He’d Let Me Fall

Rough and abusive. He'd let me fall by… pushing me?

Confused between him and my father, I am not quite sure what had happened between us just now but I do know I am not going to be here when he returns. 

And that is unacceptable. That kind of behaviour is how it started before it gets worst. My father didn't just start hitting my mom. First, there was the verbal abuse followed by a little push here or there, then slaps followed by full-blown beatings.

I'm wired throughout the day as I take his advice and delegate responsibilities to Suzanne about what I want her to do over the course of the next days I won't be in the office. 

I've already walked through all the houses and have photographs and should be able to work on them from Alabama. I don't plan to stay there for long but I need a few days to lick my wound. No place better than home to do this.