .
/"youre parents sent us /"
my parents ? .. my parents omg i'm an idiot they send them because i should help protect and hide them . How could I forget.
/"right .. sorry ,come in /"i chuckled nervously and krystal smiled at me amused while myungsoo just grabbed her hand pulling her with him inside .while she held the little bump on her stomach .
jongin ? /"I turned my head as i heard kyungsoos quiet voice upstairs
sehun ! kris !/"i called and both of them appeard curious from upstairs . and i realy (didnt) wonder why kris expression was furious and chanyeols amused
/"their our guest so .. show them around or something /"i told them already heading towards the stairs while chanyeol and kris took care of the 2
i enterd the dark room carefully . swollowing as kyungsoos scent hit my nose . its been so much stronger ever since he's .. pregnant. and i'm not the only one who noticed, the others did aswell but they didnt realy ask i think they believed he's sick. well they all exept for kris, he's kinda figured it out since his sister got pregnat in the past but he told me that its better if i'm the one to announce it .and kyungsoo ..
well he has no clue yet .
kyungsoo ?/"
jongin /"my head turned to the bathroom and i saw him standing there looking at himself in the mirror. he looked rather upset .
hey .. you're out of bed.
do you feel better ?/"I smile wrapping my around around his waist from the back as I placed a kiss onto his head .
he turned in my hold and looked up at me with those cute eyes of his as he stroke over his stomach
/"well ..kinda .. but .. i dont know its a weird feeling /"
i rose an eyebrow looking over him removing my hands /"what do you mean ?/"
i dont know .. its like i'm burning but in a good way .from the inside i dont know/"he giggled and i smiled weakly simply because i love the sound of his giggles .
i placed my hand onto his forehead to feel his tempreture and he was still kinda hot .
maby you should lay back down /"i was about to guide him to the bed again when he refused .
i've been laying in bed for way too long jongin i'm gonna take a shower /"he leaned up and kissed my cheek /"you'll join me ofcorse /"this made me chuckle and close the bathroom door .
as i gave the others a sign that i'm showering through our pack bound .
as soon as we got into the shower i couldnt help but always glance at his stomach. i dont know what i expected or am expecting theres just something in me that wants to watch it all the time .
i wonder when we'll get to see a baby bump.
you ok ?/"i looked up into kyungsoos confused eyes and nodded hesitatingly .
he frowned and got even closer to me giving me a slow kiss .
/"whats wrong ? dont tell me you dont feel good because i've just gotten better /"he spoke softly with a smile and i returned it
i'm fine .. i'm a wolf /"
he chuckled wrapping his arms around my shoulder and neck .
that doesnt mean you're invincible /"he got closer to my lips again and i cant help it if he acts in this fucking way i just cant hold back .
i growled lowly connecting our lips right afterwards. as i titled my head to the right to deepen it as he moved his soft hands up through my wet hair .we tasted each others lips along with the water that managed to enter our kisses whenever i titled my head . unconciously he backed up as i pushed closer until his back came in contact with the wall my hands traveld down the skin of his back stoping as his buttcheeks .to gently grabb them and he moaned slightly .
i retreated from the kiss to move to his jaw and neck as i lifted his legs up and he wrapped them around my torso while i steadied him with my hands on his back. listening to his heavy breaths .
he moaned softly when i started motioning the movements of trusting. before he cupped my face again crashing our wet lips together.
i suddenly realized what I was doing and stopped the kiss .he opened his eyes confused and i looked down and gently removed his legs from my torso as he landed softly on his feet . i blinked feeling my wolf protesting .and i knew my eyes were glowing again .
w-whats wrong ?/"he asked me confused and i looked up at him
you're not in the condition for this yet /"i simply replied and he frowned .
jongin, i'm fine you need to stop worrying about this /"
its not just because of this its .. /"should i tell him ? i dont know how he'll react i know he has to know but .. i dont know its not as easy as it sounds .
what do you mean ? i know you're afraid of hurting me jongin bu-/"
/"i have a reason to be afraid kyungsoo !/"i cant believe i yelled at him and with my eyes glowing . he looked at me shocked and i quieckly blinked the glowing away . as i got out of the shower .
he grabbed my hand confused
/"jongin.. hey dont leave now ok i'm sorry /"he apologized but its not his fault hes not suppose to apologize .
no its not- .. dont apologize ok .its just you dont understand ok lets just forget /"with that i slipped my hand out of his and got out of the bathroom with a towel around me .