A kiss to my forbidden love : My Magnet
" He is sunshine, I was midnight rain " Just like that we were , and we met . For me he was the sun in that gloomy town , he lightened up that dry empty desert and made it the home I wanna go back all the way for . He leaned closer from my ear and whispered " I want you , I want you in the sweet old traditional way , and not the way that breaks your heart and cause you pain...wait for me " I always admired my space and feared to be close from anyone , anything, until he showed up and made me want him so close , until ....Fate started to throw arches of "why we can't be together even if we are for eachother" on us , just to push the magnet that pulled us together away . He said "call my name and I will be right to your face , just Call out my name Reena " We were two lovers , in a gloomy reality were fantasy can't take over and reality is all that slaps you .
A New Plan ?
...maybe I envy her more because she could have it easy with him if they like each other , while I'm on the other side and my jinx in love Can't.
Nadeen held both my hands in hers gently and looked at me with her soft gaze and said :
_ it's not your fault ! and neither his ....I don't believe anything from what you said about him liking her is real .Well , I don't know about her , but as for him ? if he liked her they would've been together and not ask her to open a group and show interest in you !! she was Infront of him this whole time , and as you said it is easier with her ...so if he wanted her ? don't you think they would've been together by now ?!
I sighed thinking through all that she said , and honestly..it makes sense .
_ I am always impressed by how you can turn negative thoughts and situations into positive ones , you never fail to impress me with your wisdom !
she smiled back at me and her gaze changed into her intense eyes which I know have calrazy thoughts :
_ Now look at me ...you are gonna go back home , and visit him at his work place today !! you will look at him and smile , then go to him and explain to him what happened so he doesn't misunderstand ...alright !?
I cracked up laughing at her hilariousness, and said :
_ I can hear you clearly Nadeen but there's noway I'm doing the last two parts okay !! I might go and maaaaybe ! maybe I'll smile at him ...but there's noway I'll talk to him . You crazy really want me to do that in his workplace where my brother works still too ?
_ I mean they have different shifts right ? so it's safe .
_ How about cameras !?
_ what about them now !? you think everyone is busy watching your dramas ?
_ n...nope !?
_ nope you idiot . Now ...agreed !?
_ sure but only the first part okay ! I'll see him and from his reaction to my presence we will see what to do next , okay ?
_ Okay , deal !
we finished our conversations, and took many pictures and selfies to post on our Ig accounts for later , and then each left for our homes .