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I had many questions about my life. Seeing how everybody in my hood enjoyed life to the fullest, their bright smiles alarming my questions about who exactly I was. Was I born to only see the fancy life from afar? Who damn cares about my thoughts. Who shall ever care about my being. Why does it feel I do not exist to the outside.

Trapped in my hood couldn't feel the heat anymore. Why does life laugh at me?.

Many unaswerable questions running in my heard. Who would come to my aid in this lowest point of my life. I guess nobody. What can I even offer to this so called earth? Other than my tears of grief, when will all this be better for be is it when I kick the bucket?. I looked above in search of the Messiah they say. I know i am not your precious jewel, I can never do anything right. If you hear me. Help me realize my worth.

What gracious time it was. Waking up felt like I was in another strand of life. I had never felt so much alive. It was a brand new life.