Suffering ep7

I returned home tired from school. And I rushed to feed Tyin and Moon. Because it was already 2 O clock and I finished work and feeding.

It was 4pm "I must run to babysit twins."

Little nervous about new work but I've to be best.

My tiredness, stress and myself doesn't matter to anyone. Did I?

I wanna jump off the cliff higher from the sea. The fast wind will take me down deep in sea and I'll drown in ocean until I die.

But apparently there is no sea or cliff nearby.

Yeah right a 7 years old wanna jump off cliff.

Help screaming inside........ Sigh.

With my small hands I knocked the main big black door so then I'll begin to babysit twins.

Twins mother came to open door.

I bowed showing respect she welcomed me.

Oh,nice Myin you're here I was about to go out for some work.

Take care of my little twin angels I'll be back home soon. She said,

And she told me where the food is for kids and rest.

She grabbed her bag and rushed towards her car.

She opened her car's door and looked at me she said don't worry you can do this "good luck".

I weirdly nodded OK.

She left.

I'm here with 8 months old twin now.

I locked the main door just making sure safety.

Damn I left my two younger brothers at home all alone and what about their safety?  This question popped in my head.

I'm doing all of this just to provide them food. I hope Tyin and Moon are doing well.

Thoughts popping in my head and I'm trying to convince myself that they'll be fine.

However I brought back attention to the twins I slowly begin to walk towards them wondering about so many things.

Oh twins a girl and a boy very cute and they are sleeping.

Let them sleep till I looked around and their room is mess.

Diapers, dirty baby wipes, their clothes, toys etc everything is on the floor and making this room a whole mess.

I silently started to clean the room.

Even though it wasn't a part of my job but still continued to clean it.

After a long time of work now this room looks better.

I went to drink a glass of water meanwhile kids woke up.

Even though they were small kids I wasn't even able to talk to them.

I waved my hand as hello.

Twins smiled slightly.

"if they could speak" Twins be like wait before us you need babysitting Myin Kim. "sarcasm.......

I tried to play with them obviously these twins know nothing about playing.

I feed them later and they started to puke and poop.

I cleaned them like thousands of times in just 2 hours.

I must tell you this small kids loves to sleep, cry, puke and poop and repeat.

And giving them shower is quite difficult because I have make sure the water temperature otherwise they might will get sick.

And for me they are quite heavy.

You can imagine that don't you?

This is very difficult but I tried my best.

I fed them, shower, cleaning again feeding and then putting them to sleep.

It was nicely done.

Oh time to go back home but twin's mother is not home yet.

I waited for 2 more hours and babysited.

Finally twin's mother came back home very late.

Oh Myin you're here thank god I was so worried about my kids  sorry I had something important to do.

OK you can go home see you tomorrow. She paid me for babysitting her kids and pets.

I was freaked our because all the stores were closed where should I buy food for my brothers now? I was so worried I wandered around and went quite far from home but I found baby food finally.

It's night time 12:16 what are you doing here little girl? Shopkeeper asked me.

Well whose gonna tell him that I can't talk. I instantly grabbed baby food and ran towards my house.

Streets lights went off and night is becoming scary.

All I could hear at that moment was my heart beat, my footsteps and that weird buzzzzz sound.

Walking alone at night on empty street.... My heart is pounding with terror now....

Holding on my breath I am walking straight towards my way to back home. ...

Oh uhhh.... What was that?  I heard another footsteps following me.....!