CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN
JAMIE'S POV
Struggling to stand, placing my hand behind my back, helping myself up from the couch where I comfortably sat for nearly one hour.
"Jamie, what are you doing? You're suppose to call us when you need to get up." my mother-in- law screams, horrified that I'm helping myself up.
"Jerome" she screams, while I walked off down the hallway.
"I'm good, please you need to stop fussing over me" I tell her. " I just need the bathroom, but it's so far away" I mutter walking down the hall towards the downstairs bathroom.
I hear footsteps behind me, but no time to turn around hustling to the toilet because this pee isn't waiting on me.
Washing my hands, staring at the person in front of the mirror, not recognizing her. The tears welled up once again.
Remembering as if it was just yesterday. Logan and I happily married laughing and loving, but once again my happiness was taken from me.
Holding on to the sink, I cried again as I have been doing for the past four months. My husband is there and I can no longer remain with him at nights because my doctor forbid me.
Thankfully Justin can stay with him during the nights and tonight he's going over so that I can see Logan again on live video chat.
I spent two nights with my husband and now I'm pregnant. Darn you Logan! Placing both hands on my tummy making sure our little angel is fine.
Opening the door of the bathroom, I came face to with three of my securities guards, as they observe me carefully no doubt seeing my tears.
"Jamie, you promised, no more crying" my father-in-law pointed a warning finger at me.
On that note, my fat face just crumple as I started to cry once again.
"Darn these pregnancy hormones" I sobbed, walking away.
"Darn those hormones indeed." my brother muttered, walking behind me.
Its nearly midnight and Justin should call me soon.
Turning, I continued walking, "Jer, can you.." as I was speaking, I stumbled causing Jer to rush and grab hold of me.
"Be careful Jamie" grandfather scolded me for my carelessness once again.
"Jer can you help me to my room please? Justin will be calling shortly" I asked quietly, fedup of walking on thin ice in this house with these caring people.
Jer came to hold me because I refuse to allow him to lift me..I'm fourteen weeks pregnant and heavier and clumsy because of a bullet still lodged in my back.
Smiling at these men who are taking care of me in Logan's absence. "Thank you all for another productive day" I chuckle, because none of us have been working since....
Grandfather walked closer and I kissed him on the cheek before kissing my father-in-law on his cheek.
"I'm here" I heard my mother in-law says behind me. I turned to hug her, kissing her.
She is such a beautiful person, taking time out to help me during my difficult pregnancy. But it's just until Logan comes home.
"Good night Jamie. Tell my son I'll be there bright and early in the morning" she says putting an arm around my shoulders,. together with Jer.
I settled into Logan's room, but not the same bed. Logan's family on doctor's orders change the bed because of my pregnancy and injuries.
I couldn't have the surgery to remove that last bullet because while they ran their tests because it's a delicate surgery on my spine. They found out that, there's is a possibility of a fetus forming in my womb.
They thought I was asleep, but I heard everything. When my family and Logan's family gave consent for the surgery, I refused.
I remained on the hospital bed for a few weeks more until my pregnancy was confirmed, I refused the surgery that could take my baby. Our baby!
The pain is unbearable, but I bite it in, obeying all of the doctor's orders so that when Logan gets home, he'll receive the best gift ever.
Picking up my phone I called Justin but the call went to voicemail.
"What the hell Justin, I need to see my husband. Call me" I leave a message.
Nothing bad happened, Logan is doing great. The doctor said he'll be up and running any day now but... no nothing is wrong. Justin is probably checking up a sexy night nurse.
Angela? Is she there? Logan's grandmother started sending her over to spend the nights when the doctor stopped me.
Thankfully Justin is always there until Logan's parents take over the morning shift.
I tried calling Justin again, but he was on another call. Hanging up quickly hoping he's trying to call me.
Nothing! Fear. Something happened. I know and darn that idiot for not calling me. I tried again and again.
The hormones took over and with it, came tears.
My door, suddenly opened and my mother in law dashed in, "Jamie" she called me excitingly. "Jamie?"she called my name again, this time with concern, seeing my tears.
" What is it sweetheart," she asks softly as everyone else followed her into the room.
"Justin" I cried, "Logan" I continue to cry. "Something happen and he's not answering so I can talk to Logan. Please take me to see him" I pleaded, staring at her, eyes blurted, drowning in tears.
"Darn that boy" grandfather chuckles behind my mother in law.
"Darn that boy indeed" I agreed "and don't forget your grandson, who doesn't want to see fat unattractive me."I wined, having everyone's attention.
Looking up to all the smiling, happy faces, "Jer I need ice cream please?" I asked my brother, pouting my lips.
"I can't wait until Logan get's here to be you and your baby's errand boy" Jer muttered walking away.
"I want the container" I chuckle as he walks away grumpy.
Smiling my mother in-law hands me a phone, "It's Justin"
"Idiot I've been calling you nonstop"