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My name is luan and this is my story... one day I came back to the apartment and saw my roommate Kate drunk when I walked in I closed the door behind me then Kate got up from the couch then pinned me against the wall I could smell alcohol in her breath she was so close I could feel her hot breath on my face and that made me nervous I could feel her arms around my waist she pulled my body closer to hers, I could feel her warm hands cupping my face she started kissing me I didn't want it but I did I kissed her back I tried pushing away but that only seemed to make her more desperate. She pushed me onto the floor and started kissing me again; this time there was less passion and more lust it was rough and aggressive she was pulling at my shirt; she pushed me down and straddled my lap; we both were breathing heavily and I thought about how bad this was it was way too soon for me to be doing this with Kate I was barely a year older than her, but it felt like I already knew her better than anyone else ever had, and now I'm fucking Kate Lee! "I'm sorry I just couldn't resist" She smiled as she looked into my eyes; she took my hand and placed it on her breasts; her nipple was hard and peaked through her shirt. "Luan you should have been careful! It's only my first time after all" She laughed as she pulled her shirt off over her head, and grabbed my hand, and pressed it against her bare chest; she moaned as she felt the cold of my fingers against her heated flesh. I slowly slid the fabric of her shorts down her legs and underwear until they were gone. Lu, I'm in love with you. I couldn't help but feel embarrassed; maybe she didn't mean what she said. I mean, she was drunk after all. Kate, I need to stop your clearly drunk, and well you should get some sleep, ok fine. Kate changed into her pajamas and I quickly ran out of the room, my face as red as a tomato. I needed to calm myself down but I realized I wasn't wearing any clothes, so I went and went to put some on. I put on my hoody and some sweatpants and went out for a walk. I walked the whole block and what Kate said resonated in my head the words Lu I'm in love with you kept playing through my head repeatedly until I walked until the words got out of my head and then I went back to the door it was

3:00 am I was lucky it was the summertime otherwise I would have been a zombie I went back to the apartment and I cleaned up the beer bottles that were on the floor and I threw them away and took out the trash and headed to bed.