chapter fourteen

Clara nodded "what's happening to me", she pulled back "what's it"I shook my head "I don't know"as I cleaned my tears "is it about Noah" and I bit my lip "ok.. how do u feel"I shrugged "I wanna cry"and she rolled her eyes "the real reason u wanna cry"I sighed "it just hurts"and she nodded "what hurts?"I sniffed "my her"and she nodded "I asked u this before.. now I'll do it again "do u love sir Noah"I cleaned my tears "how can I love him he's not my family"she slapped her head "what do u feel for him"I thought it out "well.. happy, flustered, nervous,cared for"and she smiled and nodded "how about the sex stuff"I blinked and sighed "I didn't like it"she nodded "do u ever want ur family sad"I sat up and shook my head "princess the love u feel for Noah and ur family is same.. just that um.. Noah's more intense like u can't hide it,u can't help it, u can't stop the jealousy.. just like with Sara" I looked at her "I'll tell u bout it "and I nodded "but I thought we choose people we love"and she laughed "girl..it just happens"and I nodded "well I should have known at least and she laughed "how?..u think like a rock"and I slapped her arm "so..what got u crying"and I sighed "I was kinda..well jealous so I talked about Alicia he got angry and put me in my place"she shrugged "maybe it wasn't a good time for Alicia"I scoffed "he defended her"and I rolled my eyes "do u think he likes me"I asked "well..he treats u differently from us"and I sighed "can u love someone and the don't love u back"and she nodded "very possible" I sighed heavily "so Sara.. what's up"she laughed "girls.. jealous you've been flirting with her man"and I was taken aback "what .who when"I asked "she's got a crush on Gideon.for so long.. she plays bad bitch u got her jealous"I shook my head "he's just a friend"and she nodded "she thinks he loves u..if u we're in her shoes you'd Know"I nodded "I Know that feeling"we turned to Gideon "whoa.. what's up"and we shrugged

He sat down and raised brows at us "y are u two suddenly quite..I swear u two were talking"we shrugged "I left some ice cream for you"and I nodded "Gideon..I was curious..u Know.. wanna ask a question"he nodded and got up as he removed a bottle water as he uncocked it,he sat down "yes princess"I cleared my throat "do u like me"he laughed "we all like u.. what kind of questions that"I rolled my eyes "do u love me.. like feelings other than friends"he drank his water as he stared at us,I looked at Clara and she nodded "that's absurd..I only like u like a Friend..I can't even think of love..u..no"he shuddered like it was some kind of creepy stuff,I slapped his arm "no.. princess I don't love you.. don't think it ever"and I nodded "but..do u like someone in the house"I asked he stared at us "no.. nobody"I raised a brow at him "are u gay.perhaps"he stood up "Jesus..what the hell is going through ur mind"I looked at Clara who stiffled a laugh "ok..but u like someone right"he sighed and looked away,I crossed my fingers waiting for answer "yes..y are u asking all this"he asked all shy and cute that I smiled "who is she"he cleaned his mouth and sat down staring at us "I swear..if u laugh..it ain't ending well"and I nodded,he sighed "it's Sara..and I freak out each time,I try to tell to tell her..and she doesn't even like me, she's always up at me"I rubbed my neck as I held the laugh,but Clara went out laughing making me join her"oh..common"and I stopped "oh..my boy..u two are funny..u don't have the balls to tell her and she can't make the first move and u like each other..and she's jealous of ur closeness with katalyna..and it turns out u two feel the same.. pls I gotta laugh"Clara continued and I pursed my lips "Sara likes..me"and I nodded "u guys ain't joking with me right"and I nodded "hey guys.."and we nodded at Josh "what's making my lady happy"as they kissed "Sara's still suckin"an she nodded "I'm here"and we looked at her and Clara laughed.

(Three days ago)

"I tried to stop her"I scoffed and entered my office "even u are not exempted from the rules"my eyes landed on her sprawled on my table I n a pink pant and bra,I cleared my throat as I closed the door,she got up and walked towards me "hi honey"she said in a seductive low voice as she loosen the straps to her bra, leaving her bate chest opened,she bit her lip as she unbotoned my shirt "I missed u" she pulled down my shirt throwing it away she trailed the lines of my pants and I held her hand from going further,she looked up and smiled as she rolled her eyes and pushed my hand away "u want this.."she claimed my lips and darn she knew how to navigate,I held her face as I dominated,she moaned as we moved back,she hit the desk,I grabbed her ass putting her on the table as I danced in her mouth,she moaned as she zipped down my pants, suddenly it felt like I was doing something very bad,I slowed down and stopped,she smiled as she started rubbing on my dick,I moved back as I licked my lips "what's wrong"she asked noticing my mood "I'm not in the mood"she got up "what's that supposed to mean"I shrugged and sat down in my swivel chair "look..i didn't come here for u to tell me u are not in the mood"she yelled "I don't like ur peach lipstick"I said picking my pen "are u trying to annoy me cus it's working.. Noah I need u.. why do u act this way" I sighed "I don't need to explain y I'm acting"she slammed the table "darn it..I'm ur fuckin girlfriend not ur sister.. I'm here begging to u to fuck me but even the wall is more turned on than u"i dropped the pen "then go fuck the wall"I yelled, tears dropped from her eyes "u shouldn't come here if ur not asked to..u should give urself space"I said gently "or.. give u space..tell me who is she"I slammed the table "don't bring that darn topic"I yelled "ok..ok.. I'm sorry.. sorry for accusing you"I nodded and sat down,the next few minutes she got dressed "I'm going now.."and bang

Gone..