Another big mistake

"Kill all these bastards" Kristopher instructed as his men started firing. Within few moments everyone was shot and bleeding to their deaths.

everyone but Celine who was surrounded by Kristopher peoples

Kristopher ran towards Jude. He wasted no time in picking her up and rushing her to hospital.

Jude in total had been shot four times which was incredibly life threatening not to forget that she has lost too much blood.

While Jude was inside operating room Kristopher stood outside completely dazed.

He regretted telling jude impulsively that they were over.

what if she leaves him before he could tell her that he didnt mean it.

what if she leaves him before he could tell how much he loved her.

and most importantly

what if she leaves......to somewhere she wouldn't return from?

All of these questions were killing him like crazy but what could he do?

He never believed in God.

The only time he called for God was when he wanted his misery to end but thought he didn't got a response.

Now thinking he was naive and foolish to not see that his wish was granted when he met Jude.

She turned his life around completely.

He found happiness even in his misery. He learned to stand up for himself thanks to Jude which ended half of his misery.

Then Jude accepted him completely ended his misery.

But he let his emotions loose and ruined everything.

After what seemed like eternity but only were just hours the surgeon walked out.

Kristopher couldn't even ask how Jude was. only stared at surgeon with pleading eyes.

"We did what we could. She was shot in 4 places including her stomach and chest which are extremely vulnerable not to forget she lost too much blood. Its best that you prepare yourself. she won't last more than 2 hours."

Kristopher legs lost all their strength as he fell on the floor.

Tears fell uncontrollably.

If only he had never confronted her she wouldn't have lost her shit.

Kristopher thought he was pitiful and barely holding on

while in fact Jude was much worse. living in constant fear and guilt for all these years while constantly being taken away what she worked hard on.

"Please gather yourself. Spend your last time with her."

Pulling out his phone he called Namjoon and told him to bring Derek to the hospital.

Namjoon was worried but agreed without any questions.

Until Derek arrives he decided to see Jude.

Yes he didn't had the courage or the face to face her but he won't let his stupid thoughts run wild.

He lost his face when he told her they were over.

He would rather stoop low than live rest of his life in regrets.

Entering the Operating room he saw Jude looking lifeless.

Her pulses were extremely weak telling that her final moments were close.

Each step he took forward a huge part of his world and heart fell apart.

He caused all of this.

Jude was a rational person but even a rational person can loose their shits.

Life is hard for everyone. Who was he to blame her when she suffered equal as him.

"Jude!"

No response, no movement.

"PLEASE!" He was desperate

Desperate for her to wake up.

He wanted to tell her that they weren't over.

they would never be over.

They would be forever.

If he can't be with her here then he might as well follow her.

He still had his gun with him which was loaded.

Pulling it out he pointed it towards himself. He didn't hesitate neither had second thoughts but just before he could pull the trigger the rooms door opened and Kristopher realized that he was about to make another big mistake.