The Beginning of the End

"Yu…san, isn't?"

He nodded to my words in response.

"Congratulations for destroying the plot, Ao-kun!"

"Haha"

I laughed timidly.

"Don't worry, I know that you have many questions to ask me so I'm gonna let you start first."

Since he said that, I immediately asked a common question in this situation.

"Where am I?"

"We're in your own mind."

His immediate answer cause me off guard to make a shocking expression because this was something I couldn't believe. I slap myself earlier but I am still not able to wake up.

Also, if we're truly in my mind then how did he get in? but thinking about these can't answer me so I asked him and he said, "This is a mind space. A space where reality itself isn't a reality but also the reality."

My mind suddenly stops thinking. This kind of information can't comprehend by my mind about the deep meaning of it.

I understand… a bit, on how this place in my mind is a reality and also not reality but also the reality of my reality.

Seriously, this kind of thing really confused my small brain. I might have high grades but that is because of my power and not my own capability.

Well, not completely. I only learn something if I take interest in it so I much learn physical activities like martial arts techniques and some useless theoretical things like how to assassinate someone using chemicals or natural disasters but this doesn't matter at this moment.

I decided not to think about it because I fear that my brain will truly break if I continue to pursue the clear answer.

Moving on to that, I immediately said my next question.

"You know that it's my own selfishness to destroy the plot, how?"

"Well, that is something I can't answer for now. I'm sorry."

From his sorry expression while bowing his head, makes me think that there is a big secret in it so I didn't push him and continue my next question.

However, as I was to say my next question, this space suddenly shake like an earthquake.

I panicked inwardly but since I can see him very calm, I try to take a deep breath and calm myself.

However, instead of continuing my words to say my next question, this time, he abrupts my words by saying, "I'm sorry but it seems that my time is near to end. I wanted to continue this exchange of words but the world is rejecting my existence. But you need to keep in mind that destroying a plot means that you are freeing the world in the control of fate but in exchange, you need to shoulder this world. When the time you die again, you will become the god of this world and as the god, all the emotions will be your fuel. However, if you don't want to shoulder this world, you have another choice. I will help you to devour this world and go to higher records but you will shoulder the endless mission to destroy the romance plots of all fiction records. So what's your decision? If you can't decide right now, then your dream will not come true because…"

His body started to slowly get wither. Many emotions start to swell up in my mind and body but before I answer him, I force myself to ask my last question.

"What would happen to all the people I come to love? Will they die after I devour this world?"

"Unfortunately, yes. However, in the grand scheme, you can meet them again but this time, with your fragments."

Huh? What? Did I learn something important? However, when I was about to ask another question, he interrupt me by saying, "You can see my body is almost withered and only up to my shoulder still exist so please state your answer!"

"Okay! okay! I agree."

"Good."

And suddenly my mind goes blank after that.

…

I don't know what happened next but after waking up. I saw myself floating around in this abbys-like dark space.

While moving around in this space, I recall my memories with my girlfriends. I've been floating this place for over, 1, 2, 5? or maybe even 10 years. I couldn't recall because I stop counting when the 7th year starts.

But in those years, my happy memories with my girlfriends give me some motivation to continue my life.

In the first place, why did I agree? Is it because of my dream? Now that I think about it, it is.

In the first place, this dream of mine was very childish. Something you can commonly think of whenever you watch Isekai animes but that didn't stop there. When I start to read or find it more enjoyable to read fanfiction anime and comics novels something awakes in me.

At first, I find it funny whenever I see myself become the protagonist in those fanfiction however when depression starts to invade my mind and body. Instead of seeing those fanfic novels as a hobby, I see them as my world.

Seriously, I can't remember why I'm depressed at that moment but I can still remember how it feels and how my dream woke up. It is a silly thing but this is something I couldn't change so, instead, I mull and blame myself for over another uncountable year until I forgot those feelings.

But after returning to my senses, I immediately remember what pushed me into this scenario.

I, Kirisaki Ao, have a dream. I held that since I come to the world of Nisekoi. And that dream is to have a harem on everything that I read and watch either manga, novels, or anime. Anything that I enjoy.

While thinking about those things, a blue screen suddenly appears in front of me.

[Congratulations Alpha68 as you are the only person who got to arrive at this point.]

[The completion of the devouring is complete. As your origin power, you are now the primordial god of control and law. Controller and ruler of all existence equal and below to you.]

[As your endless mission, do want to pick a record or randomly selected one?]

[Warning: You can't use your divinity directly to destroy the romance plots of other records.]

Huh? Is this a joke? I thought that I'm a god now so why am I still having a restriction? I'm very confused at this moment but I try to calm myself by taking a breath.

I decided not to mind the other things because it's troublesome then clicks on the random selection and before I could read it, my mind completely shuts down.