Don't ever expect that you can buy a washing machine because just to be able to eat, I'm already very grateful ....
"Hhhhmmmm .... Alinda ! you have to be patient .. !!" back, I cheered myself up.
"tick ... tick ... tick ..." suddenly the sound of the cellphone in my pocket rang, my eyes and head began to act to see around me, if it was safe I would pick up my cellphone but if the atmosphere was not safe then I'll just keep it quiet until I get the right time to reply.
yaa .. it has to be like this because of my cellphone, I got it from my boyfriend, not from my father and mother, so I have to be careful using it.
At first I didn't want this phone but my boyfriend forced it because he said he always missed me so if he feels homesick, he wants to hear my voice and my spoiled sigh.
"Sis Alinda, Ganesh is hungry ...!"
Whining my youngest brother, surprised me, fortunately my cellphone didn't fall into the sink that is near my feet ..
"Huuuufttt .... Ganeesh .. my brother is so shocked .. 'yes it's soon, bro .. fry the chicken first for you to eat and also for Nian's sister ... !!"
I said as I pushed back the wheelchair Ganesh used into the house.
From he baby, Ganesh's leg was predicted by the doctor to have an abnormality, he had to be operated on before he could walk.
But Ganesh is indeed a strong and powerful child, he doesn't care how many people in this world tease him or scorn him because he can prove that he is equal to those with normal bodies.
I promise I will give him the best education so that he can become an Orthopedic doctor like his wish.
"Sis Alin ...! Sis Nian ... wants to fry chicken for us to eat the word ... it's fun, sis .. we can eat chicken ..!" said Ganesh to Nian.
I was silent and filled with guilt towards them, I didn't mean to give false hopes to them but my intention was just to joke ... but ..
I'm even stuck with my own joke ...
"Sis Alin .... is it true sis .. we want to eat fried chicken ..?" Ask Nian to me.
"Earlier, Sis Alin really wanted to fry the chicken, it turned out that but I forgot ... The chicken just turned into an egg ... so because we are all now hungry, we just eat the eggs first, tomorrow Sis Alin promises to buy fried chicken for you both ... !! ok !! "
With a devastated feeling I have to say sweetly in front of my younger siblings, their hope to eat fried chicken ... just a gust of wind and delusion that crossed their minds ...
"Nian .. Sis Alin is going to go first for a while, you take care of Ganesh first .. while waiting for Andika to come home from school soon ... !!"
I told Nian to take care of Ganesh first, because I have to go see my girlfriend for a while.
"Siis... go ... Ganesh is a big boy! Don't always look like a baby, Ganesh doesn't like it "
In an angry tone Ganesh said to me, This is great Ganesh, he doesn't like being pitied, he wants us all to see him as a normal kid and start growing up as a teenager.
"Come here, kiss you guys first ! Mmmwwuuaach..... this is for Nian ... mmwwuuuaach and this is for Ganesh! Sis Alin loves you both."
I kissed Nian and Ganesh's cheeks before
I left, leaving them both at home.
As usual, if I left the house, they took me away by seeing me walking until I was out of the alley of my residential block area and was out of sight of their eyes.
After exiting the alley, my eyes began to look all over the area, looking for my boyfriend's car that had been waiting for me ...
"Where's the car ..!! He said he was waiting for me in front of the alley ..?" I asked myself.
Usually my boyfriend picks me up in front of the alley entrance to my residential block area, because I haven't allowed him to pick me up in front of the house, because if that happens, I'm sure my name will become more famous than the artists who are already famous in Indonesia.
"Diinn ... diinn ... diiinn ... !!"
Suddenly I heard a car horn sound from behind my body and sure enough the black Fortuner car I was looking for was right behind me.
"You just came, Beb ... !!" I asked him.
"You just came! It's been a long time. Tomorrow I don't want to wait until like this ..!"
He scolded me because I made he wait too long. Seeing his face that began to look frightening to me, I immediately got into the car and started to seduce him, because I was afraid that if he had scolded me, later I would not be able to get what I wanted.
"Yes, I was wrong, I'm sorry Beb .." I whined spoiled he, hoping that he wouldn't be angry with me anymore.
"Ok, but you must be prepared to pay for all these mistakes ...!"
and As usual if he starts getting angry He will threaten me because I did something wrong.
"What do you want to do to me Beb ..?".
I asked a little worried.
"As usual, this time there are 5 guests who come, don't you make my name ugly in their eyes' understand ..!" Still in an angry tone he said to me. If it weren't for me I owed him a favor I wouldn't want to be his crazy lover.
now I can only bow my tears, because I should not regret all of this.
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